murderousflower
April 28th, 2010, 11:21 PM
The last week has been shit. My boyfriend broke up with me, for many reasons. That wasn't what upset me, because I had been meaning to break up with him. What bothered me was how he did it. Anyways, then my mum went into the hospital (she had pancreatitis). And everything is shit. Those are just the main two things. So, I've been cutting again. Deeper now. I don't feel guilty anymore, and that scares me. I used to feel guilt from it. But now it's more of an "oh! i want to do that again!" and numbness.
-sigh- i don't know what to do with myself.
-sigh- i don't know what to do with myself.