Bullying: your worst stories

[PowerShift]

I used to go to a very poorly monitored pre school. There the older kids would pick on me every day. At recess, a big group of kids would always walk over to where I was playing. They always beat me up. The worst memory I have is when they forced me onto a tractor playset thing and then they pushed me down and held me in place. Then, a really over weight kid started jumping up and down on my back. I cried, it just hurt so bad. Imagine a ninth grader (this was also a daycare) jumping up and down on a screaming four year old while his buddies cheer him on and the teacher with relationship problems just sits there and pretends like everything is okay.
Anyways, that story leads me to today's topic: your worst bully encounters. Tell me about your most painful/tramatizing face off with a bully(s).

[Malcolm Tucker]

I would have to say that all of my bullying experiences have been tormenting, and painful. I've grown up with it, even since my first day of school at age 4, I was excluded and bullied. It's really hard to nominate the worst incident, but I would have to say it was in April 2008. I was sitting in Science class, and our teacher was called out on an emergency. A bully came from behind, sneaked up behind me and hit me across the back of my head, rather forcefully, and it was recorded on a mobile phone, and then passed around. It destroyed me inside. It optimized my depression at that time, and ultimately led to me attempting suicide. It was the only time I've ever reported it to a school official and it resulted in that student being expelled.

That would be my worst experience with bullying I'd say.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Bullying. well my worst comes from at home. i used to be terrified to come home from primary school my sister was and is evil. on this particular evening i was 7 or 8 i can't remember which and i arrived home from school. she was waiting. i had done nothing to provoke her. she started screaming at me accusing me of acting scared i was cornered and crying and pressing into the corner as much as physically possible. she dragged me by my hair to my room, i was kicking and begging for her to leg go. i tried to run away after that and got up the road but she caught me and dragged my bare legs across gravel (uniform was a skirt) until we got home. she was the biggest bully ever verbal and physical abuse for years

[Malcolm Tucker]

Oh, I have one more story. When I was 13 waiting for the bus home, these two 17 year olds from school made me graffiti a bus shelter, and the sprayed deoderant on me and threatened to go at me with a lighter. The same kids also shot at me with a pellet gun one day outside school, threw my bag out on a road under a bus, and left me a nice voicemail message saying "You're well gay you are...you're getting the bullet!"

[Frankenstein's Bride]

This isn't really bullying but i might as well contribute. There was about a year or so at school when me and my friends got picked on because we were goths. We got glass bottles, coins and rubbish thrown at us about three times a week or we'd get slapped or pushed about. We got at least ten verbal assaults from complete strangers daily. It's not so bad now, only a few insults weekly now but at the time it didn't do wonders for my self confidence.

[1_21Guns]

Mine was never as severe as the ones above, not that I can remember anyway.
But my ex-best friend had a lovely habit of pushing me over and tripping me up on the school playground.
I had to lie to my mum, saying I just fell because if my dad knew I was being bullied he'd call me weak.
Because of that my mum and dad stopped letting me do alot of things incase I hurt myself.
Him and his friends would also freely throw verbal abuse at me about my appearance just because they could. Really knocked my confidence.

[georgiamay]

wow i cant decide what my worst one was :/

the worst physical one, i was 11 walking home from school, and a group of 16 year olds walked past and they started calling me names and saying how ugly i was, and that i should just go and kill myself because thats what everyone wanted me to do (this was my first day at school, and i'd never met anyone at this school before) and when i told them to leave me alone, they dragged me into a part by the side of the road and started having a go at me for being lary. one of them slapped me in the face, so i hit them and tried to run off, but the others dragged me back and held me against a tree while the other hit me. not in the face, in the stomach and some other places, and laughed when they kicked me between my legs and i started to cry. luckily some 14 year olds helped me get out of there.

worst emotional one, i was 13 in a german lesson, and someone had noticed that i had a bandage around my wrist, and i said i had a bad wrist, but they were all like "then how can you lean on it then?" so someone ripped it off and they all saw the cuts and burns. They wouldnt stop laughing, and the whole class was pointing and laughing shouting "what an emo! she slits her wrists!" and i just sat there, as i covered up my arm, and they started singing, "shut up and slit slit your wrists until you bleed out and die, that way we wont need to look at your face anymore."

[aleexax3]

welllll i never got bulllied but i seen other kids like this girl that noone likes in our schoool we call her a bird and she got kicked out for saying im gunnnnna beat everyone up in this school and saying foul language

[Aceso]

Ugh, story of my life.

I started out in a nice primary school, with nice friends and a happy, stable life. My mom worked there and because i had been recently diagnosed with diabetes this was vey convienient. My friends were great too, i mean one was a little funny and we did have our fall outs but all in all everything was great.
But as i gew older i wanted space and with mom as a teacher there it just diddnt work. So in year 4, she agreed to move me to a different small primary school. I went to see it, liked it and everything was fixed for me to go there in the new school year. I really enjoyed it and had a great friend (lets call her girl 1), but because it was so small there went many people. I really wanted to be like my old school, in a group of girls but this is where things went wong. They diddnt want me in their group, so i spent (of what i recall) half the year tagging behind them. Oh, now i look back i notice how foolish i was. I was completely oblivious to the fact that they bitched about me behind my back. I just followed them around hoping they would invite me in.
Along with that there was one boy who was very big, very manipulative and had a mean streak. He would often make nasty comments about me and i just diddnt get it? I also emember him trying to look down at me, making himself bigger. And i was fiesty, i thew back his attacks, only to get laughed at. I remember one day in playing a game of bulldog him grabbing my arm and me kicking him. He grabbed my leg and in balance i grabbed his arms, sticking my nails into his arms forcing him to let go. I was really pissed off and completely lost it, saying things i shouldnt have said then breaking down into tears knowing everyone was laughing at me. But, afte that he left me alone, so it seems.
Next year and a new stat. Ill cut a long stoy short. emembe girl 1? well, we were running and i stopped, and she fell over me, hurting her wrist. she then got mad at me so i ignored her. She got mad at me even more. This is the stating of my hell.
I walked into school one moning and immediatly got bombarded by shouts and yells from my classmates. It turns out she had been recieving abusive texts from me e.g: go kill yourself you annorexic bitch! I would never do that to anyone, ever! The rest of the day all i got from everyone was dirty looks and nasty comments. I texted her this evening asking if we should contact the polece after she had texted me a message from what i had apparently sent her. she diddnt reply.
The next day i walked into class and she walked up to me. I remember every word of what she said right then.
''Hannah, you diddnt get the cops did you? Because...it was kind of a joke...'' Bloody great joke that was, and the fools was on me. I was really mad and told my mom. My mum was upset too, and allthough is screamed and cried at her she spoke to the teachers. The teachers spoke to her, she told the others and that was it. I spent the rest of the year alone, without a friend at all and everyone hating me.

Next was highschool - another new start. I wasnt going to fuck things up this time. But things went wrong. I had to take more and more time off school because my diabetes just got worse. I diddnt fit in yet again. Then, 1/4 way through my second year there i was doing homework, and two boys i diddnt even know started completely shreading me to pieces.
''Oh look theres hannah and her illness, but everybody knows she just does it for attention.''
''did you see her hair this morning? I thought schools diddnt accept tramps!''
I broke down again, and allthough i tried to ignore them, i spend half a yea being cornered by six girls and eight boys, constantly attacking me with comments and words designed to cut me down. I always fought back.
But the stress was too much. My diabetes was so hectic I just woke up one morning and felt sick, blacking out and then in hospital for a week. By now i was really depressed. everything i said or did was wrong. That year i cut myself twice. When i went back to school i lost it with the main bully. Somehow, he had seen and by the next moning it was all aound the school. Luckily i hadnt actually done my wrists so when i showed them my clea wrists they accepted it. But at break i walked up to the boy and screamed my heart out. I was shaking with anger and i cant emember what i said but i remember walking away and him close to tears.
I talked with mom, and a few months after this she decided that she could home tutor me. And thats where i am now. Away from that hell. I have to go back when im 15, but for now im safe...

[Asylum]

i was 4, my friend and i were playng on a playground. my mom hears me crying. the girl is on top of me, scratching my face and arms, and choking me. i can't breathe. my mom hears a weird noise, that would be coming from me, because i'm crying, and since i'm not breathing, i made a weired noise. she comes around and sees me on the ground. she picks the girl up, had to pry her off of me. i had to go to the hospital because my eyes were bleeding and i had scratches al over and i had trouble breathing. doctor said that my eyes were bleeding from either 1 lack of oxygen coming into my body or 2 she scratced my eyes. bullying... thats an everyday thing for me, even at a young age. i think that was one of the worst thigns that has ever happened to me...


worst emotional one, was by my mother she was screaming and cursing at me for being late... and then told me to go cut myself... i'm sort of used to being screamed and cursed at, its a daily thing... but the just go cut yourself comment killed me... it was the wrost coming from my mom...

[Nickk XD]

People can be such dicks sometimes.

I stop them while they're ahead, so I barely have ever been bullied.

Once I was actually bullied by a teacher...lol...in 1st grade we were sitting in circle group (the class sat as a circle...duh) and the teacher claimed I grabbed a kids privates...which I didn't...and I still deny doing it...I mean what 1st grader thinks about that stuff...she wrote me a blue slip, which is a 1 week suspension...

Then I got held back in her class...even though I had all perfect grades. In California, you cannot fight getting held back...it is at the teacher's discretion.

[Mike321]

Bulling for me started in year 4 or primary school, it was very rare that it got physical, only on a couple of occasions (being hit in the stomach etc).
It was mainly name calling being call fat constantly or just being left out in games or if we played football. Hence why I spent most of my time wondering around the edges of the playground. This went on untill I left in year 6 and moved on to high school where I was bullied yet again for being overweight and kept being left out.
Then when I had been self harming in year 10 people found out and I was told to stay away from our 'group' and it got spread round the school. So again i spent most of my lunch times on my own.
And one final bit of tormnet I got when on from year 9 untill I left at the end of year 11 by the same person.
He was determind to make sure I could never find a gril or just be happy, he knocked my confidence right back ( and i'm a shy person anyway). Everytime I got close to someone he would start rumors about me and it spread quickly (as it does in most shcools). He even wrote a list of what he thought was wrong with me, like physical appearence and things I needed to change about myself.
Its only now (i'm in my second year at college) to get some of my confidence back and I have found a good group of friends what actually accept me.

[misery_business]

the worst case of bullying ive been through was a few weeks ago, these girls i really hate and they really hate me started following me around then when i was going back home and barely nobody was around the pushed me up against the wall and they took out a pair of scisors and pretent to cut their wrists. That day I really felt like i could kill them -mostly because im really sensitive about my sef harm - but then the worst part was, thy started a rumor about me and everyone kept asking if it was true and some people even belive it and they don't talk to me or come near me. There are still a few people who keep asking me and it still dameges my comfidenc each time. i guess theres nothing i can do :(

[Cromm]

welllll i never got bulllied but i seen other kids like this girl that noone likes in our schoool we call her a bird ... So, your'e the bully then? If 'we' includes you.

...and she got kicked out for saying im gunnnnna beat everyone up in this school and saying foul language Thank you post-columbine America. In this world, when a victim acts out, they are the ones who are punished.


I remember in grade school getting put in a "life lessons" class (which is social worker talk for anger management). I was put in the class with most of the people who were bullying me! They apparently thought I had anger promblems because I would actually punch back when some dumbass desided to try and jump me behind the portables (where teachers couldn't see you).


You know... I thought I had it rough as a kid -- there were always a lot of other kids teasing and taunting me -- but this board frequently reminds me how much worse it could have been.

I extend my empathy to all of you who were ever the victims of these types of people, and remind EVERYONE: bulliing only happens when you let it happen! Even when you're not the bully, if you see something bad happening and say nothing, you're part of the problem.

[tommyboy]

I can't remember the worst bullying ever, but this was probably the worst incident ever.

Now I don't mean to cause a dispute, but I feel that being emotionally hurt is actually much worse than being physically hurt. It all started back in March 25th, 2005.... Yes, I remember the date.

Two ex-friends of mine were hanging outside with another kid I did know know of very well. One of my now ex-friends live right across the street from me so that is where they were hanging out. The kid I did not know, got my number from one of my ex-friends, and the kid threatened me if I didn't come out of the house. Yeah, he left a threatening message on my voicemail on my phone. What an idiot. So naturally, I called the police and I let them listen to the voice message. They said they would look into it.

Ever since that day that I called the police, I got racial slurs, vulgar slurs thrown at my way. And it is not only in face-to-face contact, one of the morons made a profile on the social networking site, Xanga, portraying it to be as me, with a picture of a naked gay guy as the background, with a lot of course language on the page.

Ever since that, it messed me up even more emotionally than I already was. It really ruined a lot of crap for me, which is why I feel emotional abuse is worse and it sticks with you longer. Physical abuse, you can sue the kid's parents and get the money to pay for any damage (or operations), if needed. I don't think I will ever get over my emotional abuse. It just.. sticks to me...

[Fallen_embers]

I used to be just there in the background in primary school, then when my sister died suddenly everyone wanted to be my friend, but looking back i think it was because the teachers must have told them not to give me a hard time. But some of the kids would say mean things, like it was me that started the fire, and that the only reason I didn't die was because I was a druggy like my mum and I was going to go to hell ect. for being a bad person, and then out of sheer panic and despair I went and tried to drown myself in the nursery water play (stupid I guess...) and then they wouldn't stop taunting me saying that I couldn't die even if I tried.

But then when my mum died a few months later and I didn't really feel like joining in or stuff they used to throw things at me and call me names. Saying that the reason nobody wanted to be friends with me was because I killed people. They spread a rumour that I murdered other Kids in the toilets, and that I poisoned other kid's break time snacks.

Then one break the girl that started the rumour and her friends chased me around the playground (in full view of the staff on duty!) and pin me in a corner and try to force feed me leaves and stones and stuff off the floor. It was awful. :(

The a few years later, when I was in year 5, and I had been diagnosed with schizophrenia, the kids used to taunt me about it. They used to follow me home after school and kick and punch me behind the bins near the corner shop.

