Syvelocin
June 12th, 2010, 01:02 AM
I can barely tell anything from what isn't true. Today I related to a kid with an alcoholic mother, because Rith was abused by an alcoholic when she was younger. She's taking over me.
Summer came just in time *rolls eyes* It only helps my Social Anxiety disorder. I stay in my room all day talking to my friends, and I know from past experience that it only increases how difficult it is for me to be in social situations. Two people in the same room as me is sometimes too much, I can usually only deal with one family member in the same room. I'm fine then. But I have problems when going to a restaurant, or to school (like when I go get food in the cafeteria, it's really too much to be standing up in a huge room with strange kids. I've had to go to the office and spend the entire day there because of panic attacks. Though it helps when I'm with my friends, I can focus on them, though I'm paranoid of people thinking I'm crazy when I talk to them.
I felt like an idiot when my boyfriend sat down beside me on the couch during a psychologist appointment and she was doing an exercise to get me back into my physical body, then he started making fun of her and she looked at me oddly when I was answering him.
I feel like she's taking up more of me, and I'm worried I won't be able to take it anymore when the school year comes around.
Summer came just in time *rolls eyes* It only helps my Social Anxiety disorder. I stay in my room all day talking to my friends, and I know from past experience that it only increases how difficult it is for me to be in social situations. Two people in the same room as me is sometimes too much, I can usually only deal with one family member in the same room. I'm fine then. But I have problems when going to a restaurant, or to school (like when I go get food in the cafeteria, it's really too much to be standing up in a huge room with strange kids. I've had to go to the office and spend the entire day there because of panic attacks. Though it helps when I'm with my friends, I can focus on them, though I'm paranoid of people thinking I'm crazy when I talk to them.
I felt like an idiot when my boyfriend sat down beside me on the couch during a psychologist appointment and she was doing an exercise to get me back into my physical body, then he started making fun of her and she looked at me oddly when I was answering him.
I feel like she's taking up more of me, and I'm worried I won't be able to take it anymore when the school year comes around.