It's happening again...

[some1]

I'm really glad I can talk here, I really do...

Anyways, I getting those feelings again. I feel like I dont belong, like I'm out of place. I don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I feel the need to feel pain, so I scratch my arms really hard, just so I can feel something I can identify as an emotion. I feel lost, lonely, angry. I feel like I am unable to be loved by anyone who is not my family. I just feel angry and hurt no one would ever give me a second glance. I'm just a nobody. I feel invisible.

I'm tired to pretending Im all perky and happy in front of my only friend. I feel disgusted with myself. I feel like Im not a good person. I'm the worse person in the world. I should just die. I wish I was dead. I want to die...

I hate feeling this way, but I do. I just want to die. No one will notice.

[some1]

I just need to talk to somebody...

[some1]

I feel like I dont belong anywhere, thats all. Like im a waste of space. Nobody listens to me. When I speak, Im always interupted and no one realizes i was talking...stuff like that. People make me feel so useless.

And i kno this is going to sound strange, but I like thinking about dying. I never used to, but at the moment, it feels good to think about. i kno this sounds loony... I just feel strange. Physically, Im not at all that tired, but I feel tired...does that make sense. I feel tired. I want to sleep forever. Even now, I feel this way. I just feel so hurt inside.

[TheWizard]

You have to change for things to get better. I know its hard cause I tried to kill myself once taking 70 pills. Obviously I failed but I wasn't happy until I changed.

If you keep doing the same things you are doing today you can only expect to get the same results in the future. Therefore, you must decide what kind of person you want to be and just start living that life. Fuck everyone else, you have to be true to yourself.

Write down everything you want to be and figure out what it takes to be that way and just do it. Its really that simple.

Also, you need to get on anti-depressants to help you handle depression while you are changing.
You need to go to a head shrinker doctor to get on the right medss to help you get over the depression. I take anti-depessants and they really do work.

[Physicist]

I'm really glad I can talk here, I really do...

Anyways, I getting those feelings again. I feel like I dont belong, like I'm out of place. I don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I feel the need to feel pain, so I scratch my arms really hard, just so I can feel something I can identify as an emotion. I feel lost, lonely, angry. I feel like I am unable to be loved by anyone who is not my family. I just feel angry and hurt no one would ever give me a second glance. I'm just a nobody. I feel invisible.

I'm tired to pretending Im all perky and happy in front of my only friend. I feel disgusted with myself. I feel like Im not a good person. I'm the worse person in the world. I should just die. I wish I was dead. I want to die...

I hate feeling this way, but I do. I just want to die. No one will notice.

You may feel down now, but you have to get through it. Be happy with yourself because in the end, your the one in charge, don't let anyone change that. Try not to scratch or cut or anything like that- if you need a distraction, find a hobby, don't try to harm yourself. You shouldn't feel left out just because you feel you only have your family; your family could help you a lot if you talk to them, and it seems like they would want to! And if this only good friend stays by you when no one else does, your could talk to them too! It's all up in your head, stop telling yourself your a bad person and look at your good quailities, I'm sure your great and there are people around you that could help you. Even if you don't want to talk to your parents or friends, you could talk to teachers or school counselors, your parents may get you a professional counselors. You have your whole life ahead of you and taking your life now is making a long term mistake to some short term problems; so NEVER even THINK about that.

[some1]

thanx, its been days since i was here. Didnt feel like doing anything. But im feeling better.

[Yellow_Artichoke]

Oh I will amke you ahppy then. Imagine yourself as a cute pink bunny hopping down the little bunny trail. Now you have a puffy tail and big floppy bunny ears. Then a plane crashes down right infornt of you. And you see people burning alive... so sinc eoyu are a cute happy pink fluffy bunny with floppy ears you turn around and hop away happily!:). Hurray for the bunny. Then you turn back into an ugly human and the police shoot you thinking you are BIG FOOT! Now you are dead, and you are not a bunny:(:(. What a sad story.

P.s. now I am a cute happy bunny

P.s.s. If your not happy in your own skin buy a new one!! JEEZE!

P.s.s.s. This is only meant to make u happy

P.s.s.s.s. This was fun to write

p.s.s.s.s.s. You should try something like this it makes me feel better

p.s.s.s.s.s.s. Try a hobby I suggest knitting

p.s.s.s.s.s.s.s DON'T TURN EMO!!!!!

p.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s. Try to make a potion to turn you back into a bunny

[kermit]

Well, I must say I'm not impressed. You have given us your feelings, which is good, and your taking a step to help. But then in your signiture is the answer to your problems. You have building hatred. For those that mock you, for those that don't love you? Lothing the Stupid Girls and the Jock Asshole Guys. All the while being blind to the fact that the only way to present yourself better is to love them. Stive for there company, and be confident, yourself. Your cought up in the emotion, the maturity. But you should just, play the game right? Find those people who like what you like, and settle for a friend? Maybe your standards of friendship are aimed to high. Or maybe those who are trying to be your friends, you don't consider friends. You cant be picky, friendships are made only when both parties are open and willing. I hope you don't stay depressed. Maybe stay on and share some more, what do you say?

[mRojas2000]

I feel lost, lonely, angry. I feel like I am unable to be loved by anyone who is not my family. I just feel angry and hurt no one would ever give me a second glance. I'm just a nobody. I feel invisible.

dont worry... you are not the only one that feels this way... i also feel that im invisible too... even with my best friends... i call them they dont answer, im with them they see someone else ant they start talking completly ignoring me... im gonna tell you something. two days ago was my best friends sweet 15 (thats how it is in latinamerica), and about at the end of the party she just left with some friends... i was all alone with her family doing a shit... and she just left for half an hour... without even telling me she was going to left... she just did it... and i wanted to actually kill her... but then she asked me sorry, and since its my best friend, and i can feel when shes really embarased/sorry, i accept them...
just go with life..

I feel like I dont belong anywhere, thats all. Like im a waste of space. Nobody listens to me. When I speak, Im always interupted and no one realizes i was talking...stuff like that. People make me feel so useless.
I sometimes feel like that too... just make yourself noticeable!!

[Parasite]

Oh I will amke you ahppy then. Imagine yourself as a cute pink bunny hopping down the little bunny trail. Now you have a puffy tail and big floppy bunny ears. Then a plane crashes down right infornt of you. And you see people burning alive... so sinc eoyu are a cute happy pink fluffy bunny with floppy ears you turn around and hop away happily!:). Hurray for the bunny. Then you turn back into an ugly human and the police shoot you thinking you are BIG FOOT! Now you are dead, and you are not a bunny:(:(. What a sad story.

P.s. now I am a cute happy bunny

P.s.s. If your not happy in your own skin buy a new one!! JEEZE!

P.s.s.s. This is only meant to make u happy

P.s.s.s.s. This was fun to write

p.s.s.s.s.s. You should try something like this it makes me feel better

p.s.s.s.s.s.s. Try a hobby I suggest knitting

p.s.s.s.s.s.s.s DON'T TURN EMO!!!!!

p.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s. Try to make a potion to turn you back into a bunny


it's a shame you were banned.
You are very funny!

[Rooster]

We all feel anxiety at times. It helps to redirect that pain into something positive. I write alot of poetry and songs, and play them on my guitar and drums. By using any kind of an expressive artform, you can turn your torment into something beautiful. With enough time and work, you can turn coal into diamonds.

[happyascanbe]

killing yourself is NOT the solution whatsoever you need to talk to someone ASAP

[Aspiringanonymous]

Please do not bump old threads. This is several years old. :locked: