Hatsune Miku
June 13th, 2010, 02:07 AM
Steph please don't break up with me. Im sorry. We both made mistakes, we both fucked up, we both got hurt, but we can work things out. We cant just throw away everything we have and whats to come. I love you so much and you know that. You're my life. I can't lose you. I know I said "Lets just forget about everything" and I never did bring it up again. Why do you keep trying to break up with me :( if you don't want to be together then just tell me. I can't even cry anymore, I lost all my tears already. It's all dried up. I've been waiting for school to end, I was so excited that you were coming to see me. I've waited so long, everyday seemed longer and longer. And now you want to break up. Please don't baby. I just don't understand why you want too. You wont tell me :( Look back at all the good times we've had. Remember that poem I wrote you?
"Sometimes I wonder what life is about
If it has any use is my biggest doubt
I spend my time with hate and pain
And sometimes think I go insane
I often think of leaving this cruel life
But you are the reason I can survive
My life isn't so bad as I may say
Though I have not much reason to stay
Since I don't know why I'm here
But what stops me is what I fear
My fear of pain and of being alone
Caught me by the flesh and bone
There is another reason why
And that's 'cus of one special girl
You bring hapiness in my life and mind
I can just leave the worst behind
And even when I'm feeling down and blue
I know I can always count on you...
I love you Steph"
Remember that list of 100 reasons I made for you?
Remember that heart you stole from me?
Remember all those funny conversations we had?
Remember all that good stuff?
I love you Stephanie. So much more than you think. You think you know, but you really don't. You saved my life remember? Before I met you I was about to attempt suicide, for the 3rd time, and I was going to make sure I didn't fail this time. Then you can into my life.
You've help keep me from cutting, and I've gone over 81 cut free. I need you, I want you, I fucking love you.
I'm sorry if I missed alot of things, which I probably did. I just cant think right now. I want to just pick up that knife and slash away, But I'm not going to, for you.
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Mensteph.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Yhey.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Rawr.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Iloveyousomuch.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Ilewfew.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/StephDrewthis.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/photo2.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/ILYMatty.jpg
Remember all that?
I thought I couldnt cry anyone... But I've never... Ever... Cried like this before... Im gasping for air from crying...
"Sometimes I wonder what life is about
If it has any use is my biggest doubt
I spend my time with hate and pain
And sometimes think I go insane
I often think of leaving this cruel life
But you are the reason I can survive
My life isn't so bad as I may say
Though I have not much reason to stay
Since I don't know why I'm here
But what stops me is what I fear
My fear of pain and of being alone
Caught me by the flesh and bone
There is another reason why
And that's 'cus of one special girl
You bring hapiness in my life and mind
I can just leave the worst behind
And even when I'm feeling down and blue
I know I can always count on you...
I love you Steph"
Remember that list of 100 reasons I made for you?
Remember that heart you stole from me?
Remember all those funny conversations we had?
Remember all that good stuff?
I love you Stephanie. So much more than you think. You think you know, but you really don't. You saved my life remember? Before I met you I was about to attempt suicide, for the 3rd time, and I was going to make sure I didn't fail this time. Then you can into my life.
You've help keep me from cutting, and I've gone over 81 cut free. I need you, I want you, I fucking love you.
I'm sorry if I missed alot of things, which I probably did. I just cant think right now. I want to just pick up that knife and slash away, But I'm not going to, for you.
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Mensteph.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Yhey.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Rawr.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Iloveyousomuch.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/Ilewfew.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/StephDrewthis.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/photo2.jpg
http://i949.photobucket.com/albums/ad333/zeldas121212/ILYMatty.jpg
Remember all that?
I thought I couldnt cry anyone... But I've never... Ever... Cried like this before... Im gasping for air from crying...