somebody stop me

[LoveMe_HateMe]

this post will probably be full of spelling mistakes and i will correct them once i've sobered up a bit

right roday i went out with my best friends and the boyf and i got kinda drunk... and im the kind of drunk who always gets emotional and tends to break down... my friend and boyf realised that i need to get some sort of help but i really dont want to... but i actually couldnt tell them that i self harm even though i was in a drunken state... if i cant tell them then... how/when am i ment to tell them?

i am actually really scared/worried of what im gonna do tonight added to the fact that i cant control the urge to cut - having the blade next to me. and the fact that ive added extra worry to my friends.... also i feel ive let down my promise of ages ago about always helping her with my other best friend when she got drunk... all i was doing was sat down crying and not helping at alll i cant deal with people being worries about me.. i want to be the strong friend who everyone can rely on not the person who has to rely on everyone else.... i'm a giver, not a taker.

and i am still kinda tipsy so i am really sorry about all the mistakes and sorry if it doenst make sense... i promise i will correct them in the morning when im sober. but i really do not want to be on my own... :( i am worried.

(EDIT: edited all the mistakes ^_^)

[Aceso]

I think the only thing i can say to you is be very brave hun x :hug:
Im telling my friend as soon as i can, and i will be thinking for you over the next few days :) x
Good luck hun x

[delta]

:console: I don't think telling them when you're drunk would be the best option anyway. There are many tips on how to tell someone here on VT, maybe you could write them a letter?

Also, try to resist!

[LoveMe_HateMe]

I think the only thing i can say to you is be very brave hun x :hug:
Im telling my friend as soon as i can, and i will be thinking for you over the next few days :) x
Good luck hun x

thank you hun :) :hug: x
good luck to you aswell :) x

my friends witnessed one of mood swings yesterday... i was literally happy and in a dancing kinda mood (never in a dancing mood) and then 5 mins later i was in the shittiest moods ever. they want me to go and see a doctor about it cause its not normal and they think i need help. i know i do but i cant ...:(

:console: I don't think telling them when you're drunk would be the best option anyway. There are many tips on how to tell someone here on VT, maybe you could write them a letter?

Also, try to resist!

i know it wouldnt be but thats the only time i would probably be able to tell them. I really do want to tell them face to face to be able to see their reactions and i was once told that spoken words mean more than written words. but they al know that i trust them... i just cant tell them :/

[delta]

i know it wouldnt be but thats the only time i would probably be able to tell them. I really do want to tell them face to face to be able to see their reactions and i was once told that spoken words mean more than written words. but they al know that i trust them... i just cant tell them :/I see what you mean. My best tip then would be to take your time, gather your courage, and tell them when you're ready, whenever that is. Hopefully when you're sober.

Sorry I can't be of more help... :(

[LoveMe_HateMe]

I see what you mean. My best tip then would be to take your time, gather your courage, and tell them when you're ready, whenever that is. Hopefully when you're sober.

Sorry I can't be of more help... :(

but i think i kinda need to tell one of them like now...weather i'm ready or not... i'm getting scared of myself :/
and its fine, you have helped :) :hug:

[delta]

but i think i kinda need to tell one of them like now...weather i'm ready or not... i'm getting scared of myself :/ If that's what you think, then I guess you should. Still, you shouldn't rush it!

[Lemonlover934]

Telling a friend could be the support and will you need to beat it.
Telling one won't be easy, but if you trust them it should be okay. They may be shocked at first but aslong as you explain what makes you feel the need to i am sure they will understand or try their best too.
Just be brave and stay safe.
Always here to talk if you need to. x

[Amyxoxo]

Ok it may be going anainst everyone here but maybe you should tell them when you have had LITTLE!!!! to drink.
This will make you more confident and you will be able to tell them things that you wont be able to do normally.
I'm not condoning getting pissed and telling them as they may just think that your drunk basically and not take any notice.
I know that you don't want to go and see someone because it may be one of the most hardest choices of your life but the most rewarding and important one!
Luck x

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Telling a friend could be the support and will you need to beat it.
Telling one won't be easy, but if you trust them it should be okay. They may be shocked at first but aslong as you explain what makes you feel the need to i am sure they will understand or try their best too.
Just be brave and stay safe.
Always here to talk if you need to. x

thank you :) but its just difficult :( x

Ok it may be going anainst everyone here but maybe you should tell them when you have had LITTLE!!!! to drink.
This will make you more confident and you will be able to tell them things that you wont be able to do normally.
I'm not condoning getting pissed and telling them as they may just think that your drunk basically and not take any notice.
I know that you don't want to go and see someone because it may be one of the most hardest choices of your life but the most rewarding and important one!
Luck x

the last couple of times ive got tipsy ive been 'i will tell them tonight' and its just not happpend :/ they all know that there's something up and they want to help but, ,they say they wont worry about me more if i tell them, but i know they will :( thank you :) x

[Lemonlover934]

i know its difficult. i can't find the courage to tell my friends.
the people who know about me just found out.
but you sound like you really trust the people.
so i think it would be okay. also you sound like you need the support
but just keep trying to work up the courage.
i really hope it works out for you x

[LoveMe_HateMe]

i know its difficult. i can't find the courage to tell my friends.
the people who know about me just found out.
but you sound like you really trust the people.
so i think it would be okay. also you sound like you need the support
but just keep trying to work up the courage.
i really hope it works out for you x

thank you hun :hug: hope everything works out for you to :) x

[delta]

they say they wont worry about me more if i tell them, but i know they will :( They will, because they are your friends and care about you! And I don't think that's a bad thing.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

They will, because they are your friends and care about you! And I don't think that's a bad thing.

i know its not realy a bad thing but i just dont want to them to worry, i dont to end up feeling like a burden to them :( x

[delta]

i dont to end up feeling like a burden to them :( xEven if you feel you're a burden, they won't. That's what's important.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Even if you feel you're a burden, they won't. That's what's important.

i know but still :/

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i feel i'm a danger to myself and others :(

[delta]

i feel i'm a danger to myself and others :(I don't think you're a danger to others. And your friends can help you stop being a danger to yourself.