I feel so alone

[the_hope_house]

I miss my twin so much. I talk about her too much, but I can't help it. I had a dream about her today while I was napping. It was one of those sad, negative dreams that I have about loosing her. That's when I know that the dream came from me and not her. You may think I'm crazy, but I have dreams that don't belong to me... like she's the one who gives them to me. You don't have to belive me, I just know those happy dreams are her, because they come from out of nowhere. I'm that person who has extremely vivid dreams that mean something when I wake up. I'm able to distinguish which dream is mine based on the feeling I get from it.
I feel so alone. I want my twin back so much. I just want to hold her, I just want her to tell me that everything's ok, and that I'm not alone. I feel like a black hole.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

You are not alone, because she is inside of you with her dreams.

[the_hope_house]

I know, I just miss her always being here.
Oh, thank you so much. I love you guys. You're so good to me...

[AK Ice Genshu]

As long as she is still in your heart, she is never truely dead. :)

[alwayshere116]

hey i understand how it feels to loose a loved one, and sometimes you cant bear the thought, but regardless im sure ur sister wud want u to live your life still and to try and be happy. try doing something new or meeting somebody new to try and help u thru the lost of her. :hug: [/img][/b]