i don't know what to do..

[PinkGrass]

To be fair it's got out of control now and I'm scared that if i don't stop I'll end up being dead, i have been doing it for 5 years now and with ever cut it gets deeper...But I don't think I want to stop, keeps me going through a day and make everything okay, lets me up a smile on my face and pretend that everything is fine in front of other people..but everytime something happens and i get upset i cut more and more, few days ago i was so bad i had blood everywhere and didn't know how to stop them from bleeding..I'm scared, but when i do it i feel better...I have no one to talk to about it, no one to be there for me, no one to even hug me and say everything will be fine and i'm sick of people saying 'it will be fine soon' or 'it will get better', when will it get better..? when i'm dead..?

[MadManWithaBox]

Well the cutting is a result of you being upset, you need to find a different place to vent that emotion. And you need to talk to someone, and get to the root of the things making you upset, and try and stop them making you upset.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

What I think you should do is try and stop. I know its not easy buet when you feel the need to cut, distract yourself read a book, go for a walk, draw, anything that involes concentration, so it takes your mind of it.

Also try an alternative to cutting, try flicking an elastic band against your wrist...

There'll aways be people on here for you :) I know its not the same but still. Isnt there anyone you can talk to? Friends? Parents? School Counseler? Anyone?

Hope this helps :hug3: x

[PinkGrass]

What I think you should do is try and stop. I know its not easy buet when you feel the need to cut, distract yourself read a book, go for a walk, draw, anything that involes concentration, so it takes your mind of it.

Also try an alternative to cutting, try flicking an elastic band against your wrist...

There'll aways be people on here for you :) I know its not the same but still. Isnt there anyone you can talk to? Friends? Parents? School Counseler? Anyone?

Hope this helps :hug3: x

i been to college counselling and that upset me every more so i stoped and my parents don't know about it and i always hide it from them i'm upset and i'm too scared of talking to me friends about it as they shout at me about it..

[Mike321]

As 'PRoach' said, try and find something that distracts you from the thought of cutting, (easier said than done I know)
Have you not got a best friend who you could go to or someone you can really trust to talk to about it?
There are people on here who have been in or are in the same situation as you so you'll find someone on here to talk to