cliché depressed teenager, i guess.

[haibekah]

Don't really know where to put this, but i guess this fits.


Every single person i look at has lost their soul. everything seems so hard. normal, everyday activities are such a chore. like going to school. LOL i haven't been to school in so long and it's bugging the shit out of me. all i ever do is get high. i feel like a crackhead. i sit in a dark, damp basement blazing all day. now, i know what some of you are thinking, "that's the life!". no, actually, it's not. i can't even function during the day without getting high. i skip school constantly just to blaze. aaand today my principle called me down to the office to talk about my attendance, but i wasn't there.

it's making me feel so depressed and lonely, but i can't stop. all i even want to do is get high. i'm constantly stressing over when the next time i'll be blazing will be. i do the EXACT same thing every single fucking day:

1) wake up, get ready, ride my bike to my ex-boyfriend's house.
2) stand outside and smoke cigarettes until my current boyfriend arrives
3) smoke weed, decide to skip school
4) munch out, have sex, sleep
5) blaze and then go home


EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

it's never-ending.

[Sith Lord 13]

I'm gonna be blunt here. Why don't you just quit doing pot? You see the problems it's giving you, so why don't you stop doing it?

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying it's easy, but what's keeping you from quiting?

[Scarface]

As Alex stated above, quitting would be your best option at the moment. Your school attendance is very important. You need to get all of your credits to graduate so you don't have to repeat anything. Putting down the pot may not be and easy thing right now, but you have to think about your future. You don't want to waste it away smoking and spending money on weed.

Try getting out of your routine. Instead why don't you just telly our current boyfriend to drop you off at school so you can get your homework and take it home and get caught up. You can't continue this cycle, it's the road to no where.

The ways to maybe help you quit would be to buy a huge bag of suckers they have all different kinds. I remember when I quit the first time those really helped with the oral fixation. I was so used to smoking something that it helped a lot and the sugar helps with the endorphins.

Just get back on the right track. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here PM/VM me anytime.

[haibekah]

I'm gonna be blunt here. Why don't you just quit doing pot? You see the problems it's giving you, so why don't you stop doing it?

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying it's easy, but what's keeping you from quiting?


easier said then done. what's stopping me is everything. reality itself. i can't go a day without getting high or i turn into a psychotic bitch. all of my friends are beginning to notice. i can't stand bring sober. it brings me so down i feel like doing very destructive shit to myself. i know it sounds so stupid and dramatic, but i feel like vt is my last resource for some human comfort.

[Sith Lord 13]

easier said then done. what's stopping me is everything. reality itself. i can't go a day without getting high or i turn into a psychotic bitch. all of my friends are beginning to notice. i can't stand bring sober. it brings me so down i feel like doing very destructive shit to myself. i know it sounds so stupid and dramatic, but i feel like vt is my last resource for some human comfort.

OK. Like I said, I didn't think it was gonna be easy. Would it be possible for you to tough it out for a few days? Just lock yourself in your room, or somewhere else private, and go a few days without pot? I'm not saying it's gonna be easy. I'm not saying it's gonna be pleasant. In fact, I'm pretty sure it'll be hell. But maybe, just maybe, when you finally walk out of your room, with no pot in your system and having proven to yourself that you can survive without it, you'll be able to change your perspective on life. You won't feel as strong a need to blaze. Maybe you'll even be able to go to school.

[YouMayCallMeWill]

So you're saying when you posted this you were high?

[MyNameIsJack]

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[The Dark Lord]

Don't really know where to put this, but i guess this fits.


Every single person i look at has lost their soul. everything seems so hard. normal, everyday activities are such a chore. like going to school. LOL i haven't been to school in so long and it's bugging the shit out of me. all i ever do is get high. i feel like a crackhead. i sit in a dark, damp basement blazing all day. now, i know what some of you are thinking, "that's the life!". no, actually, it's not. i can't even function during the day without getting high. i skip school constantly just to blaze. aaand today my principle called me down to the office to talk about my attendance, but i wasn't there.

it's making me feel so depressed and lonely, but i can't stop. all i even want to do is get high. i'm constantly stressing over when the next time i'll be blazing will be. i do the EXACT same thing every single fucking day:

1) wake up, get ready, ride my bike to my ex-boyfriend's house.
2) stand outside and smoke cigarettes until my current boyfriend arrives
3) smoke weed, decide to skip school
4) munch out, have sex, sleep
5) blaze and then go home


EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

it's never-ending.

Stop the causal sex and the weed. How fucking thick can you get? Are you not aware of the side effects? It never ceases to amaze me how many people smoke weed and then worry about the effects. GIVE UP THE WEED

[Sith Lord 13]

Stop the causal sex and the weed. How fucking thick can you get? Are you not aware of the side effects? It never ceases to amaze me how many people smoke weed and then worry about the effects. GIVE UP THE WEED

Matty, no offense, but your being a douchebag. It's not that simple. Have you ever been in her situation? Have you ever known what it's like to live in a state where the only thing that makes life bearable is something that's not good for you? She has a psychological addiction to pot. You ever try breaking an addiction? It's tough as hell. I'm sorry we don't all have your life, where you get to sit up all high and superior and look down on the little peasants. Honestly, this forum is for help and advice. Not for to sit there and try and make people feel worse about there problems than they already do. You want to say narrow, close minded bull shit in ROTW, go right ahead. But don't start coming to the psych ward and putting people down. People are here because they have problems. You're comment said nothing helpful, in fact it was downright offensive. If all your gonna do is sit there and judge, kindly go back to ROTW, and stop hurting people you don't even know.

[haibekah]

So you're saying when you posted this you were high?

what kind of a question is that? :/


Um, not funny.

Bekah!! I know what you mean. First, without being high, without being nervous, think of what you want, write it on a paper. That's the first thing you should do. Than you may want to organize your ideas, think how you'll be in 5 years, your goals in life and all that. Obviously you won't stop smoking weed for now, but try to smoke less everyday.. one day you'll smoke only a bit. PM I really want to help you :rolleyes:

thanks. i'm going to try this out, and see how i do. once the summer comes i'm pretty much fucked for getting high all the time. maybe that'll be a good place to start.

and i don't like talking on vt, cause i can't respond properly, due to have very limited use of a computer.