Brighter.Tomorrow
May 30th, 2010, 11:10 PM
It seems..Lately like I'm pushing people away. Like not I'm tolerating as much.
I've lost a few people already, and i feel I'm losing more.
I'm giving up...I see so much I could have, if I work for it. But for some reason..I won't.
The one's I went to for help..Aren't helping anymore.
Only a few minutes ago, I was tempted to cut..I can't keep these feelings.
I worked for so long to be happy and make the world around me bright and happy...and it crashed, for no reason I can see. And i feel alone in all of this. Like..No one cares.
I feel like I'm daydreaming a happy world, when everything around me is fucked up and I'm stuck in the middle of it.
I sat outside for 2hours, crying, for no real reason, other then to just cry.
Everything I've worked for..seems to be falling, and me along with it.
I've lost a few people already, and i feel I'm losing more.
I'm giving up...I see so much I could have, if I work for it. But for some reason..I won't.
The one's I went to for help..Aren't helping anymore.
Only a few minutes ago, I was tempted to cut..I can't keep these feelings.
I worked for so long to be happy and make the world around me bright and happy...and it crashed, for no reason I can see. And i feel alone in all of this. Like..No one cares.
I feel like I'm daydreaming a happy world, when everything around me is fucked up and I'm stuck in the middle of it.
I sat outside for 2hours, crying, for no real reason, other then to just cry.
Everything I've worked for..seems to be falling, and me along with it.