But then I guess my schizophrenia didn't help me much there. I was misdiagnosed with DID, and so they used to take the piss out of me about that, and then when my diagnosis was changed they used to accuse me of faking it for attention.

In secondary school this one boy stole my medication and the whole class stood round me curled up on the floor because I was hallucinating, and all I could hear was them laughing and I didn't know if they were real or not, but my brother James was one of them and he used to taunt me about it after saying that I didn't know what was real. That hurt the most because in secondary school he used to do a lot of the bullying, getting all of his friends on me and stuff.

The last incident i had was before I moved to Ireland, and some girls in the biology class tried to set my hair on fire with a bunsen burner. The teacher went nuts and they got suspended for 2 weeks, but that just made the whole class start with the names and stuff.

But when I moved to Ireland and got into college everythings fine :) I get the odd comment about how I dress but I'm pretty good at mouthing something back ^.^ I have a group of friends and I get along pretty well with the people in my classes.... weird >.<

[UnknownError]

This was when I was 11. My friend got bullied nearly every day last year. She got battered everywhere she went. The park, McDonalds, the swimming. She never done anything about it until one time she spat it the bullies face. Big mistake. The bully got a group of other girls and they all had a go at her. They grabbed her hair and slammed her head off the ground. I ran forward to help her up and then the girls shouted abuse a me. I ignored it.

The next day I went to that park with one of my other friends who is a boy. These guys who were about 15 came over and pushed my friend down the hill on his bike and surrounded me. One of them, who was in ym age and in my class, stood there and laughed. They said they were going to set me on fire and then set my bike on fire. Because it was metal only some bits like thee wires and stuff burned but they then threw the bike at me and started punching and kicking me.

I went home and I told my parents, but I said to leave it. But my dad went to the park and started shouting his head off. This, I thought, would make it worst. I have seen the people who did that to me a few times but I have stayed far away. My friend, the girl one, hardly leaves her house now. She got battered on her door step a few months ago.

[Mr. Awesome]

I think the worst incident of my bullying was how i dealt with it. Small weak quiet and shy does not go down well. The worst physical part of it was one day after school i was waiting for the bus and a few guys from my class came up to me hit me in the stomach a few times and then slammed my head off a pebble dashed wall. But the name calling was the worst, non stop everyday, atleast i didnt get much physical stuff done.

But i will NEVER forgive myself for how i dealt with it. Frustrated id come home from school and take it out on someone one younger and smaller than me, my 8 year old brother ( i was 12 at the time, wnet on for a year until it was stopped). I used to hit, scream and make fun of him because i couldnt do it to anyone else i felt so small and unable to defend myself. Worst of all i heard my 1 "friend" talking about me behind my back.

Thankfully it all came out, the school sorted it and there wasnt a problem afterwards, and i ended up becoming good friends with everyone i went to school with

[Sith Lord 13]

For me it was never one event. It was the atmosphere. There isn't one event I could point to. Sure there's the time I got thrown across the playground, the time I got slugged for refusing to give up my seat on the bus, the time I had chocolate milk poured down the back of my shirt (doesn't sound that bad but it ruined both my shirt and my coat). But it's a lot more than that. It was the atmosphere. The feeling that my very existence was abhorrent to them. That I was this terrible thing who didn't deserve human company. Still feel that way some of the time. Hell, there are still people who make me feel that way. Social otrocization. The one form of bullying that never stops.

I don't know maybe I'm being to sensitive. Other than being thrown across the playground, which was first grade and only left me with a bunch of scratches, scrapes, and bruises, the only time was hit was one punch on the school bus, to my chest. Sure there was a bruise but it's not like it was a regular occasion. Makes me feel like an idiot that it still bothers me so many years later.

[MaKaylaLoraine]

For me bullying has made up most my life I changed school it got so bad they where knocking books out of my hands,name calling and hitting

[Chickenweed]

OK, this doesn't measure up to some people's experiences, but my worst have to be:
1. wanted to try out for a soccer team at our school, and as soon as I walked in the change room everyone started booing me and the 'cool kids' all teamed up on me and literally kicked me out. i tried to get back in but they held the door shut.
2. I wanted to sit beside some guys in our classroom and when i walked over they all stopped me and called me a fag, asshole, pussy, etc.
3. Just walking into random places and getting chirped by what seems like EVERYONE, 'cool or uncool.'

[Zephyr]

I was the popular target for bullying.

1st Grade: This girl named Sarah made my life a living hell. During class, she'd always call me stupid and make me cry on purpose, then call me a cry baby. Stole $20 from me at the school's book fair. Accused me of peeing my shorts one time during PE, even though I didn't... it was a very hot day out and I was sweating a lot and wiping it on my shorts, got me in 'trouble' for that.

2nd-5th Grade: Not so bad, everybody left me alone for the most part since I oddly was one of the more popular kids during these years.

6th Grade: This was the year my parents split up. I became really quiet and withdrawn, a total personality flip from the years before. Got fat from being depressed and sitting around the house all the time, which the weight gain got me a lot of mean comments at school.

7th & 8th Grade: A couple of boys named Joe and Shaw made it a point to come up to me everyday for two years and say, "You're a fucking freak, you know that?". Got made fun of a lot for being overweight and having my hair cut like a boys. I got asked out as a joke all the time; One of those times I slapped the boy that did it because I knew it was a joke and left the class room to go cry in the bathroom. A girl named Jessica tried starting a fist fight with me in the locker room several times because 'You're really fucking weird, I need to beat some normal into you.'. ; On the home front, I had the step sister from hell at dad's house, Kylie: she lit my hair on fire when I was asleep, beat the shit out of me a few times, stole $150 from me one time, stole my valuable things and hoked them for money, had a couple of her guy friends do inappropriate things to me for her entertainment, always made fun of the way I looked... that's just the tip of the iceburg.

9th Grade: Still got called a lesbian all the time, but this year mostly because I was best friends with the only openly gay boy in the school, Tim, so people assumed I was homosexual as well. Got harassed for being friends with Tim by a few boys constantly.

10th Grade: The bullying stopped. Probably for a few reasons: A) People realized who my sister was, so that offered me some protection since people didn't want to fuck with her, she's dynamite in a small package. B) Tim dropped out at this point, and I grew my hair out over the summer, so the lesbian insults stopped. C) My first boyfriend, Sam, was one of those really cute but really shy guys that everybody liked, so after we started going out, people really left me alone.

[Quick_Sylver]

I wasnt bullied in Kindergarten(I never did that preschool/daycare thing) or in Grade 1 as far as I remember. I've blocked most of Grade 1 out due to unfortunate circumstances at home, but Grade 2 was my first experience with bullies. It was morning recess and one of my friends from kindergarten was a special needs boy. We were playing on the playground when some Grade 6ers came up and started taunting him. I told them to either play with us or go away, and they left, laughing. I got school notice at that week's assembly, for sticking up for those bullied. After that I got called a teacher's pet,suck up, and was pretty much the outcast of the school. It didnt bother me, I just kept on learning, and playing with my friends when it happened.

3rd Grade was spent half the year in one school, half the year in another school. The first half of the year was spent at a public school that big, bad, and scary. That semester I dealt with a physical bully and an emotional bully. The physical bully ended up being dealt with by me, and the emotional just kept on cussing me out, and calling me weak and pathetic whenever she could. The physical bully tried to punch me one day and I just kicked him in the stomache and he fell down the hill. The emotional bully I just ignored, it didnt matter to me unless she started in on my friends. Oh yeah there was another bully that was my friend... she and one of my other friends ended up fighting over me, and managed to stop them from fighting by them becoming each other's friends through me. I transfered to a new school after Christmas break, and there I had no issues really, other than some girls thinking I was a nobody because I didnt try to be popular, and all the guys liked me.

Fourth grade I waged war on the boys of my school, and they fought back. Ultimate boys against girls fights that year.

Fifth grade someone spread rumors about me being a slut because all I did was hang out with the guys, and rarely the girls. I ignored them and continued hanging out with them. Then the rumors started getting worse, saying I was off doing things(sexually) with my guy friends because I was an early developer.

Sixth grade things got worse. More rumors, more lying about me, most of my guyfriends stopped being friends with me and one even went so far as to call me a bitch in front of a substitute teacher that knows my family quite well, so the guy got called on it, but afterward the bullying simmered and the girls that were my 'friends' grew closer to me again, and I just tagged along sorta, not sure what to do.

Seventh grade was when the pot overboiled for me and the bullies. The first month we were all confused and scared, so everyone stuck together. Then after that first month, we split to our areas at lunch. We'd go to class together, everyone would pass notes about me to one another, then at lunch I'd ditch my bags at my locker and go outside to wait for my guyfriends to come out and play grounders. Everyone else would vanish off into the field with their friends. Rumors were spread some more, and just got nastier and nastier. Then one day in October I was on the playground with my friends, brought my backpack outside because I had had to copy my homework out again because someone had split water on it when copying off mywork. The main girl bullies came out and took my backpack, went through it and started throwing my stuff on the roof. I grabbed my bag out of their hand and they went off laughing at me. Two of my guyfriends that had stuck by me through most of this, went after them and got them to apologise to me and get the janitor to get my stuff down. I went to the vice principal at that time. Stupid me. After that they got nastier, and even worse than before. More rumors, more taunts at lunch. It got to be that I started skipping going to the playground to play grounders with my guyfriend, and started going and walking to his house and just staying there for lunch, this of course started the rumor up again that he and I were dating again. Yeah we did date, but then we figured out that we were better as friends. We ignored it, both of us were the bullies favorite targets. Things escalated to the extent that when my mom picked me up after school, I'd have red eyes from crying in the bathroom. The last straw came on June 14th, 2009. I'd started the day with positive thinking, and it lasted until lunch time. At lunch, instead of going to my friend's house, as he was out of town, I went to the playground. My whole grade kept the taunts going as they walked by talking to their friends and hating me. By my next class I was full of misery. MY next class was band, my favorite class that day. We were presenting posters that day and I was in a group with the main girls that were bullying me. I was the first to class, I sat in the corner by my instruments and played a few chords on my saxophone before the rest of the class came in. The girls came over and started telling me they'd make sure I'd never get to college, and I was worthless, and just kept telling me how I was nothing, and I'd never get anywhere. I broke. I curled up in a ball and cried. They laughed and crowded around so the teacher wouldnt see me because they knew me and the teacher were close. I managed to get up a few minutes later and walked through them to the teacher to ask him if I could call my mom because I was sick. I went and called her, she came and picked me up 20 minutes later, I was waiting in the class room for her, and the moment she got there, I grabbed my bag and left, telling her and the whole class as I walked out the door I never wanted to come back. The class started cheering and jeering at this point. The teacher was angry. He made them run laps around the school for the rest of the class, and made me go to the vice principal's to tell him who the main culprits were. When I said the same girls from earlier this year, the vice principal called the RCMP. It was the main girl that had three offenses against me on her record. Meaning I'd told on her 3 times. There were countless times I didnt. THe rest of the school year I was empty, and I switched to homeschooling. Now, almost a year later, I still flinch when my guyfriends mention her name.

Wow, nice textbook on my bullying history, eh?

[Malcolm Tucker]

Last three days...walking out on the street, called "faggot", "freak", and worse, had stuff thrown at me...I can't ignore it anymore.

[braders292]

some of these posts are extremly long and ive only had 2 brief bullying moments and both had links to me as a baby =P. My first one was when i was in year 3 some kid kept climbing on the urinals and perved on me while i was in the toilet. He was a trouble maker. And when i was in year 7 some year 11 taken the mic out of me because of some random stuff i did when i was 2-3 and being childminded while my parents wwere at work.
Now i am just who i am some 13 year old that is freinds with most of the year.

[thegirl]

Well, through elementary school I only got bullied by girls and they never used violence, they just used their mouth. Rumours, backstabbing, and they would tell me face to face how ugly I am, how pathetic I am for believing that anyone likes me or that Im popular, stuff like that. Everytime I told the teacher she confronted them and they used their angel faced apologies, and my teacher was convinced that it was a misunderstanding, even after 3 years.
Here in Norway, High School starts in 8th grade, so when we got a new class some boys started bullying me. And they used both words and voilence. Once we had P.E, (im very thin, and people love to tell me, so I pretty much hate P.E) we were supposed to jump over a 8ft tall madrass thing, and the class was in different groups so the teacher went from group to group. I didn't want to jump over it because I was scared they would make fun of me if I did. Two boys in my class went like "Come on! we wont laugh, promise!" after 15 minutes of arguing, I decides to do it, I went to the locker room to get my shoes and ran towards the big thing. I managed to jump over it, but in the air I noticed that someone had removed the landing madrass, and I felt my body slam into the floor. The next thing I remember was laying on the floor and hearing someone laugh so hard they couldn't breath. My head hurt so bad as I was lying there, but I stood up, and walked towards the locker room door. When they saw me, they started laughing even harder.
I think thats one of the crulest things anyone has ever done to me.

[Kaius]

Bullying is probably what has made me who i am today, sometimes its a good thing, other times its a bad thing. Everything changed when i got to high school, it didn't take me long to realise the clichés that were set upon people. Nothing big really happened until i started year nine, they started mixing our classes and we were pushed way out of our comfort zones. Having lost people as the year just started i changed from a happy go lucky kid to someone that barely even spoken to people, even when given the chance. People soon noticed that and i began to become the person they loved to torment every day. Rumours went around, i was taken advantage of, my locker was graffiti. It only started to get worse when an ex girlfriend, who i'd realised had taken advantage of me had set a rumour around i had forced her into sex, when in fact i was, and still am a virgin. This lead to the physical torment, i was beaten up several times, and actually led to the point of being hospitalised after having stuck up for my younger sister. from starting to make a few tiny cuts at the start of the year for relief, to making deep slices wherever possible on my body just to stay alive through out the days. the attacks slowly turned back from physical to mental and verbal, using whatever they knew about me as weapons. I don't really want to go into what was said. I couldn't wait to leave, as soon as it came i was out of that school like a shot. Needless to say, the positive side of what i've learnt is that i've been there, i've felt it, i need to help the people that are where i was at one point. The negatives? Well, the physical, and the mental scars will not leave me, and have affected a lot of how i view things, and paranoia of certain things repeating again. i guess thats it.

