I cracked

[MadManWithaBox]

I cracked last night, after a fair few months. And last night, I was feeling pretty fucked at the thought of starting back at square one. But seeing things in the morning light, I don't think I am. I went about... six months? Thats a good result I think. Back at square one? No. Long way to go. Yes. Still feeling like crap. Yes.

[Amyxoxo]

OK well, you done so well going 6 months, you know that.
Try not to go back to square 1.
I think I have said this before but just try to forget about it. I know that it may be hard but really it is for the best.
You know that it is was bad and you didn't really want to do it, you just felt like you had to.
:) x

[MadManWithaBox]

Yeah you is right. It was just like an instinct. And i regret it now. And i've started again.

[Amyxoxo]

Well all I can say is that, felt how proud you were when you hadn't done if for 6 months.
Imagine how good it will feel again and more.
Just keep going.
I know that you can do it.
Amy x

[MadManWithaBox]

Thanks. I'm not saying I won't do it again, But I can say I am gonna be trying to. And re-reaching for that six month goal.

[Mike321]

This is a good attitude to take, and well done for going 6 months without doing it.
This is only a small set back, and like you said yourself, see if you can go another 6 months, I believe you can
:)