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Marcie
April 11th, 2010, 06:25 PM
Right now I feel absolutely terrible and I'm just about to cut myself. (meaning the razor is sitting right next to me)
I feel like I can't live anymore.. I feel like I shouldn't live anymore..
I feel like I'm letting everyone down. I feel like I can't do anything right. I feel like I'm always failing, no matter how hard I try..
I know that if I do cut it's going to be really bad.. (like needing stitched bad)
I need help..
Aceso
April 11th, 2010, 06:28 PM
You dont deserve this. I dont know how to help but i want to say that i think your brave. I admire you. Dont fall, not all is lost, keep going on.
Good luck.
Marcie
April 11th, 2010, 06:29 PM
You dont deserve this. I dont know how to help but i want to say that i think your brave. I admire you.
how would you know? you don't even know me.
kidkizzet
April 11th, 2010, 06:43 PM
I know your situation, it's happened to me. I was so close, I had the blade in my hand. You just need to try to stay as strong as you can and think of all the reasons why you shouldn't cut. And I feel like I'm always failing too. I know that you can get through this and that you're strong, and by not cutting you're proving things to yourself. I don't know you but I bet you're a lot stronger than you think you are.
Marcie
April 11th, 2010, 06:44 PM
think of all the reasons why you shouldn't cut.
Like what?
I don't know you but I bet you're a lot stronger than you think you are.
I wouldn't be so sure..
kidkizzet
April 11th, 2010, 06:53 PM
I know that you haven't cut in like 10 days or something from what you said in the other thread. Why haven't you cut in 10 days?
There has got to be lots of reasons for not cutting, like how others react or idk, but think about how you will feel after you've cut. And cutting is not going to help anything, it's not going to make anything better. Find anything in life that gives you reason not to cut, everyone has different reasons as to why they shouldn't cut and idk, you just need to find something. Any reason is better than no reason.
And yeah, you dont think that you're strong but from what I've learnt, you're most likely to be stronger than you think you are and if you can make 10 days without cutting then that shows you're strong, you just need to try to keep going.
I really hope you don't cut.
Marcie
April 11th, 2010, 06:54 PM
I know that you haven't cut in like 10 days or something from what you said in the other thread. Why haven't you cut in 10 days?
There has got to be lots of reasons for not cutting, like how others react or idk, but think about how you will feel after you've cut. And cutting is not going to help anything, it's not going to make anything better. Find anything in life that gives you reason not to cut, everyone has different reasons as to why they shouldn't cut and idk, you just need to find something. Any reason is better than no reason.
And yeah, you dont think that you're strong but from what I've learnt, you're most likely to be stronger than you think you are and if you can make 10 days without cutting then that shows you're strong, you just need to try to keep going.
I really hope you don't cut.
I only went ten days because I pushed EVERYTHING away and hid it in some corner of my mind.. and today I was no longer able to shut off everything. it's all coming out now.
kidkizzet
April 11th, 2010, 07:04 PM
I know it's hard and everything, I've been in the same situation but think of just one reason not to cut. I don't want you to cut, no one here does and you don't have to cut, you just need to find the strength not to. I know sometimes things do get so hard when you just feel like you just need to cut. Sometimes before when I've really felt the need, I just went to bed and that has stopped me. Cutting is not going to solve anything, and as much as you might have a lot of things on your mind, you don't need to cut. You just gotta try your best not to.
Marcie
April 11th, 2010, 07:06 PM
I know it's hard and everything, I've been in the same situation but think of just one reason not to cut. I don't want you to cut, no one here does and you don't have to cut, you just need to find the strength not to. I know sometimes things do get so hard when you just feel like you just need to cut. Sometimes before when I've really felt the need, I just went to bed and that has stopped me. Cutting is not going to solve anything, and as much as you might have a lot of things on your mind, you don't need to cut. You just gotta try your best not to.
I know I don't need to.. but it's really hard not to..
kidkizzet
April 11th, 2010, 07:08 PM
I know it's hard not to, but you are strong enough not to cut. I've somehow managed 20 days man, it's hard as fuck. I know you're strong and if you don't cut tonight then that proves just how strong you are.
Marcie
April 11th, 2010, 07:10 PM
I know it's hard not to, but you are strong enough not to cut. I've somehow managed 20 days man, it's hard as fuck. I know you're strong and if you don't cut tonight then that proves just how strong you are.
But I'm terrible at withstanding this want to harm myself...
kidkizzet
April 11th, 2010, 07:12 PM
I really struggled too but you just need to try your hardest. If you don't cut tonight then I'ma be proud of you and you'll prove stuff to yourself.
Asylum
April 11th, 2010, 11:12 PM
Ben honey you haven't let anyone down. please honey stay strong don't cut. i know i'm a hypocrite, but this feelign will go away don't scar up your body forever with just a feeling that will pass....
when you feel like this call me please. you have my number. and don't stay alne, get rid of your razors and things. when you are sober get rid of everything please.
Marcie
April 12th, 2010, 11:53 AM
Ben honey you haven't let anyone down.
Yes, I have..
when you are sober get rid of everything please.
Sober?
Asylum
April 12th, 2010, 12:13 PM
no you have not
i call it sober, but umm when you don't want to Self harm.
Aceso
April 12th, 2010, 04:29 PM
how would you know? you don't even know me.
I dont know you but i still admire you because you came here for help instead of cutting right away. I cant/couldnt do that... :hug:
Marcie
April 12th, 2010, 07:15 PM
no you have not
i call it sober, but umm when you don't want to Self harm.
How do you know?
Ahh okay.
I dont know you but i still admire you because you came here for help instead of cutting right away. I cant/couldnt do that... :hug:
:-) thanks.
:hug:
starbrite5
April 13th, 2010, 10:38 PM
I also don't know you, but hey- 10 days! That's something right there. I haven't been able to do that, so I definitely admire your strength. But I know that after I've gone a certain amount of time without cutting and I give in to the urge I just feel worse.
Amyxoxo
April 14th, 2010, 02:14 AM
Well from what I have seen in these is that no matter what we tell you, you will still cut.
You haven't taken anything out of these threads just criticizing people who want to help.
Do what is suggested above.
This will help.
If you don't then why did you even post this thread?
Marcie
April 14th, 2010, 10:52 AM
Well from what I have seen in these is that no matter what we tell you, you will still cut.
That is not true, I have kept myself from cutting before because of this site.
You haven't taken anything out of these threads just criticizing people who want to help.
That also is not true. You ave no way to tell whether or not I've taken anything out of these threads. I [i]have[/i[ take a good amount out of these threads.
I naturally see everything that is wrong with a plan or suggestion. Which really helps sometimes when problem solving. Though I will admit I can act kinda hopeless sometimes and I do shoot things down a little too much.. but that doesn't meant I'm not thinking about it.
Do what is suggested above.
This will help.
If you don't then why did you even post this thread?
I try things that are suggested. However, they rarely work, or I can't do them.
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