everythings looking up, but i'm not sure i could feel much lower.

[1_21Guns]

alot of the bad things that happened last week are kinda better now. so that's okay i guess. but i dont know if i could feel much worse, i'm not quite suicidal again... yet.
i think my arms scarred aswell, which is just brilliant...
i'm not sure what the point in this post was, at all.
but then again, i'm not quite sure what the point in me is anymore.
no matter how much i try to be happy, i'm still miserable.
then the harder i try and the happier i get, the harder the fall when i crash again.
i just dunno.
there were some year 7 brats taking the piss out of me because i have acne, it's not even half as bad as it used to be, but those children were like 3 years younger than me, and they still decided to take the mic, it's like being bullied all over again. anyone and everyone always having something to say or do.
i dont think i can deal with that anymore, i couldnt deal with it then. but now im just too tired to fight anymore.

[Wtficus]

I would just focus on the point that things are getting better, maybe you're still down because of the things that happened in the past, and that you might still need to recover from them? (maybe) I'm not a real therapist or anything but that's just my take on this.