everything's my fault.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Everything I do, everything that's happened to me is my fault. Its my fault I have no friends. Its my fault i'm going to do reallly bad on my exams. Its my fault I feel like this. Its my fault I do the things I do to myself. Its my fault I feel like he'll split up with me cause of what I do, how I treat him. He doesnt deserve me. He deserves so much more than me...

[emt.Cam]

Listen hun, you're going to go through life with a lot that could have been avoided. There's going to be countless times where you say to yourself: I could have done better, I could have avoided that, ect. Take a deep breath and try to relax. Life is a journey full of obstacles and decisions to make. It's part of growing up and learning from things that have happened to you and to others. Life may sometimes seem like it's not going to get easy but over time with what you learn and adapt to, will become easier to handle.
Try to organize what you need to do with what you want to accomplish. Worrying is going to cause you a lot of stress and with exams coming up, won't help. I suggest you find sometime to relax -music always works for me- Venting is key: like you're doing now. Talk to me or "us" on here as a way of expressing how you're feeling, you'd be surprised how much it helps. Feel free to PM me hun with questions and advice. Have a good day sweetie.