ugh not again

[HeroesAndCons]

i recently started again
i started getting depressed again too
i hate myself for it
i cut a two inch and six one inches
they bled alot
and i stuck a needle in their too
it puffed up abit
idk y i think its swelling
i hate feeling this way
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and it dosnt help my mom found a scar on my shin that i did a year ago
she asked what is that
and i lied to her
i told her that i had a shaving accedent
she beleved me
i felt like shit for lying
and thats how i ended up w the six one intches
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i want to tell them so bad
but im afraid
afraid to see their faces when i tell them
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ugh i hate this
Xx

[delta]

i want to tell them so bad
but im afraid
afraid to see their faces when i tell themIf you want to, you should. Don't let the fear win! :hug3:

[starbrite5]

You can never be sure how they'll react. Some parents take it well. Go for it. You could end up getting more help to recover. :)

[xgeekyrocksx]

its okay x it may feel awful starting again but everyone has their ups and their downs.. just do your best to stop..thats all anyone can ask!
and about lying to your mum, yeah it feels crap i know.. but maybe you could be brave and tell her..if you feel you need to
xx

[georgiamay]

maybe if you really do want to tell her, then you should tell her, if you really want to.
i think the only thing i can say to you though is that you should try to stop if you dont want to SH anymore, i know its going to be hard, but just try.

PM me if you ever need to talk about anything xx

[HauntMyEyes]

You should get the cuts checked out for infection, especially if they are swelling. Try and tell them you're not coping well.. I hope they will understand!