[Harley Quinn]

Well I guess you could say I've got two stories about my bullying. I'll start with the first one..obviously.

Okay, so I was bullied all the way through primary school. Basically, *I was bullied for literally anything, even if it wasn't my fault. I guess that's the way life works sometimes. Anyways, I was bullied for being a tomboy (girls that do what guys do but are still girls) basically, I played with boys, football everything, now people didn't like this, especially the girls. They saw me as a traitor, just because I wasn't like them. This went on all the through till I was about 10 year 5 or 6 I believe, I was demmed the outcast, nothing majorly bad happened in primary..just that I broke my arm (girls fault). I was picked on for my handwriting, yeah stupid i know but bullies are stupid nowadays.

As for the second one well; Secondary school, now this is where shit got worse you could say. I go to an all girls school, now while that seems all great and larry and whatnot. But it was actually the worse thing ever. I'll get a convo out that I had with Aaron (Kaius) and I'll let you read that I suppose, it'll be long and I doubt you'll read it but whatever. I'm bi/gay, and in an all girls school..it ain't a good thing. I went through my whole year 9 being bullied at hated, because being in a girls school they all thought I'd hit on them, when in reality.. I wasn't going to. Whenever we have religious arguements about sexuality, it's always "siobhan would know, let's ask her". Hell even my my surname gets used as a gay bash "Gay-Han". Well, year 7 I basically ignored it, except for this one girl, I liked her all the way through to the end of year 9. Year 7 was the "I'm not exactly sure, this can't be me stage" Year 8 was when it all kinda began. French class (ew.) >.< we we're having a debate because we had a supply, topic was homosexuality, I avoided the subject like.. A lot, until one girl asked me about it personally. I was like "well, I guess you could call me curious.." well that was a mistake, she told everyone, but being in year 8 no one believed it. Then year 9 began; it was more obvious I liked the girl, people noticed, but I denied it. But I again, foolishly twards girl that I liked girls, it went around, rumors about me having sex with a girl, shit like that (I haven't). I'd get the "dyke" whispers in assembly, during football games and training, walking the halls, people talking about me, passing notes around. I found a note once in the summer ish. The note said "Siobhan the dyke, she should go die" I showed it to my HOY, she said she couldn't do anything about it because they didn't know who wrote it. It was this girl Whitney (the girl I told crush) shit went round that I "loved" her, which I didn't I was completly oblivious of it all. The girls form 9.2 hated me, she turned people against me, made people talk about me, I sat in form one day, crying my eyes out. Lydia, and Nora took my to the bathroom and cleaned me up, they were like "I know you're bi, what she's doing is wrong. I was in 9.4 (10.4 now) My form stuck with me. During that whole year I was taken out of lessons, asked what was wrong, I didn't say a word because in lesson I was about to kill myself, Andriana and Ciara stopped me. People never understood what it was like to be me at that moment in time. My teachers found out, the rumors got around that far, miss Nicolau, she knew from year 9 she's always supported me (bio teacher) Even now she checks up on me. It took me 2 years of fighting emotions off, to try and get people to shut up. Never worked, half the time I wish mum and dad knew, that way they'd know why I did things. But they'd not understand, sure my dad knows now, yeah, then he didn't understand, he blamed hormones. This girl, she gave me a note, I don't know her name but on it said - nope he's cool about it I suppose. The note it said " I know what you're going through, it's hard and one day you'll be free from those people that caused you pain for they are haters, I'm just like you " she was in year 10 from what I know at the time. It stopped for awhile after I told my HOY again, then year 9 sports day. The girl (Lala) asked me if I liked her, I said yeah. She said she's known but she didn't want to ruin anything and that I needed to back off, and hide it all. Now that I have been through all that shit, I've realised, things happen for a reason and if they didn't..hell who would I be? Sure I wish I didn't get the gay bashing and shit but I've moved on and things are looking up.

[derkderpderp]

when i was in year 2,a kid mixed some clear glue with my drink bottle,i was sick in school then i was pushed in my pool of sick by the kid when i was puking.

In year 5 i refused cigarettes from some 'friends',i was the school swot,the geek,the nerd,i ended up getting beaten up and called names for the rest of the year.
From year 7-9 i was left alone,i kept myself to myself.
Year 10,my home life was hectic,i began cutting,i was labelled emo.
Until the end of yr 11,i was frequently attacked,ive had people hold me down and cut me because im emo and theyre being nice,they recorded videos of it and showed it to my parents and they beat me for that,they beat up anyone who befriended me because i was 'the only asian devil worshipping emo' in the school.
My life sucked.
The most recent thing that happened was a few days ago,after an exam in college when i was walking home through a park,i was robbed of my phone and mp3 player,they were going to hit me with a branch but they ran when they saw those cops that walk around everywhere.

[Erika]

I never had friends when i was younger until a new girl moved to the school and decided to be 'friends' with me. I'd never had a friend so I thought that she was really nice, but she kept on kicking me and hitting me after a few weeks and she slammed my head into the bins a few times and she would steal stuff and put it in my bag or my tray and blame me for it. It carried on for about two years and I was constantly being beaten up. I told my parents and my teachers loads of times, and it wasn't like there was no proof because I was covered in bruises but none of them believed me and said that I was trying to get attention because she was such a lovely girl. On day when I was nine she put bluetack in my hair and rubbed it in (trust me, its worse than chewing gum) and so I had to have a massive chuck of my hair cut off to get it out, and she was kicking me under the tables so I finally hit her back and she told the teacher.
I was suspended for a week for bullying another student and I was made to stand in front of the whole class and apologise.

Another time when I was 11 I was on the bus and some older kids about 15 or 16 decided to steal my glasses and throw them out of the window and into them into the canal and my eyesight was so bad that it took me an hour longer than usual to walk home because I missed the bus stop as I couldn't see it which meant that I got lost, and then I couldn't find my way home because I couldn't recognise anything or read any of the signs.

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

Uh. in the 3rd grade i was obsessed with Pokemon with my lil bro and a boy named Tim looked at me and asked me to come over, he was in 4th bigger and nice at first. first few weeks we played cards, then he started pushing me, sticking his tongue out and pinching me. I ignored it, i didnt no what to do, but the one random day three younger boys came and he payed then each $20 to help beat me up.

They pinned me against the wall, grabbed my groin, pulled my hair, i had to wear a pony tail, did two indian burns on me at once, stuck my face in a water fountain, threw dirt and worms at me, spat at me, shoved me so i fell and then kicked me and laughed, threatened they would follow me home and kill me, didnt know it at the time but they swore at me and flipped me off. Um...what else?? They poked my chest, pulled my ears.

And then in class i was called mean names bcs of my middle and nickname, teased cause i was quiet and vonurable, shy, new, not "cool", even though cool back then meant being boring. Left out on group projects, glared at, girls whispered rumors infront of me on purpose, and the teachers never noticed parents never saw difference in me.

the left out in class lasted forever until i was homeschooled. Now im off school dealing with crap.

I learned make up tricks to hide bruises and hrut feelings


And i had make-up tricks to hide my bruises and hurt feelings

[Hopeless]

Since kindergarten I was never appreciated because I'm simply different than others. When I came to 1st grade everyone called me names and beated me up for NO reason I was always quiet in class an A student although a lot of people kept making fun of me 'til the 5th grade. Then it became worst I got beaten a lot more often and being called all sorts of names because of my appearence I was never liked by the teachers after because I changed , I changed cause of the bullying. I had my hair over my face so I didn't have to look at anyone, I started cutting myself, I started dressing in dark clothes at least tops because blood spots aren't seen very well on dark clothes. I started to be known as an "emo" and got bullied because of that. Friends are betraying me because one of them hates me a lot... The one that hates me, we used to be Best Friends.... Six years... It's over now. It's still like this I just can't stand it. I can only say bullying truly changed my life.

[chloe]

I haven't been bullied that much but the one that i remember vividly is when i was 13. A couple of 'friends' all of a sudden started chasing me and shouting that they would kill me and things. After a good run they managed to catch me and pin me to the ground. There they started kicking and slapping me and then forced me to eat leaves and mud.

Other one was i guess when i was 11,it wasn't bullying but just a prank. A few of my freinds spilled water under my seat and on my uniform. I didn't took much notice of it and continued to sit in the class. Then all of sudden, when the teacher came in, they went up to her and told that i have peed in the class. That was so embarrasing.

[The Redlight Bandit]

Never had serious bullying issues. I try not to take shit from anybody, it's not worth it.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

my experience with bullying was not as bad as some of the others but throughout middle school no one would really be my friend. the summer after 7th grade i was harassed the entire summer. i got calls from restricted numbers at all hours and i felt very unsafe. to this day i wont answer a restricted call. also, if i didnt answer theyd leave nasty messages, then when school started i was accused of harassing the girl who started this. this was not only one person, but alarge group of ppl who told the entire grade about it. i still get upset about this and i am going to be a jr in high school next year :(

[SneakBrain]

I never really get bullied but once when I was at the school someone open up my book bag and put a bunch of condoms there after that someone pretend that he saw it by mistake, I was like "no silly i have nothing like that in my book bag" and everyone one was like "open it up" i said okay because I though there is nothing there, but when i did open it everyone start laughing and pushing me and throwing stuff at me even the teacher smiled. in the last day in the school my brothers and i rocked the shit of that class we throw water balloons at them and some pussy boys was like "ahh my hair" but i took my revenge of that bitches

[walpoler93]

wow, i feel bad for all of you... and i feel even worse saying that ive never been bullied. dont worry im not a bully, im just to big for anyone to pick on.

[Insanity Fair]

My worst bullying story: This kid was annoying me and all in my face. He was 11 years old. I was 13. He thought he was so funny pretending to be some sort of animal/monster/thing. I told him to leave me alone and he made some sort of growling noise and tried to bite me. I was already pissed off about something else and some annoying 11 year old trying to bite me was not what I wanted. So I pushed him. He fell down and hit his face on the tile.

People gathered around us as his nose bled like a fountain. Getting blood all over the floor, his shirt, and his face of course. You'd think someone who was such a scary, ferocious, biting animal/monster/thing would be able to keep his composure. But no he howled and balled like a baby. Because I didn't show any guilt or remorse for what I had done they took it as if I was a bully hurting younger children for shits and giggles.

I was suspended for 2 weeks and even when I got back it took a while before kids would sit at the same lunch table with me. That is my worst bullying story. Different from yours however it is from the bully's perspective.

[Paladino]

I cant stand fuckin bullies, people have bullied me before when I was like 5 or 6 but I cant really remember it that much but I know it happened. I remember one time some dickhead tried to bully me and I punched him and burst his nose when I was like 8, it was good. But if someone tries to bully me I wont take it, if someone hits me Ill fight back. I cant stand bullies. I fuckin hate the bastards, they are fuckin cowards and they themselvs are the victims.

[HellHound]

I had an anti bully strategy. make friends from day 1 and in case it failed a pepper spray .

[Valheru]

My bullying that i dealt with didn't have a worst incident that I can name, I was an outcast and with my shy personality I was just an easy target for everyone to pick on. My first real friend was when I joined HS away from everyone that knew me. I kept to my self and was still targeted but a classmate pulled me into a group where I am accepted.

The incident that involved bullying that hurt me the most had to be one in 7th grade where I was the aggressor. I hate hurting people in any way and always tear myself up about it even if I had a good cause. At my school we have a program for those with special needs and we had a blind girl transfer in. There was this group of kids that liked to push people around and decided that even if she was blind she was still a good target. I keep myself form being affected by physical bullying (words hurt a lot worse) and as these kids weren't even classmates I could avoid them as the only times we could run across each other would be in the halyways during breaks. To protect the girl (I'll call her Rachel, though that is not her name) I woudl draw attention from the group to give her time to make her way out of their line of sight as for this group the phrase "out of sight, out of mind" was very accurate. One day I got delayed by a teacher wishing to speak to me after class and when I got out front and didn't see Rachel (It was afterschool) figured she had gotten a ride home already. Walking over to the area where I waited for my mom to come pick me up I noticed something off to the side and found this group pushing her around. While I may not have had friends, I knew a few people well enough that I could ask them to help her pick up her stuff and get back to the main office where the teacher could watch her and I walked off and confronted the bullies. I'm not phsycially violent, I have no need to be in most cases as I was one of the strongest people in my class, jsut walking up to them I intimidated them and conered them in one of those inside corners on the outside of the building. Didn't even ahve to touch them but had them so scard of me just by moving and blocking them from getting away so the others could help rachel that one of them wet themselves. Still feel horrible about it. I was left alone for the rest of middle school and the group never messed with Rachel again.

Standing up for yourself is probably the hardest thing to do. And I still don't stand up for myself in most cases prefering to just go with other people choices. While I never talked with Rachel myself and have no idea how she is doing since I left middle school I am proud for standing up for her, though I feel horrible about the effect I had on some of that group regardless of the reasons I had. While the delay might have had some problems, if I had taken the time to grab a teacher to deal with them (with the main office being just inside the building) These kids would not only have been punished, but the aftereffects of them being brought to the teachers attention would probably have prevented a lot of the bullying they did after that year even if they left me and her alone.

To this day that incident affects me and I am even more of a recluse then I was before.

