View Full Version : Why I Started (and continue) To Cut
xXdamienXx
May 21st, 2010, 07:58 PM
I started cutting for a few reasons, I never (and still don't) had very high self-esteem and I was bullied a lot to compound this issue my father is not a good listner by any stretch of the imagination it was always what he wanted to talk about it seemed like he never gave a shit about my intrests and i guess i never learned how to cope so i started cutting about a year ago soo thats it (just needed to vent I guess, post your stories or comments or not)....
georgiamay
May 22nd, 2010, 12:09 AM
i'm sorry about all this :( PM me if you ever need to talk x
Amyxoxo
May 22nd, 2010, 02:31 AM
I'm sorry to hear that however not many people know why they started so if you have underlined the problem then that makes it so much easier to stop :) xx
Antonioc
May 22nd, 2010, 06:35 AM
i started because it calmed me down ,it stopped me from killin myself , it was a way to punish myself when i did sumthing like accidently hurting my friends, it pretty much replaced every bad habit i had, the feeling you get 5-10 minutes after a cut (i'd describe it as icy cold burning, if that makes any sense) is amazing, someonelike me deservves the cuts, and i love it (although i hate it)
xXdamienXx
May 22nd, 2010, 07:39 PM
i know why i started but i dont think its easy to stop like i said i never really felt valued or important so that along with the other reason is Y I cut....
Zeh Crazy
May 22nd, 2010, 09:14 PM
I started cutting to punish myself. Also because I'm angry and I have to hurt someone, so I hurt myself. It's really not to cope or whatever.
UnknownError
May 23rd, 2010, 12:19 PM
I started cutting because I wanted to. I had no reasons to cut. Although about 1 week after I started I got some reasons so then I stopped feeling so guilty about my little secret habit.
Mike321
May 23rd, 2010, 02:11 PM
I started becuase I was bullied most of my school life so it was a way of punising myself, just helped me take my mind off it i guess
Fiction
May 23rd, 2010, 02:38 PM
I started burning my accident althouhg i had tried to cut before when i was a few years younger. I was going through stress at the time but it was just the unluckiness that i happend to accidentally burn myself while i was in that state :/ I kind of got facinated by the marks it made on my skin and i still have the scars from the burns i made on that first night now. My burning developed into cutting but i still don't really have any idea why exactly i started and how it makes me feel better. i gues it just... does :/
delta
May 23rd, 2010, 07:01 PM
I started cutting because I wanted to. I had no reasons to cut. Although about 1 week after I started I got some reasons so then I stopped feeling so guilty about my little secret habit.Kinda similar to my story. I was already addicted before the problems started.
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