AutumnDae
May 9th, 2010, 10:08 AM
Oh, why must a teenager's life be so difficult?
So, last night was "Club Night" at my school. Basically, a school dance, with sluttier dancing and skimpier clothing. But, it brought people, which earned money for my prom, so it's all good I guess.
Our school was transformed into a club, the lights, loud music, a bar (okay, so it was soda and virgin drinks, whatevs :P), short dresses, high heels and everything.
So, I went, because I had to, even though I was really sick, I took some meds before I left and prayed that I wouldn't puke all over. Of course I dressed like a slut, who would pass up the chance to do that? My hair was perfect, my make up looked awesome. And I must say, I think I looked pretty hot. And that's big for me to say, I don't usually talk like that AT ALL.
Anyways, let me get to the sad sob story now.
The scene: Lights, loud music, circle of dancing girls. Camille, myself, Cathy, Angela, Hanna. All wearing short slutty clothes and high heels.
Enter from stage....well, the door, Lilly. Doesn't go to our school. Blonde bombshell. Myself, thinking "Fuck. My. Life." Any chances of me getting Tyler tonight are GONE now. Tyler and Lilly were talking back in February, right after I started liking him. He chose her over me, but she didn't choose him back. He swore he didn't like her anymore, but I could feel that he did a little bit.
So, the girls, including Lilly, are all dancing. Of course I'm nice to her, she really is nice. Tyler called to me to talk to me, so we walked over to the bar and sat down. Practically screaming in eachother's ears to be heard, the conversation went something like this:
Him: "Hey, are you having fun?"
Me: "Yeah, I think I'm going to be deaf by the end of the night though."
Him: "Me too, but oh well."
Me: "Did you get a chance to talk to Lilly? She told me that she wanted to say hi."
Him: "Really? No, not yet, I'll find her in a little while though. She looks hot, doesn't she?"
Me: *Looking away to hide my face* "Yeah, I guess she does. Well, I'm gonna go and find someone, I'll see you later I guess." *Takes drink and walks away.*
So, he still likes her, of course. If he liked me, this wouldn't be a bad teen romance, now would it?
So I tried to put it in the back of my mind that he definitely liked her still, but it was hard. The rest of my night was filled with dancing and having fun with my friends.
I get home and wind down, wash my make up off, get into comfortable clothes and I get a text.
"Hey" It's from Tyler, of course.
We got into a conversation, and he randomly said "Kiss" out of nowhere.
I said "Yeah, a kiss from you would have been nice, jerk!" kidding, about the jerk, not kidding about the kiss.
"You wanted one?"
"Uh, yeah."
"Oh." The conversation went on, and then randomly he said "LG girls are better." (Lilly is an LG girl by the way)
"Oh really? Well if they are so much better, then why don't you start talking to one."
"I'm trying."
"Well, seeing as you have another girl to replace me with, I'm going to bed."
"K."
I wanted him so badly to say no, stop it, to say he was kidding. Anything.
"Night, and I guess good luck."
"K."
What. The. Fuck. Tyler and I were SO close to dating I could taste it almost. Ugh.
Seriously? Was it necessary for him to be that much of a dbag? I can't believe he would hurt me like this.
And so, the tale of my bad teen romance novel continues. -_-
So, last night was "Club Night" at my school. Basically, a school dance, with sluttier dancing and skimpier clothing. But, it brought people, which earned money for my prom, so it's all good I guess.
Our school was transformed into a club, the lights, loud music, a bar (okay, so it was soda and virgin drinks, whatevs :P), short dresses, high heels and everything.
So, I went, because I had to, even though I was really sick, I took some meds before I left and prayed that I wouldn't puke all over. Of course I dressed like a slut, who would pass up the chance to do that? My hair was perfect, my make up looked awesome. And I must say, I think I looked pretty hot. And that's big for me to say, I don't usually talk like that AT ALL.
Anyways, let me get to the sad sob story now.
The scene: Lights, loud music, circle of dancing girls. Camille, myself, Cathy, Angela, Hanna. All wearing short slutty clothes and high heels.
Enter from stage....well, the door, Lilly. Doesn't go to our school. Blonde bombshell. Myself, thinking "Fuck. My. Life." Any chances of me getting Tyler tonight are GONE now. Tyler and Lilly were talking back in February, right after I started liking him. He chose her over me, but she didn't choose him back. He swore he didn't like her anymore, but I could feel that he did a little bit.
So, the girls, including Lilly, are all dancing. Of course I'm nice to her, she really is nice. Tyler called to me to talk to me, so we walked over to the bar and sat down. Practically screaming in eachother's ears to be heard, the conversation went something like this:
Him: "Hey, are you having fun?"
Me: "Yeah, I think I'm going to be deaf by the end of the night though."
Him: "Me too, but oh well."
Me: "Did you get a chance to talk to Lilly? She told me that she wanted to say hi."
Him: "Really? No, not yet, I'll find her in a little while though. She looks hot, doesn't she?"
Me: *Looking away to hide my face* "Yeah, I guess she does. Well, I'm gonna go and find someone, I'll see you later I guess." *Takes drink and walks away.*
So, he still likes her, of course. If he liked me, this wouldn't be a bad teen romance, now would it?
So I tried to put it in the back of my mind that he definitely liked her still, but it was hard. The rest of my night was filled with dancing and having fun with my friends.
I get home and wind down, wash my make up off, get into comfortable clothes and I get a text.
"Hey" It's from Tyler, of course.
We got into a conversation, and he randomly said "Kiss" out of nowhere.
I said "Yeah, a kiss from you would have been nice, jerk!" kidding, about the jerk, not kidding about the kiss.
"You wanted one?"
"Uh, yeah."
"Oh." The conversation went on, and then randomly he said "LG girls are better." (Lilly is an LG girl by the way)
"Oh really? Well if they are so much better, then why don't you start talking to one."
"I'm trying."
"Well, seeing as you have another girl to replace me with, I'm going to bed."
"K."
I wanted him so badly to say no, stop it, to say he was kidding. Anything.
"Night, and I guess good luck."
"K."
What. The. Fuck. Tyler and I were SO close to dating I could taste it almost. Ugh.
Seriously? Was it necessary for him to be that much of a dbag? I can't believe he would hurt me like this.
And so, the tale of my bad teen romance novel continues. -_-