Im winning!

[Aceso]

After four long years, I am winning the battle. Im not scared anymore, because I know I can fight it again, and I know I can win. I havnt cut for over a week and I havnt felt like I have needed to.
Im starting to feel alive again, like I can finally be back normal again.
I guess what I am trying to say is that even when you feel that there is nothing left, its worth hanging on, because you can pull yourself back up again, you just need time to build your strength up and bring yourself to climb out.
Even in the hardest times this week, nothing has brought me down. I feel happy again, wich is something I have not felt for a long time. Today I deliberatly broke my scissors and did a few things I have not done for a while wich I really enjoy. Im planning to have a giant party with my friends for my birthday this month. I havent seen them for months. And, I cant wait.
The good times are coming, they may seem far away, but they are coming.

[Mike321]

Well done!, I'm glad things have started looking up for you, you desrve it after four long years.
Your story also has a good message, that its worth hanging on in there.
I'm proud of you, keep it up :)

[robrobin10]

You are a great inspiration to all of us man.

I hope you keep on going and winning. You just showed how things can turn out
good amidst the negativity of the surrounding.

Hopefully you'll continue to battle and hopefully continue to win. Be optimistic and
surely things will go on your side.

[steve1234]

Im pleased to hear about your success, I hope you keep it up! Like robrobin10 says, your post is very inspirational.
Im very depressed at the moment, so reading this has made me feel a little better and that things can change for me. So, thanks Wild Untamed :)

[Aceso]

Thankyou Guys :) Im so glad I could help other people too :)