i am so uncomfortable

[ackmedsgirl666]

lately i have been so ashamed of myself
if i look at a girl i get upset. right now even tho we broke up i still feel commited to my ex Amy who is dating another guy who lives in my house.
i am ashamed because i really wanna know why god made me this way, why he did what he has done to my life. i mean i like girls but its one things i can no longer stand about myself because ppl use it against me and i dunno what to do anymore
i am out of ideas
i just want to go staright and be happy
forget about amy and move on but its so hard because i see her everyday
my room is right next to hers
i can't stop staring at her or thinking about her
her beautiful hazel eyes and pretty slim figure
i want her in so many ways but i will never get her back because i have asked her. she has dumped me 10 x and i still want her to be apart of my life............................................................................ .....................................................
i am so uncomfortable in my skin and i dunno what to do
im hopelessss

[ShatteredWings]

I'm gonna put this where more people will see it...
the gay zone -> teen sexuality
Onward!

[myskias]

aww! im so sorry! im gay and the SAME exact thing happened with my boyfriend (the day before my birthday) he broke up with me for my other gay friend. who at the time was one of my closest gay friends. now neither of them are my friends, but its been like 5 months and im moving on. it still hurts, i understand how you are feeling

The pain your feeling is miserable, i completely understand... if you need someone to talk to you have me :)

By the way, wishing you were someone your not (asking to be straight) wont make you happy. because the same things happen between girl/guy relationships as well. the most important thing you can do is to just stay strong and move on! don't let this girl hold you back from being the beautiful, powerful, amazing woman that you are! you are better than this!

[Clawhammer]

All of us are here to talk, whether you need advice or an opinion or just to rant. You're not alone, lass. I'm straight, but I've felt quite the same. It's not easy giving up.

[DarkWingedAngel]

Okay I can NOT believe I'm giving you advise.
anyways.
You gotta stop drowning yourself in your pity and move on. The more you drown youself in your pity the less you will get over her. Do not wish to be straight the same thing happens between boys and girls too, infact it's usually worse because alot of boys are dicks. Just get over it. Will it be easy? wel no it wont. It will be heard but you gotta learn to move on from people. like really. I know you cant PM me or VM me but there are other people to talk to on here except for my bf, anyways good luck and whatnot.

[idontusethisanymore]

aw, good luck