What would it be like...

[Parasite]

If I was gone.
dead.
nothing more than a lifeless piece
of decaying flesh under the ground?

[Activate]

Well I hardly know you so I wouldn't have a clue
But don't think about doing anything because i'm sure other people respect you
Poor diddums....

[TheWizard]

I would miss you so don't do anything until you explain whats going on.

[Parasite]

no, i have told my story a bazillion times.
im an ugly disease on feet.
im going to commit suicide next school year.
i already planned it out.
November 2, 2006.
I'm planning on doing it.
I want to have one last get go on halloween.
im going to torture every last idiot that hurt me.
I just don't know if i can make it till november though.
No, I don't want to hear your life story about suicide...
i could care less.

[Kiros]

Ok, I know you've already planned things out, but you read something for me? (click here) (http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/)

[Parasite]

i'm not reading it.
i know for a split second it will make me feel better and ill live a bit longer,
but ill drop even further next time.
believe me.
anyways, you still have me to leave corrupted comments here for 4 months.
you'll ban me before then because an idiot who wants a mod job will do it.
so, you'll forget me.
ill be so dead before then..
it won't even be noticed.

[TheWizard]

You mean you want to kill yourself because you don't have a mod job? Is that all it takes for you to forget about suicide?

[Parasite]

You mean you want to kill yourself because you don't have a mod job? Is that all it takes for you to forget about suicide?


No, please reread that part again...
but yeah being a mod would be cool. :p

[TheWizard]

Is there someone on the site that doesn't like you?

[MoveAlong]

anyways, you still have me to leave corrupted comments here for 4 months.
you'll ban me before then because an idiot who wants a mod job will do it.
I really think you're talking about me.


Hey, don't kill yourself! What is so bad in life that makes you want to do such a thing? Life is spectacular. Sure, it has it's downsides - sometimes major downsides - and if everyone would kill themselfs because life is hard, there wouldn't be any people on the planet.

To me, you don't seem like the kind of person that would give up. Sure, I don't know anything about you. All I know is you deserve respect, and everybody does.

[Parasite]

I really think you're talking about me.


Hey, don't kill yourself! What is so bad in life that makes you want to do such a thing? Life is spectacular. Sure, it has it's downsides - sometimes major downsides - and if everyone would kill themselfs because life is hard, there wouldn't be any people on the planet.

To me, you don't seem like the kind of person that would give up. Sure, I don't know anything about you. All I know is you deserve respect, and everybody does.

You already tried banning me. You aren't my friend at all.
fuck off and try getting an admin job.
You're wrong. I'm very weak.
That is why im killing myself on november 2.
believe me, ive seen enough of life.
it has nothing good to offer.

[MoveAlong]

You already tried banning me. You aren't my friend at all.
fuck off and try getting an admin job.
You're wrong. I'm very weak.
That is why im killing myself on november 2.
believe me, ive seen enough of life.
it has nothing good to offer.
I wasn't trying to get you banned. I was trying to get some respect. I don't want a fuckin' admin job.

...and I don't think you've seen enough. There's a alot that's good in life, and again why do you want to die? :(

[R_master]

Donnie seriously if that owl shit was about austin that was just fucking stupid, mind your own buisness you sure act like you want an admin job all the time..


Austin i hope you know that suicide is fucking stupid. I like you and you were the first person i started talking to here at vt, think about your family and anyone who has ever cared about you their lives will all be ruined selfishly because your hurt and depressed. Live for everyone around you if not for yourself.

the fact that you havnt killed yourself yet means you still want to live. so im just trying to put things into perspective for you.

im sorry if you dont like me or disrespect me after reading this post, just know that i want you to be happy.

pm me any time you want to talk, i can also give you my msn to if you would like.


peace.

[Parasite]

I'm alone.
I'm severly miserable.
I have no where to go.
I can't get over the fact that i was molested, beaten, an left to starve from the time i as 5, up until 4 months ago.
i still have to live with my parents too!
I'm bitter and incredibly worthless.
when i die, i hope it is the biggest tragedy ever.
im living because im waiting for the ultimate halloween..muahaha

[MoveAlong]

A misunderstanding, clearly...