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The Batman
April 26th, 2010, 02:26 AM
So recently I've been getting a lot more comfortable with the thoughts of suicide. It seems like the more I think about it the more I realize that it's not really a bad thing. I'm nothing more than one person in a planet of billions my death will bring about some sadness but not enough to really matter. People will grieve for a little bit but then they'll forget about me. If I was to end it then that'll be it. Nothing more and nothing less just another person gone from the world. People die everyday so why should mine change. There's really no reason for me to be in a world that I don't want to be in since my death will not have any negative affect on anyone but the very few that actually care about me. BTW this is more of a venting/ranting thread.

Brighter.Tomorrow
April 28th, 2010, 08:02 AM
O.O No one has posted in here.

Suicide is never a good answer, because though people will get on with their lives sooner or later, there are large amounts of damage it can do to them in that time.
Suicide can also be a chain, anyone you're close to and depressed could be pushed over the edge, and from there, push others.
Even if words are empty to someone or not directed at them it can still trigger mental problem, same goes for actions.

Tom, you're a mod. Not God, never worry about asking for other's for help. =]

OnlyByTheNight.
April 28th, 2010, 02:31 PM
Thats so wrong though sweetie, it's fact that the death of a loved one, especially a parents own child, can have permemant affect on their lives. I know people who are in the pits of depression because of their family who have died, even if they died years ago!
So, you're wrong, your death WOULD make a difference!

Besides I'd miss youuuuu!!! <3

Scarface
April 28th, 2010, 03:33 PM
Tom your a fabulous friend I would miss you very much. You're very wrong as a lot of people on here would miss you very dearly. Suicide is a permanent decision and I really don't want you to do that. You have an amazing life ahead of you and you should know by now that I have your back. <3

Hyper
April 28th, 2010, 05:44 PM
Well if it's venting and ranting I'll just stick in a cliche

Yes our deaths almost never matter but the lives we live and are supposed to live matter greatly

TigerLily
April 29th, 2010, 10:15 AM
It really does have an effect; trust me, I should know.
Take care Tom, if ever you want to talk, I'm here<3

The Batman
April 29th, 2010, 12:32 PM
I've been really thinking about this and I'm still feeling weird about this and not sure what i want to do.

It really does have an effect; trust me, I should know.
Take care Tom, if ever you want to talk, I'm here<3

Rachel you are one of the reasons that I didn't do it earlier. Seeing how you were about your mom just made me think actually think about it. TBH the only reason I haven't talked to you yet is because I'm scared of what you'll say.

TigerLily
April 29th, 2010, 06:43 PM
Awh, don't worry, I won't bite your head off or anything :P The way I think of it is if any good can come out of what's happened, I want it to help show others that suicide is never the way forward. My community have already raised hundreds of pounds for mental health charities in her memory, to try and help and prevent those struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts. If there's any glimmer of hope in this tragedy, it's to help others avoid the same devastating fate.
I understand how it feels to be feeling as low as you are Tom, it's not your fault.
It's just your emotions clouding up your thought, things will get better, it just takes time; you never know whats around the corner(:
Depression is a nasty bitch, but you are so much stronger than it Tom; even if you can't see that, I can. You can get through this, I know it<3
I'm serious, if you ever want to talk you can always PM me, and you have my msn; I want to help you<3
:hug: :hug: :hug:

Sith Lord 13
April 30th, 2010, 05:53 AM
Yes we are but one drop in a great pond. But always remember that the ripples from just one drop reach all the way to every shore.