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[Obscene Eyedeas]

My depression as of late has sky rocketed. Last night so many bad things happened my head was just spinning i wanted to go to the bridge down the road and jump. Then mom came in and threathened to put down my dog because she was mad at me and then decided to tell me how worthless i am and that im a no good dirty bitch she wished shed never had. I feel like ive shut down im not scared of suicide now. Im not sure of what i want out of this thread. I really don't but i guess i want to know wtf this "vibe" is that people keep telling me i have. Or maybe i just needed to type this, I feel better now about what i am planning. I guess i just needed to get that out there

[Kahn]

Laura, you know you are so much more than what your mother had said. You are worth so much more to this world than anyone can describe. There is no reason to have the thought of suicide no matter how sad you are. I know the thought will always be in your head, but you need to realize that many people care about you. Whether it be your mother, your father, your extended family, friends, they should all be there for you willing to lend a hand.

You know you have many friends on this site, I being one of them. Use them. Vent to them. Or just continue to create vent threads. You will get the help you need whether it is from us or people in real life. No matter what I am here. Many others are as well.

Hope I am able to help you Laura.

~Adam

[UnknownError]

Your worth much more than that. You shouldn't be treated like that by her and you shouldn't let it get to you.
Maybe you should go stay with someone else for a few days like one of your family or a close friend. And take your dog.

Sorry Im prety useless but thats all I can say. :(

[Sith Lord 13]

Laura, I know we haven't spoken much before, but I've read some of your posts and you're an amazing woman. You deserve a hell of a lot better than that. I don't know what to tell you except to hold on and keep fighting. I know it seem tough right now, but it gets better, I promise.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Thanks guys but i really haven't changed my mind about this. i just have a few things ty clear up first