[Azunite]

Well I have never been bullied but for those who get bullied I can give some advices.
1-If you think you are well in class, you have to be also well in a social activity.
2-Dont ever think lending them money or buy them something, it will make things worse.
Well ı thought I would write more things.. whatever
My friends used to bully a boy in my class who couldn't make "sh" sound because of his teeth structure.
Well if you get bullied once you will get bullied your entire life. We used to secretly push around high schoolers one by one when they bullied us as a group.
Oh and never, EVER call teachers

[welcome_to_chaos]

Gr. oh well for the past 8 months ive been being cyberbullyed by this girl i know. i cant block her cuz all she ends up doing is making another account. so im stuck w her. but shell message me sayin sorry and that ill never hear from her again but then the next week shell send me this long message saying how im scum and the bottom of shit and how i should just go rot etc. its gotten really bad and i cant do anything. :(

[Paladino]

When I was younger I stayed in this street with lots of other kids a few years older than me and they bullied me, everytime I went passed them they would shout stuff at me chase me around stuff like that. One time I got beaten up by one of them infront of lots of people it was really embarrassing. Another time they were throwing bricks and stuff and one of them hit me in the arm and my hand and arm was bleeding for ages another time this girl was drinking chocolate milk and she spat it on my leg it was horrible. As soon as I moved out of that street I didnt get bullied ever again after that but I hate bullies, if I could I would go back in time and beat the shit out of them all I hate them.

[Magenta]

A few years ago a friend got so mad at me, she threatened to commit suicide and say it was my fault she killed herself. She harassed me online and offline.

[demon angel]

hey that ant nothing compared to what happens to me every day

you see im cocasin←(spelling fail)im almost black but was born white
i had a bad school,kids kicked the **** outa each other for fun
so one day im walking home from school and i get attacked by a group of kids who go to my school

i ended up with 2 brocken arms broken nose 1 broken legs and a broken jaw

that dont happen every day though but i always walk home in a group now just a week ago i got my nose broke i got punched right in the nose
im afraid it happens any more ill have my nose deformed

[Suicune]

Well back in Elementary, life was just...unbearable. Day in and day out I'd be picked on for random reasons. I can't remember what happened to me really, since it's given me a coldhearted personality, so now I'm seen as the tormentor. When I'm not.

[phily08]

On May 28, 2009 i was jumped by a group of people after i broke up with their cousin.They continued to punch me and then one of them had a bat,but for some weird reason a senastion came over me (i guess i didnt want to die) and i punched the one that was sitting on me clear onto the ground,i grabbed the bat off of the one kid and swung like mad man.I knocked two of em out and another was bleeding out of their forehead.They ran off,and dragged the two k.oed kids.They tried to take me and my mom to court but the schools sacurity camera caught the whole thing.Before i was a wimp as you may say it,but ever since im a mean cold hearted pereson.i like it way better.

[Brittany123]

I was bullied all through school till I was homeschooled. It was so bad people told me I was worthless, and I should die. I couldn't walk down the street without someone screaming rude comments at me.

[Blaster]

My worst bullying experiences were in the 8th grade. I was bullied mainly because I was the youngest and weakest in my class. Almost all boys bullied me. They called me names, filled my backpack with trash and other stuff. There was a time when the bullies followed me back home from school and they would bully me physically and psychically through the whole way home. Because of the bullying I stopped talking to most people. I tryed the " dont pay attention '' way of making the bullies stop but that didn't work :( .
Now I'm 9th grade, still with the class that bullied me and the bullying hasn't stopped yet.

[Love.Hate]

Well I have been bullied before for so long, its hard to pin point the worst time.

I think times i have felt at my worst are when they did sneaky little things to get to me. Like leaving me out, taking my things, or once they nicked all my clothes and threw them over some random persons fence. so i had to go home from that sleepover in my p.js which was embarrassing seen as i had to walk home, it took me half an hour along main roads :( Or the time when they nicked my schoolbag off my and threw all of the tampons all over the playground. it was humiliating!

Also i had to wake up everyday looking forward to pretty much a day of torture. Kicking, hitting, "accidently" being tripped up all the time. Drawing on me in permanent markers, being spat at. Called horrible names. Constantly being told i should just "go die" and "nobody wanted me"

I just hated it all.

:(

[Immortal Love]

My worst one was when I was in the 7th grade, and this one boy in my class called me names constantly. It hurt me so much, that after time, thats when I started cutting. If he made a comment, I'd ask to go to the restroom, and I'd take my little razor and cut till I felt better, then I went back to class.

I also had considered suscide a few times it had gotton so bad.

[RAWWR]

my worst time was probably when a couple of boys in my year jumped on me and started whipping me and telling me to go faster, i was already cutting by this point, and i self harmed under the table in the next lesson, which they saw and shouted to the whole class.
thank god i've left school now..

[Dark_Hellfire]

Grade 9, a huge guy who disliked me due to me being "a totally weird freak" decided it would be funny to tease me and shit. He didn't take to kindly when I turned and walked away. He picked up a loose fence paling and hit me over the head. Mum was called and I was told I was a hassle for the school and told I am being expelled.

Needless to say mum wasn't to happy with that

[Deathwingo0o]

This is what worked for me. Find the strongest ppl and make connections. There are two type of peoples. The bullied, and the bully. It's up
to you who you want to be.

[Charleigh]

i have an autistic brother. last year he was 2, i remember my mum came to pick me up from school. im in 9th grade so the girls are so bitchy. i get on with boys more than i get on with girls. anyway, i was walking out of school, the cool group were standing by the gates. There is this REALLY slippery muddy patch, i was walking past (im friends with the "cool" group of boys) so the girls were trying to impress them :l anyway i was talking to johnny (apparently hes the most down to earth one that everyone wants :s) and Jessica (the cool girls "leader" sorta thing) stuck her foot out and at the sane time pushed me. i fell into the mud and everything. then jessica was like, oh let me help you up charlie, are you alright. johnny knew what she done but still he was like oh jessica your sweet and he walked off with her. the rest of the boys helped me up, but the girls were all laughing at me and stuff. then darell-jay walked me over to the car and was helping me wipe all the mud off my trousers and blazer. then i opend the car door to say hi to my 2 year old autistic brother, he cant speak he only screams, so i opend the door and kissed him and said ello, andhe started to scream (his way of communicating) then the girls came over and said hi. the next day i walked in and jessica started a rumour that i gave my brother a blowjob. this was like a year ago, but even now that still goes round. it hurts becasue they targeted my brother in a way. if they said i gave someone who wasnt related to me a blowjob, i wouldnt give a shit, but it was my brother.

EDIT>>
She dont pick on me anymore. I punched her up and she left the school.

[Awesome Sauce]

i have an autistic brother. last year he was 2, i remember my mum came to pick me up from school. im in 9th grade so the girls are so bitchy. i get on with boys more than i get on with girls. anyway, i was walking out of school, the cool group were standing by the gates. There is this REALLY slippery muddy patch, i was walking past (im friends with the "cool" group of boys) so the girls were trying to impress them :l anyway i was talking to johnny (apparently hes the most down to earth one that everyone wants :s) and Jessica (the cool girls "leader" sorta thing) stuck her foot out and at the sane time pushed me. i fell into the mud and everything. then jessica was like, oh let me help you up charlie, are you alright. johnny knew what she done but still he was like oh jessica your sweet and he walked off with her. the rest of the boys helped me up, but the girls were all laughing at me and stuff. then darell-jay walked me over to the car and was helping me wipe all the mud off my trousers and blazer. then i opend the car door to say hi to my 2 year old autistic brother, he cant speak he only screams, so i opend the door and kissed him and said ello, andhe started to scream (his way of communicating) then the girls came over and said hi. the next day i walked in and jessica started a rumour that i gave my brother a blowjob. this was like a year ago, but even now that still goes round. it hurts becasue they targeted my brother in a way. if they said i gave someone who wasnt related to me a blowjob, i wouldnt give a shit, but it was my brother. jessica still picks on me to this very day, and yes, it does still hurt.

Sounds like she's a bitch...

[Dark_Hellfire]

Sounds like she's a bitch...


Thats an understatement

[Charleigh]

Thats an understatement

lol. i dont hold things on people, its a mistake she made.

[beachbumchick]

lol. i dont hold things on people, its a mistake she made (one she still makes everyday) but karma can be a bitch x

That really sucks! I hope she has some big ass karma come her way lol

[CypherCore]

7th grade. A good 6 or 7 years ago. Verbally abused throughout the whole year. Last day before exams, got fed up with the constant abuse. I had this one kid in my class who really got it bad. Swearing at me whilst I'm walking past him, I quickly turned around and punched him right between the eyes. Fractured the bridge and sent him to the ER. I was suspended 4 times in that one year because I stood up for and defended myself.

11th grade (my final academic year). Physically and verbally abused mainly because of my weight. Had several large fights in school with lots of people. I used to come home bloodied and satisfied that I beat a few classmates. One day I was out with my friends at a bar/nightclub and I saw several of my favourite bullies there. Suffice to say, they were delighted to see me seeing as they drove a screwdriver deep into my right thigh. Had to go to the ER with it sticking out. I showed up at school a day or two later with the intent of severely hurting the culprit. I eventually did during after-school football (soccer) practice. Our P.E. teacher was away and several of my friends were expecting something bad to happen. Our football field was made of astroturf and there was an incomplete fence surrounding it. I picked a steel support up and smacked the culprit upside the head with it. Obviously a bad thing to do since you can kill someone that way, I didn't care. I gave him the beating of his life and I was spared by the police since my friends told them what was going on.

Mind you, I stand in at 6'4" and I'm no longer overweight. I was around 6'0" and I weighed in at 90kgs back in grade 11. I was well-built even though I considered myself overweight.

P.S. Don't fight back unless you're sure you can win. Violence isn't the answer, but it is sometimes required. A quick reminder, I am not a violent person anymore... although if someone provoked me long enough, there would be a problem. (In real life).

[Mrs.KermitTheFrogx]

I read these and im in tears ... litrally
you people are soooo strong i could never deal with anything like that
ive never been bullied so i guess ive never understood this before
ive seen people being bullied but ill just walk up and tell the person to back off and usually pull them away ... ive never seen things like this before ...
ive been in fight's and stuff but never like this ...
im sorry to all of you its inhumane tbh x

[LittleEpidemic]

Between the ages of 4 and 11 my life was made completley miserable by my school, when i started primary i had 1 friend the kind of friend that now, 10 years later we wud be like sisters and all that cheesy crap but me and her only got to be friends for 2 years because she moved to england. So then i had to try and find a new friend, it was then i discovered that this one girl lived next door to me, just round the corner a bit. Me and her became really good friends and everything was great until another girl decided to hate me. Id never done anything to her, i cant remember even speaking to her before but i had been off for 2 weeks with a chest infection and the girl who hated me and my friend became friends at this point. I came into school late on my first day back as i had to go to the doctor for a final check up, i came in at the middle of lunch and i found the two girls under this tree, i grabbed my friends hand and started spinning her around as we used to do and the girl who hated me grabbed me, shoved me against the trunk of the tree and whipped my arms with a branch, i had a few white marks at my wrist for a few weeks.
From then my friend picked and chose when she wanted to play with me, being nice one day and dropping me the next
The two of them managed to turn the whole class against me and so i had no friends from i was about 8 till i was 12
It wasnt so much physical although i remember one time i got a fat lip...
But it kind of wrecked me emotionally and now i get really paranoid about losing the friends i have now "/

[High]

In 7th grade this Freshman called me a faggot and randomly punched me..It was terrible. Cause I kicked the shit out of him afterwards and I got suspended! -.-

[restricted NA]

I was in middle school, constantly tortured verbally at school and home I had become a mute. Still to this day I am scared of everyone in my high school. It has become an obsession to not draw attention to myself. Kind of depressing I suppose.

[ErykaInspire.]

It was the summer right before my Sophomore year. I was standing in the parking lot of my school with a group of my friends. A baseball game had just finished and people were laughing and yelling for others. That was the very second before my entire world changed.

A guy I never seen before rode by me on his bike and caught my eye. He took my breath away right then and there. I wasn't expecting for him to look back at me, my face bright red. I turned to my friends and immediantly started gushing about it; "We made a connection!". Or.. so I had thought.

School started back up and I was glowing with confidence. I had just cut/dyed my hair, got a whole new wardrobe, and I felt confident that this year would be different. The very first day of school, I caught a glimpse of him. I tried to get a better glance but the hallways were far too packed.

I just HAD to get to know you.

After a brief encounter with him by the doors, I followed my friends advice and ran after you. You seemed shocked that I was talking to you, and I misinterpreted that as "Ew, no way". But you asked me to walk a block to the store with you- I couldn't resist! I felt like a whole new girl. Laughing and flirting like there was no tomorrow. You pointed your house out, right behind the store. I smiled and blurted "Can I have your number"? That night I called you, we sat up for hours. This went on for a few nights. Then, 11:08pm on a Saturday night, you called me up and asked me out. Without hesitation, of course I said "yes"!

I felt like that was the best decision of my life.

I felt alive and vulnerable but too happy to care. My friends started saying how they heard things about him from the local school he moved here from. Being as "in love" as I was, I didn't listen to them. We were dubbed "Class Couple" in less than two weeks.

We seemed perfect for each other.

Then, that day came. October 22nd, 2008. We were walking to school on the heavily wooded trail, like we've done every day since we first started talking. We were laughing and talking.. something about the future and how it's too far away. You gripped my hand a little too tight and stopped walking. I turned to ask you what was wrong, but stopped short.
The look in your eyes sent chills down my spine.

You shoved me so hard, I fell on my ass. The shock didn't wear off soon enough. You Forced yourself on me and I started to cry. I had no idea why you were doing this; things seemed so perfect. I tried pushing you away but a girl as small as me was no match for you. You ripped the button from it's bearing as you tore down my pants.

That's the last thing I allowed myself to remember.

We got to school. Everything was just white static. Like the noise in the background of old movies. I felt like everyone around me was going to touch me. I didn't want anybody to touch me. I put on a fake smile as my eyes burned with tears. He was still holding my hand. Why?

Why was he still holding my god damn hand!?

I couldn't take it. I told him I never wanted to see him again. Then, I did the only thing I could do. I cried, and I cut, and I lied. Nothing mattered anymore. Nobody. Nobody mattered to me. I didn't give a fuck. I didn't know how.

