What should I do?

[justsomekid]

This guy I've been dating for 6 months. Well last weekend we had sex. I consented to having oral sex. He really persuaded me to have oral sex with him. Well that's how I felt. Well when I did it I felt like I was raped when I told him to stop. I told my parents then took it back because I still feel I loved him and I don't now I kind of felt like I made him do it. Anyway now everyone knows that I iked him and everyone thinks I'm gay. I just feel like people just already assumed I was ad now I just don't know what to do but cry which isn't a normal thing I do. I sometimes feel suicidal about it even.

[xRAPiiDG4MERx]

wow, well that proves that he means alot to you. I would say to him 'if you really love me, youll stop pushing me, or i will leave you'. and then see what his reaction is. this will tell you how much you mean to him, and if he leaves you, or tell you to dump him, then so be it, you could do much better :D

[justsomekid]

what?