Whats going on? Why's it all fading away?

[1_21Guns]

I thought it was bad enough the first 8 years of my life are a complete blank, but now years after that are just disappearing. Memories from even a month ago are just fading away. What if my whole life just disappears like those 8 years?
I don't understand it anymore. How can more than half of your life just disappear without a trace?
I don't want my life to fade away, but it is.
What am I supposed to do if I start forgetting people, the relationship I have with those people?
I'm afraid of losing it all.
I never really knew why those 8 years disappeared, a couple of idea's came to mind of how they could just disappear. But i'll never really know.

[Wtficus]

Maybe some sort of infection in your brain, or some sort of memory loss. I would see a doctor about this.

[1_21Guns]

Maybe some sort of infection in your brain, or some sort of memory loss. I would see a doctor about this.

your probably right. i just wish it was that simple for me to see a doctor.

[Wtficus]

your probably right. i just wish it was that simple for me to see a doctor.
It's better to be safe then sorry.

[1_21Guns]

It's better to be safe then sorry.

thats true.