This other forum

[Jess]

by me.

Made this up :/


I used to be a member of this other forum
Which I was rather obsessive of.
It was a forum for mainly adults
but there were a few kids here and there.
I started posting a lot
and then people started complaining.
I grew angry.
Who cares? Why can't they mind their own business?
They cared about every post I make,
And they fussed when I post in a thread;
They hated almost every thread I created
and some talked behind my back
I created a thread about how sensitive I was
and my feelings are hurt if I see something mean online
and some replied rather harshly;
It did not help at all.
I loved this place
I could not help but come every day
so why do people care what I do?
Then I had to wait two minutes between posts
while other people wait only fifteen
It wasn't fair at all.
I knew I should make better posts
but if someone doesn't like my post or thread, why mention it?
I grew this of all this
So I left.

One day I came back to check on the forum
and I found a very hurtful comment
from someone who hated me.
An adult who was mean.
I only really used to use it as a place I could chat to non VIPs without that Jessica spamming up the thread with pointless crap.
Tears filled my eyes.
The one that really hurt me was the way he mentioned me
THAT Jessica.
He thinks I post pointless things
He is a big liar.
I put my head in my arms and cried.