does anyone else feel like this?

[cristian123]

ok, i hate my life. i hate some of my friends, my family and people who talk crap behind your back. im the only boy out of my intier family, i got chilled mulested, i used to cut my self, i lost total respect of my dad (i dont like him) i hate being the only boy, i hate people asking me ''are you gay?'' just because of the way i talk, and act. i hate hate HATE my life! and the worst part of it is that im self conchis about my self now.
do you hate your life? is it ok for me to be acting like this?

[Nickk XD]

I've had ups and downs in my life.

Some people at school are just jerks, but my close friends and family are fine...

Sounds like you need someone to talk to.

[cristian123]

i wont even open up to family or friends, i really cant trust anyone.

[Nickk XD]

It doesn't need to be family or friends...

[cristian123]

and its not even jerks at school. people dont mess with me, and who can i talk to?

[Nickk XD]

ANYONE really...even people on here can be of great help...good thing you found this site...

[Aspiringanonymous]

Yes, you can certainly talk to us. You can talk to me; I'll always be just a PM away. :hug3:

I used to hate my life too, but then everything started to unexpectedly, almost miraculously change, and in a short amount of time I found myself in a position where I ended up thinking, 'this must be the zenith of my life...' It's really quite amazing, the way change conducts itself in this existence.

Unfortunately, we are not always able to change undesirable elements of our external environment, and that is something that will just have to be accepted for what it is. One can make an effort to improve relationships and the outcome of social situations, but in the end, if there are going to be certain people who refuse to cooperate, there is not much to be done except to do the best one can with these current circumstances.

One thing is for sure, though - all dynamics will undergo change over time. Just like my own experience, I have faith that there will be a time when these sources of constant negativity in your life will wither away to make room for something better. For teenagers, the nearest and most significant opportunity for change is graduating from high school and especially, living away from the parents. There may be other ones before that, of course - the key is to keep your head up, and take care to not be swept away by negative influences at this time, so that you may be open to potential opportunities when they arise.

Take a deep breath. All the best to you.

[lagiacrus]

ok, i hate my life. i hate some of my friends, my family and people who talk crap behind your back. im the only boy out of my intier family, i got chilled mulested, i used to cut my self, i lost total respect of my dad (i dont like him) i hate being the only boy, i hate people asking me ''are you gay?'' just because of the way i talk, and act. i hate hate HATE my life! and the worst part of it is that im self conchis about my self now.
do you hate your life? is it ok for me to be acting like this?

Ok. Just sit down and think. Your life is definately worth living. Just ignore the people who ask you if you are gay. They do the same thing to me, because of the same reasons. If you know you arent gay, then you know the truth and they dont. They arent worth listening to.

Alot of people dont like their dads. If he has done something to you, you have to tell somebody. That is quite serious. If people talk crap behind your back, either tell them that it is annoying you, and ask them to stop. Or just ignore them too. And dont worry about being self concious about yourself. There are many people around this website, including me, who you can talk to.

You also say you were "Chilled molested"? If you were molested, you NEED to inform somebody. That is really serious stuff.

I hope I helped.

[Aceso]

Hey,
It sounds like your having a really hard time :(
I am lucky in some respects, because i do have people, or a person i can talk to :)
Isnt there ANYONE at all? Plus, like krezlyn said, you can talk to us :) :hug:

[cristian123]

thxs guys, i dont hate my life i guess, it just some people in it that make me want to leave the house, but its all good now i guess:)