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spazattack33
July 7th, 2006, 11:06 AM
it sucks...it all started when i wnt to grandmas and i was doing ok i was thinking about anything but then i found out that my grandma's son-in-law was gay. and then i started getting flash backs of one time when i watched gay porn ONLY ONCE BECSUE I WAS WONDERING WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE IM NOT LIKE THAT. and then i started to think. "what if im gay" i dont even know why but i just did. then i started worring if i was. But when i get older i want to have sex with the one girl and have kids. I always do this though like i think that someday i will be a bad person on tv. and im not. its just that happened but this time i was just questioning myself when i had no problem with this what so ever in the first place. it happens sometimes with other times of things. Idk is puberty am i actually gay?

redcar
July 7th, 2006, 11:29 AM
when it comes to your sexuality no one else can answer that question for you, its something you can only answer youself, may take some time, but only you can do it.

how old are you? anyway you are going through puberty with hormones all over the place, its pretty normal for you to have some "gay" thoughts at some stage, a lot of str8 guys have had times when they would be curious and there is nothing wrong with that at all, just part of growing up, and it does not make you gay. so dont worry.

Rooster
July 7th, 2006, 01:09 PM
I don't think you are gay, I think that the power of suggestion just convinced you. It's like when a little kid watches Superman and thinks he's got super strength. I wouldn't worry.

BillyWitchDoctor.com
July 7th, 2006, 01:24 PM
i know exactly how u feel man. i watched gay porn once because i was just wondering what it looked like. i also went through a period of time when i was always thinking about and worrying if i was gay. and because of that, images of gay sex or guys w/e would pop up in my head and i was really getting annoyed. Well im out of that now and i'm straight. sometimes thoughts about guys or gay sex pop into my head but nobody is 100% straight, its natural. like redcar said, only u know if ur gay, and even if u turn out to be it's something to embrace and live with. it shouldnt be a burden. you tend to have much more control over ur mind and body as u get further and further through puberty

DouggyO.o
July 7th, 2006, 07:11 PM
same thing its what happeneds troguh puberty curiosity some times it sticks but other times it doesnt j ust need to wait it out:yes:

Kev*
July 8th, 2006, 07:37 AM
i wouldnt worry about it, i was lik this and still am kinda, but u jus get on wiv ur life, i wanna marry n hav kids, but i dont no if im gay.even if ur bi im sure u can still marry n lik men at the same time aswell

Zazu
July 11th, 2006, 12:15 PM
Well, as people have said, these feelings are probably part of puberty. And if you think you're gay then there's nothing wrong with that, you sexuality is your choice.

Hyper
July 11th, 2006, 03:38 PM
Puberty is a very unstable time some teenagers get very easly irritated by anything, irritation could be seen by interraction with others or can be feeled by the irritated person him/her self ( thoughts )

And I don't belive your gay, puberty is realy the time where you sexuality is 'shaped' its also the time where you get your moral values and such

I wouldnt worry about it just forget it. Let life take you where it has to go but if it goes where you dont want it to go well then its all up to you

fdsgfg55465
July 11th, 2006, 05:38 PM
why would that make you gay, to tell you the truth most stright guys have watched gay porn or searched for it

Elscire
July 11th, 2006, 07:32 PM
why would that make you gay, to tell you the truth most stright guys have watched gay porn or searched for it
of course, who hasn't seen gay porn. i'm sure that most people here had seen it and found it to be very disgusting.

Prince_of_Peace
March 1st, 2009, 02:07 AM
You are not gay....its just a stage in pubery whicn you will out grow. Not all people are called to have a married life. Some people live single all their lives and live perfectly happy. If 10 years from now you find out you are gay...it means you are called to be single.

Oblivion
March 1st, 2009, 02:20 AM
This is also from 2006.
Please do not bump old threads.
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