that feeling.

[misery_business]

I'm getting that feeling again :(

You know, that horrible heart burn, feeling worthless and helpless, I just hate mysel so much, how did i become this person? why am I like this?
i feel like crying all the time, knowing that im all alone, nobody cares I just wish i could die. right now im on half term from school, away from the only person who I actually love and trust. Parents are just never there for me, they've heard me cry, and what do i get, " stop crying like a baby, its not that bad", yeah well what the fuck do they know ! thay have no idea what i can do to my self. they have no idea how i feel.
what kind of person am I ?
to hurt myself by choice !?
to set a blade against my own flesh...
im a mess, i just need someone.:(

[xgeekyrocksx]

Your not a bad person... and you may feel that your parents are never there for you and that don't care, but they pobably do. Parents would mostly do anything for their kids x Try telling them whats wrong and that you hurt your self, if you havn't already. And call a friend, maybe arange to meet up. Force yourself to go out and when you feel you really cant stay in and look after youself like. These are just a few suggestions...
im sure your a good person and i hope things get better for you xx <3

[Mike321]

Your are by no means a bad person.
I know what its like to have no one to turn to, I spent 3 years on my life virtualy on my own
Can't you arange to meet up with this person over the half term, i'm sure if you told them that you needed their help they would go out some where with you.
But don't resort to cutting over this, its seriously not worth it
You can PM me if you need to talk