Here we go again :/

[pixie1234]

Right, I think I know the types of comments I'll get from this but hey, here I go.. Just a rant really.

Four weeks back I split with this guy I'd been dating for seven or eight months, I cut and was over him within days and a week later starteddating this other guy that I split with my ex for (I was thinking about him frequently and it wasn't fair) but anyways this girl who has hated me for a while and visa versa has become friends with the girl who fancies the guy I'm with. These two are planning stuff against me and my best mate who is my boyfriends sister like turning our friends against us, stabbing us in the back trying to drive me and tom apart so as she can get with him ect and it's been doing my head in. This is where my problems start. Last night I was so wound up I cut, I was thinking about everything that has happened life ect and I don't want to live anymore. I now have over 100 new cuts on each wrist now and I can tell it's really getting at tom as he cut over me cutting last night and it kills watching him like this which of corse doesn't help things. The LAST thing I want is for him to be in pain, I have loved him for just over ten months and there's nothing I wouldn't do to stop him hurting.

Sorry for the rant needed to let it out xx

[blah_x]

its good to let thing out babe.. ii dont talk enough nd have ended up the way ii am.. do yu think the new cuts will scar? wer dey deep?
im here if yu ever need to rant :)

[pixie1234]

I never talk enough either it does my mums head in and so she acts like we are close to everyone else which is annoying but hey that's life I suppose.

No they were not deep, but they are quite vicious, hacked at. Xx

[blah_x]

haha iit iis sadly :(
well thats ok, the worst thing about SH in my opinion anyway apart frm what it does to your yead are the fucking scars :/

[pixie1234]

Mm, she is actually doing my head in my mum that is.. I was cleaning bathrooms and she comes in so I roll sleeves down, bow she knows I sh but I told her I stopped four weeks ago. So she's there freaking and demanding I show her and me point blank refusing. In the end she gave up and left me too it. I'm now sat in my room waiting for my dad to come in half an hour :/ xx

[blah_x]

why is he going to fuck yu out off itt..
my teacher told my Dad but we never talked about it since.. its just to awkard :/

[georgiamay]

its good to rant, dont appologise :)
you can pm me if you ever need to talk about it, i'm always here xx