Depression

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

So this could be another oh yea I'm depressed threads....which it is, in a way. But this is MY depression. This si how I deal with it. Before i got my meds i had tried everything from burning to cutting. It worked till i got desensitized and had to go further. To a bigger extreme. Then i really hit rock bottom. Really really hit it. That was the 3rd time i tried suicide. I would've succeeded but my mom found me. Since then I have gotten meds but i have tried suicide 6 more times. I dont know what to do with myself anymore.......

[Scarface]

Devon hun, sounds like you have been through a lot suicide is a very serious thing. Suicide is a permanent decision and should be taken seriously. What is causing you to be this depressed? Have you thought of maybe seeing a psychologist or therapist to maybe talk about some of your feelings.

Talking about things get's all of your problems off your chest then they can help you. Could you involve yourself a little more. Hanging out with Missy more and riding horses and reading. Reading is a great escape for me because I pretend I'm living the story of the book and it's a very good distraction to things going on.

You have a bunch of people willing to help you, I;m glad you came here for help it's a very good start. I'm glad you didn't succeed Devon I'm happy you're here with us. If you ever need extra motivation besides from Missy I'm always here to help. Shoot me a VM anytime

[1_21Guns]

hun, whatever you've been through is never enough to cause your own death, because for all we know, this could be your only life. your on meds, things will get better in time. doesnt feel like it much does it? but it will. it has to. like Ronnie said, suicide is final.
when your older, you'll be so glad you didn't succeed you'll be so glad your mom found you. and you'll look back and wonder what the hell where you thinking living like this.
your stronger than you think, and certainly stronger than killing yourself.
stay strong and good luck hun, VM me anytime.

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

thanks guys.....

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

ugh it got sooo bad yesterday -.-

[1_21Guns]

ugh it got sooo bad yesterday -.-

howcome hun?

[Sith Lord 13]

ugh it got sooo bad yesterday -.-

:hug::hug::hug::hug:

I'm here for you Dev.

Vent about it?

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

jusr was.....

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

so i'm sitting here in marketing and i'm really bored and tired and i'm sick.

[Sith Lord 13]

How sick?

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

lol just a cold

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

oi...cutting...oi

[Sith Lord 13]

oi...cutting...oi

:( I'm sorry Devin. I should have been awake for you.

:hug:

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

you were i was talking to you

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

i just found out my great great Aunt died...... :(!

[Ryhanna]

Have you tried other methods of venting your feelings?

Instead of cutting and such, take up a sport? Or learn an instrument or take a drama class. I've found that such things can help people deal with these feelings and take their minds off depression.

And also, please don't keep trying suicide. No matter how bad things get - We're always going to be here for you.

How many posts do new members need to PM now? If you're allowed to PM yet, send me a message and we'll talk about it more if you want. If you can't PM then leave a visitor message on my profile/wall.
:)

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

RYan you have to have 100 and I have like 70+ and I would play sports if I could. I cant run. I have so many pieces of steel and what not in my body it aint funny.

[Kaya]

Devin Im always here for you.....just know that. <3

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

I know Kayla love

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

i really wanted to cut last night thank god for rick he stayed up all night even though he has to work this morning.....

[starrburst]

That's great =) Good luck!

[Sith Lord 13]

i really wanted to cut last night thank god for rick he stayed up all night even though he has to work this morning.....

I'm sorry I wasn't there for you Dev.

:hug:

[worshiper]

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[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

I dont have diabetes but I did have Anorexia

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

fuck fuck fuckity fuck. my brother hates me....fuck

[Aspiringanonymous]

Do you mind to elaborate? :hug3:

[Sith Lord 13]

:hug:

What happened Dev?