i miss it >.<

[1_21Guns]

I only went to Greece once, last year with my grandparents.
and tbh, i've never felt so free, I finally felt almost alive again there.
There was this little church right on the top of a hill and everything, it was peaceful, every problem i had just faded there.
and well, my grandparents went again, and they came back yday and brought me some stuff back.
and it's kinda resurfaced all the feelings i had leaving there, everything that happened, all the memories.
yeah, it's a pretty lame thing to feel so low over, but remembering that freedom and how it's now gone again kills me a little... okay a lot :/

[Sith Lord 13]

To finally feel free of all the sadness, depression, and, well, just plain suckiness of our lives is an amazing feeling. A really amazing feeling. But to come back to it, to return to the despair of day to day life, is one of the most terrible feelings a human can experience. It's worse than the withdrawal from drugs, it's worse than just staying depressed. It's not lame to feel sad over it. It's normal. It's appropriate. As for how to cope with it, my suggestion is to find an escape. Read a book you can get lost in. Blast music and belt the songs out right along with it. Work out. Play games. Anything. I find it can kind of help wean you down from the high back to everyday life.

[derkderpderp]

hm,that sucks,okay erm try to take your mind off it,even plan a future holiday for yourself so you know you have to wait,it may double up with these feelings and maybe you wont miss it as much?

[1_21Guns]

Thanks Alex, i have a few distractions i used to have, but most of them pretty much dont cut it anymore, they dont work or i just dont feel like them anymore.
It just feels like part of me was ripped out and left there, probably the part of me which thought clearly seeing as i was going to sort my life any everything out when i got back - until the day i got back that was. Ughh i dunno.

Habib, thanks. I do get to go back next year if i want... Im just not sure if i want to, seems like everytime i go away for a while something turns to shit >_>

[Sith Lord 13]

:hug:

Natalie, if you ever need a distraction, I'm here for you. My teachers always said I could be quite distracting. :) Feel free to contact me, by Skype, or MSN, or PM, or however you want. There are people here to help you. Never forget that.

[1_21Guns]

:hug:

Natalie, if you ever need a distraction, I'm here for you. My teachers always said I could be quite distracting. :) Feel free to contact me, by Skype, or MSN, or PM, or however you want. There are people here to help you. Never forget that.

thanks hun

[steve1234]

Natalie, I think most people feel like this when they go on holiday. Thats the point of holidays, to get away from problems at home. So, when we get back home after the holiday, all the problems come rushing back and you suddenly start thinking about all the good things about your holiday.
2 years ago, I went to South Africa, and I don't think I have ever felt so happy. It was sunny and warm all the time, a bit different from the UK! :D . All my problems went away and I didn't have a worry in the world, and I met some really nice people. But, when I got back, I just went back to my depressing world and started missing my holiday.
I really want to back and live there! But, if I went and lived there, it wouldn't be a holiday anymore, and then there would start to be things to worry about :D
So, like Sith Lord 13 says, its perfectly normal what your feeling. Hope ive helped a bit. :)