i just cut

[blah_x]

im so :mad: ii just cut earlier and had gone sooo long without.
fuck my life
ii cant do this anymore

[Lights]

You've made numerous threads tonight about bad habits you don't like.
What's set you off with the cutting and the not eating? Are you upset or depressed for some reason?

[georgiamay]

hun, you dont need this. dont worry about it though, its just a relapse, and that happens sometimes, but you just need to realise that you can do this!! i know i say it a lot, but the fact that you stopped for a long time PROVES that you can do this.

PM me if you ever need to talk about it, i understand how you feel about this xx

[blah_x]

Rolo, yes ii suffer from severe depression.. my mother was dioganosed with alzhimers three years ago and for some reason this past year has affected me quite severly and my father and mine's relationship is now non existant. so sorry if ii come across as a whingy bitch, but im not like this in real life.. ii dont talk about my feelings.. ii basically just vent here. sorry.

Georgia, thanks.. your kind words are comforting.. ii just honestly feel like ii cant do it anymore yano.

xx

[Mike321]

You can do it!
Its just a relapse, it happens to everyone, and its only a temporary set back.
As Georgia said, if you've gone for so long wtihout doing it, it proves that you can do it.
Dont let it get to you, we all make mistakes, just keep telling yourself that you dont need this
PM me if you need to talk

[Lights]

I'm sorry to here of your severe depression and your mother's alzheimers.
Let's phrase it this way: We're all here to help at VT and we'll console and help you whenever necessary.

Cutting is a very bad habit to get into, purely because from what I've heard, it becomes addicting for one reason or another.
Try to distract yourself from things like cutting because you can! Make friends online, start your own project, watch tv! All these sorts of things are quite easy to do.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Hun, don't worry too much about it, its only a small step back. Think about how long you went without it and aim for that again. You can do it!

PM me if you want to talk or what ever :)

[MadManWithaBox]

You can do it. You may think you can't. But you can. Its a struggle. but you can do it.

[blah_x]

ii hope so guys :')

[Amyxoxo]

OK, so I'm just going to repeat what has been said but if it is said enough then you might understand.
You don't want/need self harm... it needs you. It clings onto you and tbh you are scared to rebel (Well I was). It makes you feel down, like life isn't worth living anymore. However it is. Don't let it win. DOn't let it make choices for you. If you really want to stop then go and do it. I'm not saying that it is going to be easy but if you want to then it wont be as hard.

[blah_x]

thanks :)

[xXdamienXx]

i understand your pain, after about a month of being clean i cut 2day but what everyone is saying is true. You don't need self-harm it needs you....

[HeroesAndCons]

i just relapsed its ok though
cause im strong to quit whenever