Ugh

[Marcie]

So today, about a half an hour ago, I cut myself once again...
And I took a walk right after while they were still bleeding..
Of course I put on a makeshift bandage, the best I could do with stuff I could find in my room.
But I really needed to get out of my house, my dad was really mad at me for winning an argument... Yeah dumb I know... I wanted to leave before I did anything against him..
But he did take away my couputer privilages... (I'm at the library right now, it's only about a mile away from my house)
I haven't seen my ankle since I went on the walk.. during the walk (and right now) it felt kinda wet.. I'm kinda afraid to look now.. (not that I really can in the library with drawing a lot of attention, and I REALLY don't want that..)
Because while walking the cuts on my ankle wouldn't have had any oppertunity to close up/scab over.. Due to the constant motion, they would just be ripped open over, and over again. And it feels like they are still bleeding..
I'm glad I put on a thicker bandage than usuall.. and two socks on top of that... So I don't think it's going to bleed through anytime soon..
Anyway, just a little rant from me.. I'll end it now..

[Amyxoxo]

OK, Do you have toilets in the library?
Your ankle (well mine) is full of sticky outy veins that can easily be cut.
Just find out what they are like as it could be dangerous.
Just be careful :) x

[Marcie]

No, there isn't really anywhere I could look without drawing attention..
I think I might venture across the street to the DD and check there, once my time is up on this computer.