I lost control today.

[magikarpy]

I've had this under control for years. I've simply been on a diet. Yet one comment from this idiot about how some other girl is thinner then I am and I'm puking in the toilet. I'm so stupid. I lost control and now I feel all weak and shaky.

[anon123]

Well, you're probably not fat at all. Just because he says someone is thinner than you doesn't mean you're fat, it probably means shes just really skinny, which is gross. The other girl should be eating more and is really skinny, thats all he meant. You're not fat!

[magikarpy]

I know I'm not fat. But obviously my diet is not strict enough.

[Clawhammer]

I think it's creepy when women are so thin they look like they'd break if they tried to do a push-up. Somewhere right in between is best in my eyes. Not too skinny, but not a glutton. Don't try to be something you aren't, why should you change? Just be who you are and screw people who try to make you do things for their own benefit and none for yours. Just my opinion. I gave up trying to please other people.

[ShatteredWings]

is this something you've done before?

[magikarpy]

is this something you've done before?

I've had this under control for years.

[Iron Man]

Knowing your attitude, why would you let some stupid comment by some stupid person change your opinion about yourself? You are beautiful in your way, not stick figure form.

[Atonement]

There's no words I can use to express the feelings I have here. Personally, I have never had an eating disorder. But, I used to cut, and I went so long without it then fell back into it literally by one tiny event. It made me feel worthless and all the time was a waste. As if I threw it all away. But, I'm here to tell you that you went so long without it which means you can go even longer the next round without it too. Your food is under your control and there is no one else but you who can make you healthy. I really hope you remain healthy and true to who you are and not how others want to see you.

[ShatteredWings]

I've had this under control for years.
Ok. then take control again.
This is one setback. One little step backwards, just keep going forward from here.

Knowing your attitude, why would you let some stupid comment by some stupid person change your opinion about yourself? You are beautiful in your way, not stick figure form.
As much as it's more complicated than that, I agree.

Fuck what whoever said that thinks, they're just trying to find some way to get to you.

[magikarpy]

Okay thanks guys. The "just one little step backward" analogy helped a lot. I was thinking of it more as a tower that I was building and it all came crashing down.

[ShatteredWings]

nah, just pulled off a few bricks from the top. Those can be rebuilt.