Heart of the Sunrise
May 9th, 2010, 09:38 PM
Hey, my name is Jake. I'm from the east coast and I'm 17. I'm a big masshole, but other than that I'm nothing special. I play football and lacrosse but I'm no star. I'm in the midst of a intimate friendship with a girl. She's very nice, and she's just as atheletic as I am. Alas, she said she wasn't ready for another relationship so I guess I'm stuck in the friend/boyfriend limbo area. Did I forget to mention I am going to prom with her? Yeah I did sorry. I've always been good at reading into girls but this is different. I feel like I fell head over heals for her. I can't read into it, and I get worried it about it easily. This is very very very odd for me, seeing as I normally wouldn't be worried about it. I've never really fallen for a girl so I can't say that I'm ready nor am I willing to risk anything. I have had sex before so that won't be new.
I have been kissed, numerous times. Yet I have never felt this way. I dated some rather chubby girls (No offense, they are usually not my style) and this girl is perfect. I just don't get it, she could drive me insane and yet she is doing it without even trying! I'm not sure, guess waiting is the best option. I am getting rather impaitent however.
I come from a rather poor family, however I'm thankful that I atleast have a family. I work in a garage, mainly just refilling oil, but I make minimun. Eh, I don't care money in my pocket is better than no money at all. I'm not going to get into any good colleges, for football. All these things though I never really complain about. I'm happy, I have had a great time and I'm very thankful. I just plug along and I get all I need to done and more.
Life is good, I have something I'd like to say before I wrap this up. I have a different opinion on those who call themselves "Emo". For those who have been through traumatic events, usually don't show emotion. Or get used to not doing so. Its kind of a contradiction. But I don't judge.
Thank you for hearing me out.
I have been kissed, numerous times. Yet I have never felt this way. I dated some rather chubby girls (No offense, they are usually not my style) and this girl is perfect. I just don't get it, she could drive me insane and yet she is doing it without even trying! I'm not sure, guess waiting is the best option. I am getting rather impaitent however.
I come from a rather poor family, however I'm thankful that I atleast have a family. I work in a garage, mainly just refilling oil, but I make minimun. Eh, I don't care money in my pocket is better than no money at all. I'm not going to get into any good colleges, for football. All these things though I never really complain about. I'm happy, I have had a great time and I'm very thankful. I just plug along and I get all I need to done and more.
Life is good, I have something I'd like to say before I wrap this up. I have a different opinion on those who call themselves "Emo". For those who have been through traumatic events, usually don't show emotion. Or get used to not doing so. Its kind of a contradiction. But I don't judge.
Thank you for hearing me out.