Asylum
June 1st, 2010, 12:44 AM
so i've been cutting back on the quantity i'm eating and what i'm eating. i eat barely any carbs now, barely any sugar, mostly fruits and veggies, i eat half of a small peice of chicken on occassion. i am also running for an hour over a mile 3 days a week. my mother is getter worried. i haven't stopped eating.. its the over exercising and consicous checking weight, and calories. i make sure i consume under 700 i never go over, i try to go way under as possible. mom thinks i need help... :/ she knows i'm underwiehgt by a lot already.. so she told me if i lose anymore seh is going to take me to see somene because she knwos i'm obsessing over my weight again because summer is here.. i can't help looking in the mirror and feeling fat :( i really can't.. plus i realy like the bony look which odens't help, bones are not showy on my body really at this point i mean just a tiny bit... but barely.. just in the rib area and hips.. i don't loook skelital... i convinced myself i odnt want help or need it..