My friends then told on me. Counselors entered my life. I was a cutter once again. Shortly after the rape, word got around. Harsh rumors started: "She's easy", "She fucks every guy", "She had it coming". That made it worse. I spent my days hiding in stairwells and bathrooms. I went against authority and broke everything I could. Counselors couldn't help me. No one could.

The next three years would be a living hell.

I lost a lot of friends. I changed, several times. I went through several forms of depression before being diagnosed as a Manic Depressive. I didn't want this. I, myself, didn't want to be a psychopath. The type I used to be afraid of, none-the-less. I could change myself.

It wouldn't be easy, but I had to do it.

Then, I found VirtualTeen. People continued their sneer remarks, dirty looks, whispering and starting rumors. I continued walking out of class and being taken home early. But my grades went up. Little by little, they went from 15's to 70's. 70's to 85's. I even got a 90 in one class. I learned to console in people that were going through things just like I was. I learned to trust the people on VT. Little by little, the mutterings stopped. Everything stopped. After three months, it was as if people forgot about it completely.

Everyone, but me.


It's now three years later and that year still haunts me. I learned a lot, though. I found out who my true friends were, I learned that counselors can't do shit, I learned that without self-motivation... you're nothing. You have to fight to live your life the way you want to. I let people put me down over something they knew absolutely nothing about. They weren't there that day. They didn't understand. I don't even understand. I wish I knew what was going through his head. But, I don't. And I never will.

I think it's better that way.






This is only a brief story. I didn't go into full detail being as I'm on a school computer and having to switch windows so the librarian doesn't tell me to get off this site again.
Don't let people control your life. Shit happens, then it's over. After-effects? Sure, they suck. But..

Even the ocean calms after a hurricane.


A poem I posted about this event. (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=49997)

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

The worst experience for me was either in 3rd or 4th grade, there was two episodes. One was one boy pinning me against a wall, another boy giving me indian burns and another boy grabbing my groin. And then the wall boy pulled on my hair, and the arm boy punched me in the chest and the groin boy kicked me in the shin, well that wasnt the worst, that was just what they did on a daily basis.
The other one was recently remembered in a flashback, i was in a bathroom, dragged in by one of the boys and he slammed me up against the wall and grabbed my groin. I cant remember who did what, they all did different things, but he kept puling my arms and giving me indian burns and slamming me against the wall.
The Leader, a grade higher than the rest of us was Tim and he payed then 20 dollars each day, when they beat me up, to beat me up. I dont know where he got the money from, and i dont give a dam.
They would also give me two indian burns at once, i always kept my hair up to avoid being pulled at, wore long sleeves, and learned how to cover spots up with moms makeup.
Stupid boys......>:(

i forgot to type what they said...i guess theres a reason i didnt
Please do not double post, use the edit button- Fiction

[HeroesAndCons]

K-8th grade was hell
I was kicked in the shin by a 16 yearold barely could walk
i was asked to dance only the guy emotionally abused me
i was called a fatass all my life
i got abunch of emotional/verbal abuse
ect

[xbrionyx]

In primary school, I was bullied for being 'weird'. They thought I was weird because I talk loudly and about anything while at other times, I'm as quiet as a mouse. It used to really get to me. A rumour spread around that I was a bi sexual and this carried on for 2 years at primary school. I had a lot of good friends though so I managed to get through it and not comment on their remarks.

High school was when everything went wrong. First of all, I was liked by EVERYONE I came across. I was so happy. People then started to not like me because I tried hard and they used to call me a 'boff'. It did get to me a bit but I was not bothered really because once again, I had a good group of friends and quite a lot of friends. Once they saw how I barely reacted to their insults, they commented on how manly my voice is and started to try and imitate it. They done this every day to me. I used to go home crying. Things got worse though.

They stopped insulting my voice and went onto my appearance. This started in year 9. In french class, a cartoon dog came up on the white board and one of the boys next to me pointed and shouted 'HAHA ITS BRIONY' the whole class laughed, even the teacher. The teacher used to bully me as well. My fringe used to go over my eye so he used to call me a emo and tried to get everyone in my class to laugh at me. Anyway, they called me a dog for ages because of my round face. They used to bark at me and stuff. One day, it got increadbly bad though. One boy brought a leash into school and hooked it on me without me knowing. He pulled it with great force and I fell off my chair in the classroom. EVERYONE laughed at me, even my friends and the teacher blamed me and told me off for acting stupid and sent me out. I never felt so low.

Surprisingly, now I only get the odd stupid comment from them. My confidence has boosted up a lot and I feel much better about myself (:.

[Craig1995]

Guy called jack ripped a hole in the back of my jumper and hung me from the top of the iron railings in my primary skl at the beginning of lunch. No one gave a fuck till the teacher realised I wasn't back in class and someone told her I was dangling outside.

[biguy95]

Nobody bullys me. I fight in a cage and practice mma and boxing, so not many peole try to pick fights with me.

[Dipka]

urmm, Bullying, where to start?
Iv had/have 13 years of bullying behind me, and I expect another 2 will come.
This means i have had constant severe bullying throught my entire erucasion. Listing everything would be inpossible.
this has obvsly affected me, some ways bad some ways good these thing include
-loosing the ability to controle my limbs
-Self Harming (also caused by other problems)
-isolating myself
-Im now a voulenteer on a Anti Bullying website.

I am ALLWAYS more than happy to (and achally thoroughly enjoy) talk about all my experiences of bullying, positive and negative, and Im MORE than willing and wanting to help anyone experienceing bullying, PLEASE just ask me.

[Emiil]

I've never really been bullied but in like 4th grade there was a rumor I was gay.. after 1 month or so everything went back to normal so :).

[anonymous53]

Worst story- No, second worst. Yes

I had just moved towns, and I had went into class. At first no one payed me any mind.
After a few days they realized I was extremely scrawny for my age, so they began beating the crap out of me when teachers weren't looking two would hold me while one would beat me.

After a few months I thought I had made my first friend, but no. This was a ploy to get me out of school.
We hung out for the first time and he showed me around town.

I was having a great time laughing with my new "Friend" when he told me we were going to take a shortcut.

We headed through a thin path, which lead to a courtyard. When we got in there most of the other boys from the class stepped out and he locked the gate. They started hitting me, at first I fought back. They got me to the ground and all began kicking me. When they were done they left me there bleeding with broken ribs and a broken nose. A person managed to see me and called the police. From there I was stuck in the hospital for a few days.

[xDLOL]

I feel like bringing a little positivity to this thread, so I'll say a time I stood up for myself.

This kid was making fun of me and my friends (we're weird...) so I took the tray at lunch and threw it at him, so we got in a fight, and I got my friends to say he started it. He got expelled and I got off fine.

[Rayquaza]

i got beaten up in a school trip. Everyone in my year watched and I was humiliated throughout the entire school

[Rawrmuncher]

In 6th grade, I was bullied for the first half.

I was new to my town, I didn't know a soul. I got my schedual (sp?) and this jock next to me had all the same classs as me. I thought we could be friends. Boy, was I wrong.


I had gym 3rd period and my locker was, and still is, next to him. We all changed, but he laughed at me when I did. I wore tighty whities, I thought everyone did, but everyone wore boxers. He called me mean names and harassed me the rest of the day.

The next day, I got my first wedgie. When I was changing, he tackled me down, back on ground. He gave me a titty twister. I screamed. He had probably plannedit, he brought duct tape AND rope. Duct tape my mouth closed. He hung my underwear on a clothes hanger. I was, and still are, really short. I was about 4'3, I'm now 4'7. My feet were dangling, he gave me a hanging wedgie. I had cried for a while, those really hurt! He left me there all period and at the end, stole my pants. o_o

He did that 1 time every week, it SUCKED!

[Unknown.]

Damn it so sad stories, I have been bullyed but it has never been like that.

All the way through fifth grade I remember being teased by almost every one, I remember that I tried to hide from the people behind a small column, all of this made me fail almost every subject, I didn't have any friends in my grade and my grades were horrible, they called me a lot of things every one around me, my seat was in the front row in front of the teacher's seat and they never stepped in even though when I was crying, fortunately there were breaks where I used to hang out with the guys who played some role play with cards and i joined them. ´

I gained a lot of weight that year but i think most of it was from eating a lot and playing games 24/7

[Patti]

I was bullied in first school, he used to sit next to me and punch and nip my till I cried during class. The worst thing this guy did what carve a cross into my head with a sharp stone. Still have the scar.

[Jennifer's Ashes]

hey guys. i know everyone elses stories are much worse stories. i just need a vent. kay? good.

all through 5th grade i was bullied by the mean girls. the kind with straight blonde hair. i got a REALLY short haircut, it looked adorable. they all looked the same, and i wanted to set myself apart from them. i was a tomboy, i wore big t shirts jeans and converse. they decided that they didnt like that. they called me a man. they told me i looked like a boy. they used to push me out of the girls bathroom telling me i didnt belong in there. i hated them.

in the 7th grade my family moved to england. as soon as i got there they told me i wasnt hot enough. seriously. they expected an american beach blonde or whatever. instead they got scrawny, 5 foot 6 half irish half italian genevieve with the glasses. the girls talked about me behind my back. the guys taunted me. i walked into homeroom after a month long winter break and no one said a word to me.

thankfully, i grew out of that school this year and then i had to face english high school. now im stuck in an all girls boarding school with a bunch of asshole snobs. when i first got there i used my american accent; i can turn the english one on and off. the second i would open my mouth they would tell me they hated american accents and to stop doing it. after a while, i had no choice. i slipped into it. english at school, american at home. i felt trapped. i hated them and my life. once i had to do the reading in chapel at school and i used my own accent; i refuse to lie in gods house. afterwards, they were asking me why i had put on a posh american accent again. i guess i had gotten so good at faking they thought it was real. that was it, though. im done with them.

[hotlaboy]

Bullying is so wrong... so horrible... people that do that deserve to be shot....

[LifeisLife]

The worst I've ever been bullied was in the Christmas Break of 2009-2010. I was tagged on facebook as "the sad one" and I wondered why, seeing as that I only went to that school for 4 months and had always been the random and happy one. So i asked why they tagged me as that one, and they said it was because I was always either sad or sick. I had only been sick one day, on which people spread the rumour that I was so depressed I suicided. Anyways, then I got bullied all the vacation through facebook and when I got back, people acted like nothing ever happened and I talked to them about it but they just denied it. When I got home I had a lot of notifications from just that picture. I still have troubles with those people daily. All because of one rumour that happened. And guess by who that rumour was spread?! My "best friend".

that was my worst i guess..... (that I can remember because I have a horrible memory)

[restricted NA]

In middle school I experienced much verbal abuse. I used to hang out with all the popular girls, who i had crushes on. All the popular guys began to spread rumors that i was gay ( which isn't bad, but they were using it in a bad way) So everyone at school began to shut me out, I wanted all of this to stop, so i stopped hanging out with the popular girls. They saw it as abandonment so they hated me now. I had no friends for a whole year. All because of these boys who were jealous because i hung out with the girls they liked. Even after this verbal abuse it wouldn't stop. Boys would pretend to be my friend, but really they would talk behind my back. The only time it turned physical was after i was elected my classes Vice president, some boys were jealous once again and thought it would be funny to throw a glass bottle at my head. I didn't even look back at them, I just ran home, cried and told myself to forget it. So thats the end, im still affected by all this. I don't trust people well, im quiet and even scared of complete strangers that just look at me, i often can't make eye contact anymore.

[justmehere]

when i was in 1st grade,i went to daycare with a girl who was a 5th grader at the same school as me. so our daycare teacher made her my buddy. i had to stay with her until the daycare bus got there.
she would yell at me. knock stuff out of my hands and she would hit me if i didn't pick it up fast enough.
but a sixth grader who also went to the same daycare stood up for me when she saw what was going on.
that sixth grader,kayla,was like my big sister. :)

[Maeria]

I went to private school during elementary and was bullied a lot because I was really weird and had stuff going on outside of school.. Middle school was the worst because I've had things thrown at me, people called me names for no reason except I was exceptionally dorky, chubby, sort of unattractive and weird. I had my locker popped and all the stuff thrown into a toilet, and I just remember crying a lot. High school, bullying did happen, plus a crap load of stuff that contributed to my depression.

Sucks.

[RockstarRocks]

I just had little things. Name calling, One time spit balls spitted at me. One time at lunch I would eat in the bathroom just to avoid people at my lunch tabel it wasent bad just the way they joked. One time this boy was saying stuff so I just got so mad it blurrted out of my mouth. I yelled shut up before I beat u up then he said do it then. I just walked passed him to his class. His friends came over he told them what happend they looked with smirks on there faces. Other stuff has happend to me so much to even say. I am still tramatized to this day. There is one thing that happend I try to avoid talking about wont even say it on here.Happend by more than one person.

[CyanideGoodnight]

The worst, was one day in freshman year, I was really stressed out and everyone was already giving me trouble. The "ringleader" As I like to call her, decided it would be FUN to stick a pencil in the freak's neck, see the freak squirm a bit as a joke, not to hurt anyone (or so I like to assume). So, one day during English, she sticks a pencil in my neck. Luckally I was able to move before she penetrated skin, not that she did it with much force, but still. It caught me off gaurd and, due to me being already stressed, screamed and then something deep in my brain snapped and I started uncontrolably laughing for some reason I don't understand even now. The main reason WHY it was so bad was all the accumulated STRESS of that day in general, that event didn't help much.

Back in middle school, there were more rumors, so it was worse in that way, but freshman year was worse when it comes to name calling. Random names, such as demon child and "satan's daughter" and such. Here and there they would actually come up with something insulting, like the time they stole my chrutches when I sprained my ankle, (that was the second worst of it all), but rarely did the names hurt. Now they do the name calling more behind my back, and I've had no real incidents, so its more okay.

[Lethe]

I've always been bullied for being bigger and heavier than most other people. In 5th grade I was wider and taller than most of my classmates and I was ridiculed because of my size. In middle school I was still made fun of for that, but on top of that I was called ugly and manly. I still am today, and I'm going to be a senior in high school in August.

Since I've grown up with these people it's hard to experience anything different. They've always had these opinions of me and I can't escape them.

