Rdsxbaseballfan
May 10th, 2010, 03:59 PM
School started got the nicest teacher for homeroom. Started out great all As first semester.
Once we got to 3rd and 4th semester everything went down hill. 3 girls have turned me down. I have 1 friend that is a girl and I kinda like her. The semi-formal is coming and I always ask her who she would want to go to semi with. She always gave me 3 answers and they were different everytime. I kinda want to ask her but would feel stupid to be turned down again for the 4th time.
Ok now with my friends... They all treat me like crap at lunch time cause they r bored. I really only have 2 friends. The girl I mentioned above and a friend that's a boy. Idk I'm kinda friends with some of the popular people but I'm in the middle of all the nerds and popularity.
I have had thoughts of not wanting to live anymore but just don't know. My life is so complicated and wish I could just get a girlfriend or skip through my teenager years
Once we got to 3rd and 4th semester everything went down hill. 3 girls have turned me down. I have 1 friend that is a girl and I kinda like her. The semi-formal is coming and I always ask her who she would want to go to semi with. She always gave me 3 answers and they were different everytime. I kinda want to ask her but would feel stupid to be turned down again for the 4th time.
Ok now with my friends... They all treat me like crap at lunch time cause they r bored. I really only have 2 friends. The girl I mentioned above and a friend that's a boy. Idk I'm kinda friends with some of the popular people but I'm in the middle of all the nerds and popularity.
I have had thoughts of not wanting to live anymore but just don't know. My life is so complicated and wish I could just get a girlfriend or skip through my teenager years