ew..

[Violetmonster]

i'm a recovering bulemic, which is never easy.
i should of got help with it, properly, but i never realy did.
i managed to stop through my boyfreind helping me, it was at the beginging of our relationship, and he noticed i didn't look like i enjoyed eating.
i ate because sometimes i did get hungry, and it was easier. but i couldn't bare the thought of the fat i was gaining. so when i had a moment to myself i'd bring it back.
now i'm eating again, and lately when i've tried i find it very hard to purge, i've only tried in moment of desparation though. its just when i look at myself now, compared to my bulemic figure, i look so fat, it's horrible. i have comulsive episodes where i keep a log of everything i've eaten, and try and cut out fatty things. even though i know full well that i'm already uderweight for the average teen.
i feel so fat sometimes, but i don't want to go back to all the lies and purging (some people might tell you the feel relife from it. but tbh, it just burnt me, the relife came about 10 mins after when the sick and burning sensation had gone, it's not that much fun).

[AutoPlay]

the fact your boyfriend helped you through shows that you must love and trust him alot..

why did you try and purge yourself if you know fully well you underweight, what makes you feel fat?

[Iron Man]

It is in fact a good thing that your boyfriend helped you through this. Bullimia is a hard thing to recover from. But society and the media portray people being very thin, and that it is beautiful. In the correct reality, it can be life threatening, as you may know. Group therapy can help with your urges to purge. The only things that influence a healthy weight are a scale and a mirror. Believe what you see, not anyone else.

[Mr. Awesome]

Well done fir getting this far anyway, maybe it might be a good idea to make a plan of what your going to eat each day, such as this for breakfast that for lunch, whatever is for dinner, that way it may help surpress the feelings of omg what have i done

[Fallen_embers]

Well done for getting so far :) maybe getting some other sort of help, like counselling? Just to help with the food issues you still experience?? I never really got any relief from bulimia either it just used to burn, my eyes and nose would run and I'd look bedraggled. Not very dignifying anyway :(

good luck xx

[Cronyne]

Warning, I'm a person who says things rather blunt, so here goes.

Honestly, we tend... not to give a crap how big you are unless you can't move.

I myself prefer a little meat, sometimes I look at a girl and she needs to eat a damn cheeseburger.