[RockstarRocks]

people say I look like a man. No one does anymore but I no people think it.

[Hershey's Kisses]

Worst bullying experience : In gym of sixth grade. My entire gym class yelled at me, called me names behind my back and to my face, scoffed when I wanted to be on their team and considered me garbage, which isn't really all that bad is it. The first day I was called a crack baby. No one even wanted me to breathe in their direction and I was as lonely as anything.

[houdeka]

Everyday of my freshman year in high school after I got off the school bus two kids older than me would be waiting to give me a beating. I put up with this every day until the last month of school. One day I finally had gotten sick of the bruises, cut lips, swollen eyes and I fought back for the first time and beat both of them until they couldn't walk. I actually wish I could go back and resolve the issue with an adult before I snapped, but honestly I couldn't take it any longer.

[RockstarRocks]

Yea I had stringy long hair and big eye brewls.
3 of my cuzins called me a hairy ape and stuff like that. At school on the bus this boy sat with me and said she looks like a man don't she his friend laughed a girl looked to see who they were talking about I just looked out the window tried to ignore it and act like I never cared.

[Andrewa]

I get bullied all the tme because of bedwetting and im short there was one day i was pooping in the bathroom and three guys opened the door on me and watched me poop . i actually used to be a bully i actually one day after school i creid up in my room and my big brother came and talked to me about it.

[Masked Nomad]

Bully is the worst part of anybodies school life, i never got bullied because i already showed them what happens if they do , i showed them that i was not weak and they stop and stepped away from me and being a computer hacker (facebook mostly) my other friends would request me to hack on another accounts, slowly i became the most popular in the school, i always help the weak from the strong because i can't stand to see someone picking on a small dude who hasn't done anything, this was when i was in high school

[RockstarRocks]

Thats nice. I remember sticking up for this kid that was getting picked on.

[Eagle63]

I am jewish, and this is a so-called "joke" that my friend told me (after i had asked him to stop with those jokes 5 times previous):

Why did Hitler crap his pants?
He saw the gas bill.

^ DISCLAIMER: NOT TO BE PREDJUDICED AND PUT THAT ON HERE. I ACTUALLY AM JEWISH. NO ONE SHOULD USE THAT JOKE, BUT THAT IS MY WORST INSTANCE OF BULLYING.

[PlayerX]

To tell you the truth up until now I have never been bullied and I never bully anyone. I am in 11th grade. Simply because in my community or culture its not common and anyone who does it gets beaten down by other people..

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

middle school was really bad for me, the worst of all actually. people would call me names and laugh at my face. one boy terrorized me for years... elementary school wasn't too great.

in high school, around halfway through sophmore year, i realized i didn't give a fuck. but that was also when i started smoking a shit-ton of pot (I don't anymore)

[JaredIsStupid]

they punched me until i creid

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Some of these stories are really terrible :( Any bullying is bad, but I must say, my experiences are probably nothing compared to a lot of people.

I'm not sure if I can really identify one incident as the "worst," but, I guess I just have more of a series of things that have happened over the years.

Throughout elementary school (and up through my other school years), I wasn't really "directly" bullied, but I was definitely a social outcast. I never had many friends, and people never really talked to me. People never liked having me in their group or as a partner, and would sometimes openly display their frustration about it. It didn't really help that I move around a lot, so I'd always be "the new girl" at these schools.

Grade 6 is when things started to escalate a bit more. There were always these few classmates of mine in particular who would frequently say nasty or crude things to me. I remember getting chased down the stairs and through hallways on my way to class. A few people threw spit wads at me during class, or would try playing pranks when I wasn't looking. In grade 7, it got more physical. There were a couple of times where I was tackled by my classmates, pushed around a little, and nearly got pulled down the stairs at one point by someone I didn't know. The social weirdness and verbal insults continued as well.

Grade 8 was basically the worst school year I've ever had. I was completely outcasted from my peers, and hated my life. That was the year I was most suicidal. People didn't talk to me, I was the "weird girl," and I always felt so stupid. School was bad, but "home" was worse. I hated having to wake up in the mornings, just so I could go to a school where nobody gave a crap about me, and go home afterward where tensions were even worse.

The next (and most recent) school year wasn't nearly as bad as those experiences. Not as many verbal insults or physical bullying. Still a lot of social stuff though, and I didn't really fit in with people; but I never do, so that was no different. I'll be going to a new school this year, and hopefully that means i can get a good fresh start. Hopefullly.

[kacibaybay]

theres a few.

once, when I was in 7th grade, there was a forward sent about me saying I had herpies and gonorrhea. It was sent to everyone, even people in high school, even to parents. Of course it wasn't true, but it still bothered me. Everyone laughed that I cried about it. Everyone thought I was over-reacting. I had no one.

One time in 8th grade in art class, My ex boyfriend would always say things to me but I didn't think much of it. One day his friend just totally started ragging on me out of nowhere. Saying how ugly I was and that I had an under bite and how no guy would ever like me. How I was a waste. I started crying and went to the counselor. after I left, everyone found out about it and made fun of me. No one cared that I was crying. no one.

[HeartCoreHannah]

This is going to be long, so sorry. I started getting picked on in the 6th grade. My first year of middle school. I was terrified. I went the first day. Was in the school for three hours, trying to find my classes and find familiar faces, I remember walking to my locker and an 8th grader walked by me and called me fat. I pretended like I didn't hear it and went on with my day. I went home and signed into Myspace. (yes, this was when Myspace was still used and cool) I seen where the same kid had commented on one of my friend's page saying he seen a "large load" and my friend responded with, "lol, should of pointed it out." I signed off and went to my room. That was the first time I had ever cut. I cut to the point I couldn't walk the next day to go to school. So I told my mom I had the flu. I missed the rest of the first week of my 6th grade year. 7Th grade, nothing really happened. 8th grade, I got kicked out for having pink hair and it was distracting people. My mom called the BOE and tried to fight it, but nothing happened. When I went back to school, I got called a freak and emo. All because I had dyed hair. 9th grade, my best friend had to quit school because he was gay and couldn't go anywhere in school without being told by all the rednecks they were going to kill him. I got called a fag hag and threatened as well. Half way through the year, I started being bullied by a teacher. Unbelievable, right? Wrong. She told me everyday how stupid I was and she wished she could personally request to have me taken out of her class. I told my mom and she went to the school and fought.. Nothing happened to the teacher, at all. Summer of me going into 10th grade, my best friend died. It was probably the worst thing that ever happened to me. It made having to go back to school that much harder. School started and the first couple of weeks were fine.. Then it all started again. The taunting. The being made fun of.. All the hate. I couldn't walk down the halls without being called; ugly, fat, cow, whore, disgusting, gross, disgrace, stupid, idiot, and laughed at, and being told to kill myself. Everyday after school I would go home and cut. Cut so deep I would pass out. The day Spring Break started a girl wrote on my Facebook wall calling me a whore and every other name in the book. After she started, 15 other kids did as well. My little brother was in the room and was behind me reading the entire thing. I didn't know, he went and got my mom. She came in and I was in tears. She took the computer from me and told everyone off. She messaged parents and that just made it that much worse. I told her I was going to kill myself, nobody liked me anyways. That was the first night I had a break down. She took me in her arms and tried to calm me down. It didn't work. Her words meant nothing to me. She messaged my friend Allison and told her I was going to kill myself, and she needed to get to my house like as soon as possible. She was there within ten minutes. I was still in tears, but I had calmed down alot. After she got there I went to bath. I cut the deepest I ever had that night. So deep, it scared me. I cut my arms, my legs, and my stomach. I didn't care who seen. I was tired of hiding everything. Keeping it all a secret. The next morning I went down stairs and my mom seen my arm, she cried so hard I felt like complete shit. That day she found out I had been being bullied and I had been cutting. I just didn't tell her. I was ashamed. I thought it was my fault. I took all the blame for other people's actions. I'm now going to therapy and am on medication. I'm on the track to recovery.. and I now realize there isn't a damn thing wrong with me. It's all those other people's fault. I don't pitty myself anymore. I pitty every single person that has ever made fun of me. Every person that makes fun of other people.. and every person that inflicts pain on someone else to make themselves feel better. I pitty you..and I honestly feel sorry for you, and I hope you get help.

[project_icarus]

So, your'e the bully then? If 'we' includes you.

Thank you post-columbine America. In this world, when a victim acts out, they are the ones who are punished.



I got suspended for nearly stabbing a bully. I had been bullied for... 6 years then.

[andrew_]

i hate bullies i ended up getting kicked out of my old school cuz i got bullied and i would start a fight the last year i was there i was in 12 fights sometimes bullies are really stupid and pick on someone bigger than them haha havent been picked on sence

[project_icarus]

I have a few, sorry if its a little long. Most of my bullying happened/happens at school.
I was bullied/picked on/excluded since kindergarten. It was mostly this annoying guy, who on my first day punched me right in the back. Around year 2, he started becoming friends with this other guy that has OCD. He was a complete idiot. Most of year 2/3 was just other kids excluding/socially bullying me. Around year 3 North - the guy with OCD sent me an email telling me to f*ck off. I never told anyone. The next few years it started to get worse, i was being kicked, punched or nudged (it seemed like) whenever they got a chance. Most of the people in my class would socially bully me, whereas a few of the people in my class would make threats and pick fights. In year 5, one of the guys had a knife and carried it around with him. He tried to pick a fight. I'm not the person to fight unless I have to (a coward most likely?). I found out and in a few days I had a knife as well (probably not the best idea). He was sitting next to me in class, and started poking me. A few people around us started to laugh. Then he started to kick me under the table. We got into a fight and I nearly stabbed him, I was suspended for a week. The principal said the next time anything happened I'd spend the rest of the year in his office (his usual threat to everybody) or I'd be kicked out. I started cutting ever since.

Another time the same guy just started calling me anything he could think of. I walked away and he was starting to get annoying. He was calling me stuff like a coward, and and I snapped, again. I punched him right across the face and got into a fight again. Not really much happened, after I got home I broke down, I started cutting my arm and hand.

For our school camp, we went to Albany in south Western Australia. The place was literally over 100 years old. I stood shoeless in the shower once, and after camp a few days I got back I was diagnosed with Osteoarthritis, Osteo Myelitis (i have no idea how to spell those weird diseases) and Cellulitis. I was told that I also have a high risk of Gangrene (cefalexan and some other medication cause it). I was in hospital for 3 weeks away from school, then it was holidays right after I was discharged so I didn't see my friend (he doesnt have a phone and he's not really allowed to use his home phone). 2 weeks, after the holidays I didn't get to catch up with my friend either. Another bully he was really getting to me. There wasn't really any physical stuff then, but a lot of social stuff. He was doing literally anything he could to keep me away from my best friend.

[ShadowGirl]

I never got physically bullied (thankfully). I was chubby when I was younger, so people called me fat and made fun of me all the time. Last year, a girl got mad at me because I dated someone she liked so she spread rumors that I forced my boyfriend to have sex with me. For about a month, everyone believed them. When I walked down the hallway, people would call me a slut and a dirty whore. Those are just two incidents that come to mind.

[project_icarus]

For me it was never one event. It was the atmosphereThe feeling that my very existence was abhorrent to them. That I was this terrible thing who didn't deserve human company.


You have said exactly what I am trying to say in my post

[hhhfiuashfosihdf]

I've never had any physical bullying , just very bad verbal bullying. I used to get called names, because I had glasses. Now i'm in year 10 at school in england. I havn't been called a name in ages (other than my friends calling me names , because its fun when its a joke) But I feel sorry for you. I Hope your not still getting bullied now

[MyRedHeadWorld]

I've never been badly bullied. worst I get would be emo, I use to get ugly, and fat, but I changed (skinnier&better looking) and now its emo chick. just proves you cant please people, so whats the point in changing xD

[kuuliluuk]

For me it was never one event. It was the atmosphere. There isn't one event I could point to. The feeling that my very existence was abhorrent to them. That I was this terrible thing who didn't deserve human company. Still feel that way some of the time. Hell, there are still people who make me feel that way.


Sith Lord puts it very right. For me grades 5-7 were exactly like that. Because of that I had very few friends at school, because nobody wanted even to talk with me. I had to keep distance from my classmates. I used to go to other school before 5 grade and there I was in a popular group, completely different situation. I wasn't a weak boy or of small stature. But in that new school I was alone. A newcomer. For some reason i wasn't welcomed. I tried to fight few times, but I couldn't fight against everybody, there were too many of them. But it helped little bit. Boys weaker than me avoided confrontation alone with me. They knew they had no chance alone. As there was such a bad atmosphere around me, my marks dropped from very good and good to satisfactory and unsatisfactory.
Due to that atmosphere all bad things were tested on me of course. Like throwing my schoolbag out of window or one particulary embarrasing case was when one of girls just hit me into balls to see how effective it is.

This is a past thing now. But I still notice that unconciously I tend to take submissive positions which again places me automatically to a lower rank. I have to work on that.

[Cybercode]

All my life I was bullied. But I'm writing a Trilogy about a teen's crisis through 10th grade and all the situations including bullying are based on me getting bullied.

[xDarkAngelx]

For me I was bullied at school in different ways but there's one that really stood out. It was roughly when I was in year 8 or 9(Not sure where that is in other countries) and I was stood outside a classroom with the rest of my group, waiting for the teacher. Can't remember why(Fun for him I assume) or how but the guy that was giving me a hard time in school got me by the back of my head and kept on trying to smack my head against the outside window. This seemed to go for what felt long time when, I dunno, instinct? maybe took over seeing as I would never do it in a normal state of mind, I smacked him in the face, this made him stop:) He was unhappy(Of course) got hold of my arm,said something about breaking it and then luckly the teacher came after that. Was shaking a fair amount after that incident.

