fail.... (rant)

[Asylum]

so i started to try to eat 2-3 meals a day. i felt so sick. this was a few days ago for like 3 days. of course i gave up. especiayl after i weighted myself and hmmm gained 3 lbs. so what did i do? i tried to get myself to throw up for the next 2 days and then since yesterday ad today stopped eating. not completely just dinner.... which isn't good.... Ana keeps pushing me back into not eating... and when i do try to eat 2 meals my stomach hurts so much and i feel sooo sick! like arh...
sorry for the rant. does this happen to anyone?

[Marcie]

Gaining three pounds isn't a bad thing, in fact, it's a good thing. You're under weight. You need to gain some weight...

Here's a tip, don't weigh yourself. At all.

[Asylum]

i know its not a bad thing... but i think its a horrible thing... i do need to gain weight... but my mind won't let me.. that might help... i'll try it