Amyxoxo
May 26th, 2010, 02:15 PM
Ok guys, well things have been horrid the past few weeks.
I have probs posted things before about me telling my school about my self harm because I really wanted to get everything sorted.
Well I have FAILED all my exams.
I went to go to CAMHS and all they have done was try to get me and my mum to talk again but really I know that I will never be able to talk to her.
Isn't it typical that the day that I go to see the doctor I am always feeling ok, then I just fell so rubbish the day after.
I want to be a doctor when I am older, that is the only thing that I am living for at the moment. But seriously I just want all of these feelings to go away. Why wont it?
Please tell me how to sort this all out. I know that I should really do it myself but I just don't know where to start.
ARGH.
I don't know how to handle things anymore ¬.¬
I have probs posted things before about me telling my school about my self harm because I really wanted to get everything sorted.
Well I have FAILED all my exams.
I went to go to CAMHS and all they have done was try to get me and my mum to talk again but really I know that I will never be able to talk to her.
Isn't it typical that the day that I go to see the doctor I am always feeling ok, then I just fell so rubbish the day after.
I want to be a doctor when I am older, that is the only thing that I am living for at the moment. But seriously I just want all of these feelings to go away. Why wont it?
Please tell me how to sort this all out. I know that I should really do it myself but I just don't know where to start.
ARGH.
I don't know how to handle things anymore ¬.¬