[NotAfraid]

1. The first was last year, in seventh grade, when my mom called me stupid, a little s***, said I was an abusive, manipulative bratty teenager, and in the end, slapped me and pulled my hair because I lost a history paper. Ever since then, I haven't trusted my mom. This story may not seem like that big of a deal but it made me feel worthless. I'm not sure if this counts as bullying.:confused:

2. When I was in fourth grade, people requested on field trips and in class not to sit next to me. This is only the start of my tales from fourth and fifth grade and how I eventually ended up homeschooled, but this is not a pity party, and that is in the past. I could also use stronger language to describe these people, but since I dislike swearing I won't. :(

[NessieXx]

One time this guy I really hate kicked me in the ass, when I was just minding my own business walking down the hall. I refused to go to the class he was in that day. Also, him calling me a fat cow and making up hurtful scenario's and it hurt me. I'm very sensitive...

[Princesskay]

I think anyone who bullies REALLY NEEDS TO STOP NOW! Because, that really hurts people physically and mentally. It even can make people have emotional stress and can really make people wanna kill themselves. :( So this really needs to STOP!

AND THIS ALSO GOES FOR CYBER BULLYING TOO!!!.....ANY TYPE OF BULLYING!!!!

[Dark_Desires]

I was bullyed all thru primary school and it didnt helped i moved alot.Most times it was verbal but a few times it got physical i got a brick thrown at me hit my head but wasnt bad got my arm bit a few times.Got poked alot.In grade 5-6 i had a few bullys thay would try and get into fights with me that was when i started to harm myself and thinking about killing myself.At the end of year 6 this kid that was a brother of 1 of my bullys teased me then 1 day he came up to me and got in my face so i punched him in the face and almost nocked him out.Then year 7 my teacher bullyed me and would tease me hard to beleave i know.I would get poked in my ribs teased everyday which pushed me over the edge and i became violent and would really hurt myself and trash my room.And when i went to high school most of the bullys i hated came back so i left and now i have been home schooled since then but im going back next year.Sry for my story been so long i hope others dont have to go thru what i have

[steave]

I would have to say that all of my bullying experiences have been tormenting, and painful. I've grown up with it, even since my first day of school at age 4, I was excluded and bullied. It's really hard to nominate the worst incident, but I would have to say it was in April 2008. I was sitting in Science class, and our teacher was called out on an emergency. A bully came from behind, sneaked up behind me and hit me across the back of my head, rather forcefully, and it was recorded on a mobile phone, and then passed around. It destroyed me inside.

[JMEE]

The worst I probably had was in my Maths class when there was no teacher in the room and someone chucked a Glue stick, pair of scissors and a huge text book at my head. made me cry, not because it hurt but because of the fact that someone would want to try and inflict that much pain on me over literally nothing.
Sad life they lead eh?

[joetrip]

i honestly feel bad for all the people here that got harassed , they will pay.

[SinisterMystery]

Girls in my math class threw chewing gum at my hair causing it to get stuck and then it had to get cut out :/
My best friend turned everyone against me, needless to say I ended up with no friends and she is no longer my best friend at all.

[Victor]

My worst encounter would probably be when i was locked in a bathroom and a few group of boys shoved my head into a toilet bowl full of dirty water and slammed the toilet cover over my head. and still till this day, i get bullied about being gay...

[Simon.]

I have always felt different because I was a little bit chubbier than everyone else. Now im a crazed Bulimic and I dont give a fuck. ;)

[xDarkAngelx]

Girls in my math class threw chewing gum at my hair causing it to get stuck and then it had to get cut out :/


You've just reminded of when I was on the school bus and exactly the same thing happened, someone put chewing gum my hair and it ended up being cut out:(

[Cybercode]

Somebody random person came up to me at school the other day and this is how the conversation went:

"Hey, I'm just curious. Have you been in a relationship?
Me: "No, why?"
"I can tell just by the way you look. And you'll never have a relationship as long as you look like that."

I so wanted to commit suicide Friday because of that. It truly hurts.

[Aubrie]

I was never physically bullied, but emotionally online and in person.

The worst online...I received a message that said, "Go fucking die. You're a whore no one likes." (You see, no one knows the real story.)

The worst in person... My ex and I were in the school library. He knew that my ex before him had sexually assaulted me. He was pissed off at me for some reason and starts going on about the guy, saying things like, "Oh, so what happened at the football game with Chad? Oh, that's right...You fucked him in the back of the truck..." and starts laughing. I just sat at the table with my hand under my chin, so my hair would fall to the side and hide my tears. The boy sitting across from me just sort of stared in disbelief, and goes, "Dude, you're an asshole. Seriously, stop," but he wouldn't :\

[jaycee.broham]

one time when i was in the 7th grade, my teacher, Mrs Francia(filippinno) wouldnt let me go to a dance... because supposably i started hitting the back of my friend's head if he started it! he comes to sharpen his pencil and while i was next to him, he hits me (but im mexican so we do it all the time) well i start playing. but all thruought the period he starts getting mad, so he comes and hits me HARD! i return with an even harder smack. the teacher sees me and calls us both outside to the hall. i thought the both of us would be cool because it was a game. well she said she will have us sent to ISS(in-school suspension)! he comes out that i wouldnt leave him alone! THE BITCH HIT ME FIRST! so i start explaning that he hit me first. i was so despirate, i asked my classmates that he hit me first. they all agreed. we both got a referal. but the thing that pissed me off was she let him go to the dance, me...no, well i got into big trouble was when i yelled at her and calling her a racist tramp! the class got quiet. after that she sorta didnt pay attention to me. when it was time to let the kids go to the dance, the people that didnt buy a ticket had to be sent to another class on our team. i and 5 other kids went with my reading teacher. well she asked me why i was here so i told her everything, i even had some back up. we should have these kinds of teachers because when she had a conference, mrs franceia was with her. im guessing they had a "talk"

[Solvez18]

i had a gun pointed at me and got threatened..... recently.......

[Jordan1234]

I have never been bullied and bullied someone so, if u guys want to stop bullying you you should stand up against him. Break his nose or do somehin' i saw people bullying my friend and i get there and break them up

[xDarkAngelx]

I have never been bullied and bullied someone so, if u guys want to stop bullying you you should stand up against him. Break his nose or do somehin' i saw people bullying my friend and i get there and break them up

As always far easier said than done...

[transportphile]

I am not bullied bad beause I am a big person and I am feared by lots and people reckon I am the hardest person in school but when I went over to high school, me and one other person came over and I was in a different form to him and thus I was with people who I didnt know.

It all started in rugby when I got picked for the squad over someone and he got mad and had a go at me but left it after that.I didnt think much of it.
But then he moved himself into the squad claiming to be good only to pick on me a while later,he would pick on me because im brown,even though I am english, he would call me crap and all sorts of names , he would tell people rumors about me and i felt so isolated, once I walked past him and he called me a prick for no reason so I went up to him and grabbed him by the cuff and told him to fuck off and leave me alone otherwise I will punch you.

One rugby lesson we were in the sports hall doing stamina training and he kept 'getting pushed into me' and everytime we were sprinting opposite ways he would go and headbutt me or shoulderbarge me. He did it again and called me a paki so I absoloutley punched him so hard in the temple, it knocked his
4"4 frame off his feet and onto the floor and I just stood there smiling at him telling him that he should have left me alone.But everyone had stopped and was having a go at me and the teachers all came and took him to the medical room thinking he broe his skull and I told them everything , how he bullied me and all that sad loser did was said that he had nothing to do with me didnt even know who I was so I was put in isolation for two days.

He ignored me for the rest of the year but then about a month ago we went on a school trip where we stayed 4 days in wales doing rope activities and I was in his group so I told my self to just ignore him so I did. Then on one activity I checked my phone and he said lots of comments regarding my 'shitty plastic paki box of a phone' so I just said to him look my 'shitty plastic paki box of a phone' is my phone not yours so what is it to you. So he just told me that he is going to grass and tell me off for watching porn on my phone and it will get taken off me and i will cry. I told him that he cried when I hit him so he shut up after that. On the third day on the laser quest activity I shot him so he got pissed off and decided to hit me in the balls with his gun so I was a millimeter away from knocking him out with the butt of my gun and absoloutley screamed at him to fuck off right in front of her two year old son who she brought along and I was luckey not to ge tsent home after he claimed he didnt know me. The next activity he was messing around on a 4 foot high balance rope you had to hold 2 ropes to get across and he called me an autistic retard so I kicked the rope and he fell off, wacked his chin on the four inch thick steel rope and fell on the floor in a heap and everyone kicked my legs and knocked me to the floor, I didnt want to fight back. Luckily though the teachers wernt looking so I had my mate who is the teachers pet(lol) to tell the teachers it was an accident that saved me .
later on though in the shop while I was in that little minge gathered about 40 out of the 45 people on the trip to come and corner me in the shop and one of them threatend to hit me over the head with a hair comb, I just told them to fuck off pushed one of them into a wooden stall wich snapped and nearly impaled him and the others went to help him up and the shop assistant kicked them all out and told them off for breaking the stall (he he) so I hud round the corner and cried my eyes out(please dont laugh). Everyone went to the teacher and told them I had a knife and threatend them so the teachers searched my dorm and luggage and for a start realised that they were just trying to patronise me so they gave me an incident report and I wrote everything down and the other people just told a pack of lies so the teacher just told us to leave eachother alone and if anyone approached me there would be trouble. Now everyone leaves me alone now,I have mates who stick up for me.

I still havnt had justice yet but dont resort to violence at the start, only use it as a last resort,I got in serous trouble and nearly killed the person.

[kuuliluuk]

i had a gun pointed at me and got threatened..... recently.......

Was that gun loaded?
That is actually very serious crime already. If you could record this on video secretely, you have them by their balls.

[Terrell61309]

i was bullied how my haircut would be it will be all down like and balled man and they would slap the back of my head

and one time i was by myself and these high school kids came messing with me and i said leave me alone i tried 2 run but they tripped me up and they sit their laughing their buts off

finally this thing called and hornet its like a rubber band thing and they use paper 2 shoot people with it and they forced me 2 run and they trip me up and shoot me they shot me in my head making me cry but its all good cause i got they rumps back by telling that they were smoking paper :]

[Syntax]

Swing incident, happened when it was 2001. Deep cut in my chin and I had to be operated.

[Unique Physique]

I was bulled so often through secondary school that it's hard to really tell. I've had a few bad experiences, physically/verbally/psychologically.. like once in maths we had to borrow the Drama studio and before our teacher arrived, 2-3 kids in my class switched off the lights and attacked me. Another time during PE I tackled a girl for a football and accidentally tripped her up that she stood up and kicked me right in the stomach twice, hard. I've had rumours spread about me and had people refuse to sit next to me which made me really self-conscious about my hygiene even though it was done to purely take the piss.

I have never been bullied and bullied someone so, if u guys want to stop bullying you you should stand up against him. Break his nose or do somehin' i saw people bullying my friend and i get there and break them up
Yes, because getting arrested and cautioned/charged with Assault or similar will make matters so much better for the victim. Maybe in movies/books that works but in real-life sometimes standing up to bullies escalates your problems or creates new ones.

[Empty Spaces]

I've never been bullied, but my brother has, and I know how hard it is. He never did anything to cause it, he is shy and reticent, and It's really hard for me to see that he can't fit in. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I punched that kid. I know it wasn't the best way to solve that problem, but i tried so many times to talk to him and it was worthless.
You need to speak up, that's the only way you can stop it.

[logan fields]

i guess i get punished a lot for all kinds if stupid stuff but anyways i think the punishment i hate the nost is having the computer taken away for a week or two, Now that really sucks

[nany2201]

I've had rumours spread about me and had people refuse to sit next to me which made me really self-conscious about my hygiene even though it was done to purely take the piss.
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[Jimmy Page]

I have been bullied so much through the years that i can only remember two or three,the rest is just one big incident
But the worst bullying i have been through was after my bf killed himself and someone found out,people started using that and my sexuality against me
This caused me to become very depressed,start smoking and drinking alot,started cutting and made me suicidal
I remember one time in chemistry when the person sitting next to me started drawing with a red pen over his wrists while looking at me smiling,i ran to the closets and drunk a bunch of liquids.
Luckly none of them did any harm,but i got banned from the chemistry room,still is
But after some time people stopped,i didnt know why then but resently i got to know that my ex best friend had stood up for me and made people stop bullying me(hes one of the really popular guys)
After that i got my life turned around and now its alot better

[dark_soul777]

