Fuck.

[Aceso]

So, after half a year off, they give me one day to prepare, then back to seven hours a day, five days a week of school, like every other normal child. They expect me to ajust just like that. I cant do this. I know I cant. I just want to run away. Doesnt anyone understand how hard this is going to be for me? :( No one listend to me, I know its going to go wrong from the moment I step back into that hell hole and I know it. Somebody please help me....I know this is going to cause constant depression, everythings going to go wrong, im going to fail and I know everythings going to get worse.
I've lost. You win, you won...

[emt.Cam]

Hey hun, if you'd like to talk please PM me. I don't know your story behind this but it appears that there may be one since a lot is left unveiled here for me to work with. Feel free to PM me sweetie.

[Sith Lord 13]

Have you tried telling them that?

Maybe what you have to do is stop sucking it up and start letting them know how you feel. That if you go back there, your life will be hell. That you're not gonna put up with this shit.

I don't know what your life is like, so maybe that's not an option. In that case, about the best advice I can give you is to find somewhere to vent. Here even.

[Aceso]

Like I said, I tried to tell them but they wouldnt listen :(

[Sith Lord 13]

Like I said, I tried to tell them but they wouldnt listen :(

What exactly did you say to them?

[Aceso]

What exactly did you say to them?

I told them that I was enjoying the home education, and there is medical proof that my diabetes and general health has improved, and that not much had changed. I also said that I know things will go back to what they used to be.

[Sith Lord 13]

Be more direct. Tell them that you don't want to go back. That it was hell, and you don't want to go through that again.l