hello...im new

[abs072889]

I just recently moved to louisiana from wisconsin. I had lived in the same small town my whole life, but a series of events led me to leave and move to louisiana to live with my older sister. I was doing okay in wisconsin, my depression was coming back but I was still cut free for 3 months. I cut off all ties with everyone when I left and now the only people I have to talk to are either 13 or more years older than me, or 8 or more years younger. I am very shy so it's hard for me to make friends. I have been living here for two weeks with no one to talk to and yesterday finally gave in to the urge to cut again. Why I'm telling you this I'm not sure, I just need someone to talk to, someone to help, someone to care. I know it's not likely I will find it here amongst strangers, but I felt the need to say this, just typing this makes me feel less guilty for hiding the fact that I relapsed.

[UnknownError]

Its okay hun. :hug:
We're all here to help.
You'll find some friends soon. :)

[abs072889]

thanks that means a lot. I just can't live with this guilt anymore, cutting is the only thing that can get my mind off the guilt for a while.

[REGRET]

Welcome hun :hug3: you can PM me if you want to

[abs072889]

Thank you, I really just wanna cut, but for some reason I came on here instead, no idea why. I should go now.

[misery_business]

welcome :) You can always talk to any of us and we will be here to listen. It's a good thing joining this site! You can always PM me if you want :)

[abs072889]

I really wanna pm someone and talk to them about how I am feeling right now, but it wont let me cuz I haven't posted enough.

[delta]

I think you can still post messages on users' profiles

[georgiamay]

well done for not cutting for 3 months!! you can VM me if you ever need to talk seeing as you can't pm :)

welcome to VT :D

[Sith Lord 13]

Thank you, I really just wanna cut, but for some reason I came on here instead, no idea why. I should go now.

Because you want to stop. We're here to help you. You are stronger than your urges. You went 3 months. You can do it again. You can feel free to leave me a VM or message me on Skype if you need someone to talk to.

[Fiction]

There's so many people on this site you can talk too and we all care. You can VM me if you want :)

[Mike321]

Welcome, there bound to be people in your situation or similar on here, we're here to help you
Feel free to talk to me, if you need help

[Eskimo]

heeeey cheer up now, it's only been 2 weeks theres still plenty of time to meet people.

[HeroesAndCons]

Welcome :hug:
if u ever feel the urge pm me and i surly can help