Might Have Been Molested...

[The Batman]

So I've been thinking about making this thread for a while and the only reasons I can think of not making it is that it's a stupid theory. So for the past year or so I've been trying to deal with the thoughts that I might have been molested when I was younger. I have all the signs and they were even more obvious when I was younger. I was already interested in sex at the age of 5 and more past the point of childhood curiosity. I was extremely clingy to my parents especially my mom. I had problems sleeping at night and was afraid that someone was going to come get me. I have and always had an irrational fear of older men/women which have gotten to the point of freaking out on the bus when it was just me and the bus driver left. Also I know I've repressed a shit load of my childhood. I can sit around and listen to my brother and sister tell stories that I can't remember at all. Also I'm pretty sure my cousin was molested so it could be by someone we both knew. This could be nothing though and just liked with the fact of how abusive my parents were towards us and each other. Still being molested as a child would explain so much about me that I don't understand and it could possibly end up helping me(since I probably know the root of my problems now). Like I said though this is a stupid theory with no physical evidence to back it up.

[Iron Man]

This does make some sense, but it doesn`t necesarily mean that you were raped. It could be something else, like you were abused or something, but non sexual.

[Zeh Crazy]

This sounds so much like me. I know for a fact I was molested and I remember it. But I also have a feeling I was molested at a younger age as well, but I don't remember it. I just have this feeling. There's things this person does now to indicate that it did happen. I can't explain it, but there is also another child involved that could be subjected to this the same way I was when I was a kid. I don't know what to do. What if I'm wrong? But I'm at least 75% sure I was molested. I've told my psychologist and I have mentioned hynotism. Because hypnotism makes you talk about repressed feelings and experiences. My psychologist won't let me do it. I don't know why, but you should look into it.

[Eagle1]

I would try and move past this, history is history (which does not make whoever might have molested you right). But there is nothing you can do about it now so just try and move past it and live your life. Look to the future not the past. :-)

Hope this helps.

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

i had the same thing happen to me i didnt know why but for some reason after i was raped&molested at 6 my mind blocked it from me for 11 yrs and just about 1/2 yrs ago i remember if u remember something happening and the feelng is REAL enough, but its like clips of a movie then yes, u were molested. I have mo physical evidence, but there has been abuse in my fam and my mind didnt just create rape clips outa nowher , :( sad but true.

[INFERNO]

If you are seeking this route to only answer those concerns you mentioned, it can answer them but others can also. I don't want to say you're dead wrong because I don't know. I suppose one could view it as lamenting on the past that you don't really know of and thus is pointless but do you plan to pursue this legally by accusing someone or just giving you some comfort to know perhaps the flaws are not all internal?

[The Batman]

If you are seeking this route to only answer those concerns you mentioned, it can answer them but others can also. I don't want to say you're dead wrong because I don't know. I suppose one could view it as lamenting on the past that you don't really know of and thus is pointless but do you plan to pursue this legally by accusing someone or just giving you some comfort to know perhaps the flaws are not all internal?
I'd be happy if none of it was real and it was just some my imagination. I do plan on getting counseling about other issues within a year and try to find some way to get these issues settled as well. More than anything I'd just like some way to get over this.

[ryker]

Did you ever say anything to the parents? If they are approachable I mean.

[GeneralCrash70]

It took me forever to realize that my brother had done it to me at four, it didn't occur to me til about a year ago, and he did it to my lil sister too, so I totally think it's a mental block thing, but it's nothing that you can remedy now, I just know the consolation of knowing that it happened can help out sometimes... Good luck man.