My cutting is getting out of control

[blah_x]

Hi im new here..:P
just really getting sick of my life tbh... my mum is majourly ill and my dad and i well we dont really get on any more.
i started self-harming a couple of months ago and just wondered if there is anyone else out there like me.

[Kaius]

Welcome to VT, here you will meet plenty of other people in your current situation. Although its not the same, my mum has been majorly ill over the past 6 weeks and is still receiving treatment. Although i get along well with my dad. I've been clean of self harm for just over 4 months now, it wasn't easy to stop but with the right people around me i was able to beat it. And hopefully soon you will be able to as well. If you need anything at all feel free to pm me or email me at the address in my signature.

[Amyxoxo]

Hey there, Welcome to VT!
Although my mother isn't ill I do not talk to my dad, he prefers my brother to me.
I don't really talk to my mother either really so ... yeah sorry about that :P
I however have been cutting for about 2 years.
You can PM me anytime if you want :) x

[Lemonlover934]

Welcome to VT.
I am sorry to hear about your mother's health and hope she gets better soon.
I can sympthasise with not getting on with your father.
I have been cutting for about 2 years at this point. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.
I hope things look up for you
x

[Harley Quinn]

Hi im new here..:P
just really getting sick of my life tbh... my mum is majourly ill and my dad and i well we dont really get on any more.
i started self-harming a couple of months ago and just wondered if there is anyone else out there like me.

Hey, welcome.

My mum is ill too, well I guess. She's bipolar. I do/have self-harmed. Me and my dad; well simply put hate each other. Are they/your family life the reason you started? I know that feeling, the feeling your going through is horrible. Free feel to ask anyone questions, they'll answer it, just leave questions here :)

[Fiction]

Since my dad got ill, mine and my mum's relationship went downhill. When someone is ill rensions rise. I even got blamed for my dad being ill. I know how you feel and you can pm me whenever you want as soon as you have 25 posts :)

[Antonioc]

Everytime one of my close friends is sick/going through something hard, I share there pain, and everytime it happens, no matter how hard I try, I always end up with new cuts. :/

[iMukuro]

Of course you feel like you're alone. Everyone does when they do things like self harm.
It may seem as if life totally sucks, but cutting makes you feel worse.
You might say it makes you feel better, but only temporary.

[HeroesAndCons]

every self harmer feels alone and thats why we came here to feel less alone and share our problems and feelings with other self harmers so we can try to get over our addiction
Hi im heather aka Ichigo (plz call me ichigo tho (: ) ive been a self harmer for around 3 years (i dont remember when tho DX ) i started cause of lonliness and sadness
pm me for advice or to releve stress

[1_21Guns]

Welcome to VT,
there's alot of people in the same situation as you, more than you think
but what your doing to yourself isn't going to change your life for the better, so there isn't really much point is there hun?
You will feel like your alone, thats just one of the things depression and SH do to you.
cuttings never worth it hun, ever.

[blah_x]

Thanks so much everyone.. im only back on here yesterday.. and seen all the replies today. :P
its is great to see other people similar to me. Life has gotten steadly worse to be honest, my mums illness has detoriated and my father and my relationship is just as bad. I was doin well, my school counsellor was really helping ii was seeing her twice a week. but now ii have my summer holidays and wont be seeing her for 3 months.
i dont know what to do. the scariest part is that ii have been feeling suicidal lately. i dont know is it me or the anti-depressants but something triggered it in the last couple of weeks :/

[Mike321]

Sorry to hear that your mom's health has got worse, is there not another counsellor you could go to, like outside of school. The added support from them will probably help you alot.
And suicide is never the answer, no matter how bad things get, its really not worth it, I've been there a few times myself, its really not worth it.
Hope your okay

[blah_x]

Thanks Mike..:)
yeah im going to try and get in contact with my counsellor out side school this week.
yu ok :)

[Kaya]

Im here for you <3

[blah_x]

thank-you Kayla that means so much <3

[Secret_Keiko]

It might feel like you're alone in this, but you're really not :)
All of us join this so that we don't have to hurt those who really know us, but can share our pain and our secrets without being judged.
It's nice to see so many compasionate people who care, and everyone on here will be like that <3 You aren't alone and hard as it is to believe, we understand.
I really hope that your mother gets better soon <3