Kinetic
April 10th, 2010, 09:32 PM
this is very long and idk what i should do about this, i feel so bad atm... i wanna cut again which i havnt felt in a long time..
mk im fucking crying because my friend josh who has alot of problems and issues in his life, like asked me out while i was taken and i told him no, and ive told him no like several times, and hes always tellin me to pick up the pieces of his broken heart and that i broke it blah blah. although i tell him this, he still continues to tell me i love you, and call me baby. and so one day he introduced me to one of his friends named jack who i kinda had a crush on and had alot in common with. then like josh gets jealous of him and like makes us stop talking by not swapping numbers for us.
THEN...
last night he calls and pulls the whole i love you thing on me again.. and begged me to break up with my boy, and then he tells me he'll give me ill give u jack's number if you give me one of your friends numbers. then i gave him like this mean gay guys number i know, who called him a self centered low life freak thats fucking obsessed and a creeper. then he asks for my besties martin number and i was kinda trying to avoid giving it to him and then i finally gave it to him. and they talked for a few hours and now josh calls martin baby and says i love you and i feel like i kinda got rid of my problem and gave it to him.
mk im fucking crying because my friend josh who has alot of problems and issues in his life, like asked me out while i was taken and i told him no, and ive told him no like several times, and hes always tellin me to pick up the pieces of his broken heart and that i broke it blah blah. although i tell him this, he still continues to tell me i love you, and call me baby. and so one day he introduced me to one of his friends named jack who i kinda had a crush on and had alot in common with. then like josh gets jealous of him and like makes us stop talking by not swapping numbers for us.
THEN...
last night he calls and pulls the whole i love you thing on me again.. and begged me to break up with my boy, and then he tells me he'll give me ill give u jack's number if you give me one of your friends numbers. then i gave him like this mean gay guys number i know, who called him a self centered low life freak thats fucking obsessed and a creeper. then he asks for my besties martin number and i was kinda trying to avoid giving it to him and then i finally gave it to him. and they talked for a few hours and now josh calls martin baby and says i love you and i feel like i kinda got rid of my problem and gave it to him.