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[Amyxoxo]

Through all the things that I have put you through I believe that this is the worst, however just remember that it will be the last.

All the pain that I have caused, to everyone else and me, it will be gone.

I don’t want to do this anymore.
I can’t do this anymore.

I have always wondered what would happen in the future, how my life would plan out. Although I know one thing for sure, I will hurt you all again.

This to me is the only way that everything will become good again.

I'm so sure that no one will miss me, actually I think some might.
The ones who really care, they will care about anything. I know who they are.
These are the ones that I'm writing this to.

I love you Mummy
I love you Daddy
I love you Dan
I love you Hannah
I love you Jamie
I love you Luke

Before I go I have to say a word that I use and have been using a lot lately;

Sorry

[Hyper]

I don't really traverse VT actively anymore so I wouldn't know your ''story'' if there is one to read from past posts

But just let me say that the reasoning of killing yourself to stop yourself from hurting those you love is beyond selfish or stupid - people aren't hurt ''once'' when somebody dies unexpectedly and violently, their hurt for the rest of their lives

So think about it a little and if you feel that there is any logic to what I said talk to me

[derkderpderp]

amy?hyper has a point.
Whatever is making you feel like this can be sorted,it seems like you've heard this a million times but honestly,if you go your family and those who care may well just end up thinking-'god i wish she'd just talked to us about whats getting to her'
they will be scarred,and hey?
'friends' can be replaced-there are 'true' people out there,its just a case of finding them,
school is just a phase
parents are there to make sure we have whats best for us.
Please dont commit suicide.they care because they love you,because they cant bear LOSING YOU,so please dont.
Pm me if you want to talk further,but please dont commit suicide!

[Amyxoxo]

I don't mean to like be rude but ...
Guys do you seriously think that I haven't talk to people?
That I haven't tried to sort everything out, that I have tried to talk to my parents.
Because I have.
They wont be scared, they will know that I'm safe. I'm with everyone who ever meant anything to me.
I have never been so sure of anything in my life.

I want to get everything over with now.

Thank you for all your help everyone.
You all mean a lot to me as well.
I know that people will think it is a bad idea because no one will ever say to anyone that this is right, this is good. This will stop all the hurt in you. This will put peoples mind to rest.

[Sith Lord 13]

I know how you feel. Trust me, I've been there too. And I understand your frustration with people trying to talk you out of it. Been there, done that, and all I got was this lousy friggin t shirt. All I am going to do is ask you to give it a little more time. Suicide is permanent, so you better make damn sure you're not going to want to change your mind. Give it a week. If, in that time, you don't once have doubts about it, I'll have nothing more to say. I still won't support it, but I'll shut up. That's all I'm asking, one week. That's not too much to ask is it?

[derkderpderp]

but you dont need to sacrifice yourself to such an extent for other people,you're dead set on doing it now,but lets be realistic,it will hurt people,more than you may expect.
So if youre doing it because you think you hurt people,then by doing it youre just hurting them more,im sure you dont want that.but what do i know,i dont know you,im an outsider,as is everyone else.
Its a rash decision to make.

[Sith Lord 13]

No it Isn't the answer.
For every question there is a logical answer and a not such.
Ask anyone, they will say not to kill yourself, you may not be able to trust yourself but how about the 30 million people in the world. You must be able to trust one of them ...

This is, I feel, a great reason not to do it. The person who posted it must be very smart.

[1_21Guns]

Amy come on,
whatevers going wrong is not worth your life.
we've all been in your position, its hard, we know.
but why should we let the crap we've been through ruin our only life.
you've tried to talk it out, and one day it will get better.
don't give up now, you have nothing to be sorry for.
Hold on Amy, if not for yourself, for the ones you love. Hold on.
We all care, and we don't want to see you go.

you only have one life, nothing, or anybody has the right to take that from you.

[Cronyne]

What IS it that's wrong? I'd kinda like to help too but I can't help if there's nothing to know.

[TakeMyHand]

Amy please be ok! :( And take my pm to heart, I really meant it. :)

[Amyxoxo]

Hey Guys.
I just wanted to say thank you for all your comments.
However I do not wish to discus what happened on this so PM if you really want to know lol :L
I didn't think that you all were telling the truth on here in the state that I was in but looking back you were all right. :) xx

[1_21Guns]

Hey Guys.
I just wanted to say thank you for all your comments.
However I do not wish to discus what happened on this so PM if you really want to know lol :L
I didn't think that you all were telling the truth on here in the state that I was in but looking back you were all right. :) xx

I'm glad your okay hun :)