arghhh

[Asylum]

so i'm gong to the dermotolagist today... with a heck of a lot of scars on my feet and make up on my stockings by me just trying to cover them up ral quick in the bathroom... i really want to cry, the scars are really noticeble on my arm, and arhh... she's going to see thme tell my parents :( they already know, but think i stopped, i think... i just..... arghh.. i don't know what to do :'( and the one close friend i have at school rarely talks to me, so i feel so alone in this situation, and i jsut wish things were different i guess, because its always nice To have that one person who cares and helps you through the worst situations… I’m really upset right now, I’m scared and tearing up right now, and I can’t have anyone see me… of course I’m in school right now I’m just really scared right now… :(. i am mad at myself for causing my problem... i mention my friend because i owuld tell him somethng like this and he would basically calm me down... and give me good adivce... but he's gone :( and i miss having him in my liffe and the way things were..... there are too many problems right now i'm dealing with, i feel like my head is going to explode
mom is probasbly oging to yel at me fr getting stuff on my stockings and probably tell me to take them off... i cna't let her see my scars :( i really can't... and if the octor tells me to tke off my socks because sometimes excyma happens on feet, so she might just want to check it out just in case... and i cna't let her do that..... i can't.... arhhhhh please someone give me advice... please pelase please!!!!!

[nick]

If you are having skin problems that require you to see the dermatologist then I'm afraid he or she will need to look at your skin. I dont see anyway round that. You either you refuse the treatment and put up with the skin conditions or you must be prepared to let the doctor look at all the relevant places.

Depending what the law is in your country and how old you are the doctor may not be able to speak to your parents without your permission, patient confidentially rules may apply. Otherwise you might want to think whether it would be better to be honest with your parents about the self harm first so that they dont find out some other way.

[Asylum]

my skin problems aren't near my feet though... they are juston my arms but the problems on my legs went away on its own... i just know that there is a type of excma for feet i don't have that... but will the doctor just go chck an area i'm not having problems with?

[derkderpderp]

hey,the doctor may have to check other parts of your body where you may be likely to get any skin problems.and hey,if you're that afraid of your parents finding out,well you typed yourself that they know but think youve stopped,so hey if they get upset this time,well hey you've dealth with them knowing before,and hey.maybe this will help them to understand its recurring,and maybe get professional help?

[Asylum]

thanx Habib your right.

well i just got back from the doctors i don't think anyone noticed :) doc didn't say anything, and mom i don't think saw anything becuse besides the make up i had my hand covering it so i think i'm safe :)