threw it all away again.

[1_21Guns]

well i didn't tell VT, but i relapsed 17 days ago, then stopped again straight after. haven't done it since.
i went through the whole realisation that it's not worth it, does nothing... the usual.
yet i just keep getting to the point where i don't care.
i can't go back to square one again, surely.
it's just so tempting, if it does nothing, and i know it does nothing. why am i so tempted to do it?
kinda pointless post, more for myself to know when i relapsed. but yeah.
i just dont know.

[georgiamay]

i know what you mean. if you want to talk about it feel free to PM me.

its good to see that you're posting this. getting it all off your chest is always good to do.

[Scarface]

Cutting Is an addiction. It Is like an alcoholic and their booze they are tempted to do It and once they get their first sip they can't stop. I know how it feels to have the "need" to cut, but your right It doesn't help you In anyway. At the moment that you cut you feel amazing and great, but wait your problems are still there and now you have a cut on yourself. It only makes things worse. I'm so glad that you stopped, your on the right track this Isn't a pointless post I'm glad you have sought help. I hope this helps and If you need someone to talk to I'm always here :)

[Asylum]

its great that you stopped and don't want it in your life again. i totally know what you mean....i didn't cut in like weeks, now i'm on a Self harm rampage... i have the need to do it now everyday... stupid addictions... you can PM me if you ever need someone to talk to i'm here for you girl!

[rubyred91]

thats great that you have gone 17 days without. Each day is a huge step and the first month is the hardest but you have done so well remeber that!
pm if you want to talk more :)
xx

[Amyxoxo]

well i didn't tell VT, but i relapsed 17 days ago, then stopped again straight after. haven't done it since.
i went through the whole realisation that it's not worth it, does nothing... the usual.
yet i just keep getting to the point where i don't care.
i can't go back to square one again, surely.
it's just so tempting, if it does nothing, and i know it does nothing. why am i so tempted to do it?
kinda pointless post, more for myself to know when i relapsed. but yeah.
i just dont know.

Sadly you can.
I know what it is like to not actually want to cut then suddenly have to do it again, like your not in control of something that you do/did to control something in your life.
Also you don't have to tell VT everything. I feel that you didn't post it as you just wanted to forget about it.

[HeroesAndCons]

aww pm me if u want to talk...
Xx
ps love the screen name i <3 green day