Around year 6, I was a pretty popular kid with my group of friends and stuff, I had been bullied a bit earlier in primary school but nothing to big. Anyway, around the end of year 6 we had a kind of convention with year 6 kids from other schools and I didn't know any of them but some of my friends did, and I got called fat (i'm not), gay (also not), and other shit. After that, at school I was ignored more and more by my "friends", then one day we had an orientation day at the secondary school, and the worst guy in the group Jordan (He was one of those acne ridden weedy kids who are real ass holes and only have friends because they buy shit for other people), started some rumors and shit about me. By this time, I was starting year 7 and I had no real friends at all, I still hung around with Jordan and some of my primary school "friends", because I didn't know anyone else. I was starting to get really depressed and I was developing a social phobia. In my class, there was also another kid Zach, who was and is as bad as Jordan. Everyone else in the class was an ass hole to me too but they were the worst. Zach was one of those really small but popular kids who have a few big friends so they can get away with anything. In his case they were two twins called Lee and Alex and another guy called Simon. I'm a big guy (almost 6 foot then), myself but once they realized I wouldn't fight back they really started on me. Every single day from the moment I got to school, people would either totally ignore me or bully me, mostly calling me gay, or a faggot and stuff. They'd also steal my stuff, blame me for stuff and sometimes hit me, but never too badly. Every time i'd get to upset and just walk off they'd let me stay like that for a while then Jordan would come up to me pretending to be really nice and ask me to come back. Partly because I wanted to believe I still had friends and partly because I was afraid to be alone, I'd make myself believe him and the cycle would start over. Another way Jordan bullied me was he'd call me every day after school and keep me on the phone for ages, I was to scared to hang up. He also used to come over to my house ALL the time just to act nice in front of my parents so they'd like him, then whenever they weren't watching he'd go back to hurting me however he could. I went on like this for months, all the time it was getting worse, This was the first time I started considering suicide, I actually almost did kill myself more times than I can remember. I also started hurting myself, I wasn't cutting yet, but I used to pull out my hair and punch myself. Then came one day which was probably the worst physical bullying I've ever had. It was First session and we had textiles, Jordan and his group bullied me the worst in textiles because it was the most boring class and bullying me was their favorite pastime.
In the textiles room, their was a kind of closet room out the back and I was out there doing something when Jordan came in and shut the door behind him. I was kneeling down when he came in and started teasing me and slapping me with a knitting needle. I was feeling extra depressed that day and when he said I was gay and fucked my Mum, I said that he was the only gay one in the room. I then went back to what I was doing thinking he'd leave. It was then that I felt him punch me as hard as hard as he could in the back of the head. Before I could get up, he grabbed me and smashed my face into the door frame, there's a chip in the solid wooden frame to this day.
After this I managed to get up, by now I had tears streaming down my face, but he just kept calling me a faggot and punching me in the face. I was to scared to fight back, even though I know I could have won. Eventually I tried to stop him, I put him in a headlock and eventually he seemed to calm down and I let go. I was wrong. He kept hitting me and I just curled up on the floor. Eventually he gave up and the teacher noticed and called the principal. He asked me to write everything down, but gave up after the fourth page. Everyone in the class pretended to be really nice (It lasted a whole 10 minutes), and when the the class ended they walked out with me. Another group of people, Zach, Alex Lee, Simon and there friends started following me and threatening me but I was confident the school would deal with them and Jordan. The next break Jordan came up to me and was really nice, and being the weak little fuck I am, I fell for it. He asked me to come with him to the principals office and say the fight was my fault. I did. Nobody found out, everyone forgot about it and life went on. To this day i've never told anyone any of this.
The year kept going much the same as it had before and I got more and more depressed/suicidal. I don't have time to go over the details but in year 8 I stopped hanging out with them and became a loner. I was still bullied and depressed but now I was lonely too. I met a girl Ebony, in debating. She was amazing and we became friends. We didn't share any classes and I was to afraid to hang out with her and her friends on breaks. I was and still am completely in love with her, but I didn't have the courage to ask her out. Year nine came and I was still a loner. I heard about an opportunity to go to a leadership school in the mountains for a term and I took it. Just before it, I tried cutting for the first time even though they were just really scratches. It was hard not seeing Ebony for that long and I spent the time trying to get over her. I failed. Those 9 weeks at Alpine School were the happiest of my life.
But everything good comes to an end, and Alpine was no exception. I went home, and left the 45 people i'd been living with for 9 weeks. They'd become like family to me. On the last day, I was the only one who didn't cry, I haven't been able to really cry since that day in year 7.
When I got back things got worse. I changed classes because I had no friends in my old one. Ebony was in my new one, but my social phobia and my depression made it really hard to talk to her, except on facebook. On facebok, we had the most meaningful amazing conversations. Eventually I got up the courage to ask her out via facebook (I know, pathetic right), she said no, she valued me too much as a friend and didn't want to lose that. I was devastated. I almost killed myself, if I had the means to, i'm confident I would have. I started barely eating, barely coming to school and I started cutting again, for real this time. Let me tell you, scars and 38 degree Australian summer days don't mix.
We stayed friends and I am still really close to her. I have three real friends. Ebony is one of them, although i'm to pathetic to really talk to her except on facebook and via text, I am still in love with her. Wirra, a guy who I share a couple of classes with. I sometimes hang out with and his friends at school, they're all a year older except him. And Karrin, a girl I talk to at the bus stop, shes weird but cool ;)
Mum and Dad finally (after 3 years), noticed how depressed I was and started sending me to a therapist. It really doesn't help, i'm still really depressed and often suicidal (I keep 46 aspirin and a razor blade in my bedside table). Ebony had a string of 3 boyfriends and break ups, never lasting more than a week, each one more of an ass hole than the one before (WHAT DO THEY HAVE THAT I DON'T!!!), each one nearly killing me. Today I found out shes stated another one and I got even more depressed.
Even though I have a couple of people I talk to, Ebonys the only one I have deep conversations with, and even she doesn't know how depressed I am or that I cut. I still feel so alone and I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.
All of this because of bullying and especially that one day in year 7.

Sorry for that huge and probably unreadable post, I don't know how my worst bullying experience turned into my life story. I just really had to get it of my chest.
If you've read this far thank you, it means a lot to me.

[DefianttotheEnd]

I used to be really bad, so I'll share what I did. Every day I think about this I want to run head first into a brick wall at full speed..

So I met my best friend in 7th grade, we were instantly friends, except I was a bad kid then for some reason (didn't care I guess). So I would like pull his hair and shit, and hide his stuff. And I just don't know why I did it. I loved him... I don't know what my fucking problem is. For most of that year he ended up hating me, so I started being a perfect little fucker in 8th grade, and he liked me, a lot.

Story that makes you wanna punch yourself with a happy ending. I miss him.

[fancy]

my worse on is that one day lots of kids were crouding around me in my locker room they were calling me a geek and nerd becuase i was playing a game on my laptop they shut it on my fingers then punched me right on the nose i still have a brocken nose i blacked out and then regain contrale of my self on the kid who punched me and he was pined to the floor
ps:i have adhd and so many more isues

[Really]

Uhm... I don't get bullied... I 'bully' other kids.

[xDarkAngelx]

Another that i've just recenty remembered is having a coin thrown at the back of my head.

[Mutibann]

My worst experience of bullying was in 6th grade. There were 11 other girls in my class and they all hated me. one day at recess they all jumped me right in front of the teacher who did absolutely nothing. They hit me, pulled my hair and called me names until recess was over. After that i skipped school alot and stopped going to recess.

[terminoob]

The only real time I've been bullied was in... second grade, I believe. I was the only kid in school with a Boston accent (and I wasn't even from Boston) and no one could really understand anything I was saying that ended in "ing", "r" or had an "er" in it. So one day as I get off the bus, a fourth grader gets up in front of me, grabs my wrist, and twists it as hard as he can. He tells me "Say mercy and I'll let you go", so I try my hardest to say it but due to a combination of me choking up from crying and my accent, I ultimately can't say it, so he and his friends begin laughing at me and kept repeating "What'd you say? 'Mehcy'? What's that supposed to mean?!" I think he finally let go a few seconds after I started crying, but I can't remember.

[Clown Fish]

In Hawai'i I encountered severe racism, and was severely bullied both physically and verbally. I'm white, and the natives were horrible...

[AmbaH55]

most of my life has been the three friends that fight and argue and i didnt know if i would have them from day to day. i would kinda concider myself a bully to an extent but also a victim. my gradeschool days with my three firends i was just a guilty as the other two when it came to our small fights and our tears but then i went into middleschool and the begining of high school and things were alot better. i had friends (not alot but enough) and there were alot of smiels shared and alot of love. but two years ago i transfered schools and thats when it started to get bad. there is a kid in my class that just gets a kick out of everybody's pain. some days its ok and i can put on a smile but other days i have to fake my way though it and just smile till i get home, then i can express my inner feelings through my guitar. the thing that really hurts the most is that when he makes fun of my boyfirend of 8 and a half months. sometimes i just dont know what to do...

[amscramhick]

In elementary school I dealt with bullies every day. I was the kid in school everybody picked on, even kids younger than me. It was like this third through fifth grade. The worst incident that is forever burned in my brain is my 11th birthday. I brought brownies to school for my class. My birthday is in January. As I was walking the mile home from school some boys from my class (one of which bullied me a LOT) were also walking the same direction and I remember having to run away using the brownie pan as protection as they threw huge chunks of ice at me. I remember having a bruise on my side from where a chunk of ice hit me for like two weeks.

[Stronger]

Throughout 7th grade I was bullied since my voice hadnt deepened and kids thought I was gay since it hadnt changed. They would all laugh and make me say stuff, I just tried my best to ignore them which seemed to work. By 8th grade it stopped. Delt with minor shit in 9th grade but by now I think they all finally grew up

[dayday103]

ivebeen bullied sinse fourth grade for being wierd or small.... cuz im like 14 but only 4 11 so the othef da some kid pushed mebinto a loker in the loker room and then he dix it agia.... i kept walkinf and he calls me a pussy then he bear hugs me from behing and tries fo throw me in a trash can.. i escaped and turned around and punched him in fhe faece... hes left me alone since then but his friends havent

[transportphile]

Uhm... I don't get bullied... I 'bully' other kids.

lovely :L

[Ace007]

I hate billys, I never really got billyed at school. But would stick up for my mates....

[Abyssal Echo]

after reading some of these posts my problems in Elem. were nothing.

When I was in 5th grade I had 2 problems.

1 from a bully that kept beating me a few friends up and of course taking our lunch money. this went on for months on our way to school. he would corner us one at a time so it really was 3 against 1. On a good note the 4 of us put our heads together and cornered the bully one day after school at the bike rack his so called friends ran off and left him then the 3 of us took turns kicking his ass while the other guy watched out for the principal.

2 was our teacher God I hated him what an SOB... I swear he got off watching us kid piss our pants.

Of course you had to raise your hand untill the teacher got around to asking what you wanted. Of course us dumb kids would always say "can I got to the bathroom" he standard comment was "I don't know if you can but you may"
usually by this time there was more than one that had to go, there was only one hall pass so again had to wait when the first kid was done it was back to raising your hand again and the senerio stated all over again. Thankfully I never pissed myself I did get a little wet a couple of times while I tried to tie it in a knot. but, I did see 2 boys and 3 girls cut loose and piss themselves tthat school year. plus he made a specticle out of them and made them sit in it for a while before sending them to the office.

[EmeraldAwesome]

A couple of months ago I was told to my face everyday that I was ugly, stupid, and worthless and that no one was going to want me because of it. It hurt everyday to hear them say that. Now that it has kinda blown over it has been like written on my heart and I feel that hurt everytime that I c them. I hate it. Because there is nothing that I can do about it anymore. I have been cutting for about 4-5 months nothing major but I do because now I feel like I'm just punishing myself and I don't know how to stop it

[Static--b0nes]

One day in elementary school some of the 'mean girls' told me I was fat and fat girls need to starve themselves so they can be beautiful. She made me throw up my lunch I just ate, she didn't know about the abuse I already went threw at home daily and the messed up thing is she weighted probably 15 more pounds then me. I was only ten years old, I went to school that day a child and came home with the start to my eating disorder. I hate those girls but I the same time I'm thankful how messed up is that...

[talktome]

yeahhh

[Mortal Coil]

my worst incident was the time when someone poured water on my head. This doesn't sound so bad, except that they did it because I wear hearing aids and the water could have wet them and a) cost my parents thousands of dollars either repairing or replacing them or b) killed me with an electric shock. The person knew all this and even now I know her as that girl who tried to kill me.

[DaylightDusk]

Well there was this kid in 9th grade that thought itd be cool to punch me all the time to get attention from the whores in class. Im not a violent person at all and refrain from it. So one day the fucker comes running up to me so he can hit me super hard as we are going to lunch... My reactions took over me and i turned around and hit him super fucking hard in the mouth. He hit the ground so i took off to lunch. Never had a problem since, everyone at my school thinks im a crazy white kid. :D

[Princess Ariel]

I've been bullied my whole entire life. Even now. I think the worst is this year.

On a daily basis, I'm thrown around the lockers, You can NEVER find me after school. As soon as the bell rings, I run out so that they don't follow me..

I'm not even accepted their by several of my so called 'friends' and teachers.

It pain's me deeply.. I always help the kids getting bullied, but it's never reciprocal.

[Sleepwalking]

I was bullied alot by girls, which sorta fuels the fire, but I'm a sensitive person, and the names they called me hurt be deeply. I've never been "beat-up", but have been pushed around. Its true what they say. Girls can be b*tches if they want to.

[Quercus]

I girl wrote a list of people she wanted to kill, and i was the number one person on the list... mind you i dont think i even ever talked to this girl! My science teacher found the note, i was sent to the office along with 2 other kids... she was taken away by the cops and suspended.

[chris4827]

i've read some of these stories and mine seem downright mild in comparison. anyway i think that the worst bullying incident i've had was when the "taser" thing was al the rage and i'd get "tasered" so hard that i'd have bruises on my stomach and chest. this went on for about a year before that batch of kids went on too highschool

[Jupiter]

get made fun of everyday for not dressing like "a man"

[StephensCrafts]

When I was in kindergarten, I was bullied really badly in the school.
Everyone in my class would throw rocks at me, punch me and beat me.
One of the girls in my class would choke me during recess, until I was begging her to stop.
Most of the kids would bully me because I don't have a Dad.
When my mother would tell the principal, the principal would say, " Thats a fun game we play it at home.
I went to another school after that, and they still bullied me.
I've never been to a place where I wasn't bullied.
After I went to the second school, I was pulled out of school, and started to be home schooled.
When I went to a home school class, they all bullied me except one girl.

I wish I was never bullied

[WritingAuthor]

In year five I had my worst time. There was these two or three kids that would call me gay or call me a cu*t they would hit me in the belly or what the teachers would call below the wasit but all that being called a Nerd just because I had glasses was worse it continued though year six and I started to zone off and lose friends and confidence. In year seven it stopped apart from one of the people still name call but I lost so much confidence I cant even ask or answer a question in class or even sign up for an intrest group or club. I hate bullies.

[Auzzie 94]

I was bullied alot by girls, which sorta fuels the fire, but I'm a sensitive person, and the names they called me hurt be deeply. I've never been "beat-up", but have been pushed around. Its true what they say. Girls can be b*tches if they want to.

I haven't been beat up but during high school I was wanted by soooo many people because I stood up for myself, my friends and other kids. I had one guy bring a knife to school with the intent of stabbing me, he wanted to stab me because his friend thought it was okay to push me around and punch me (in the face) and his friend got a suprise when I belted him back for hitting me.. he didn't think I would do it, but I did, the look on his face was priceless. Then the next day was when his friend came to school with a machette looking for me, but never found me. I had low grade acid thrown in my face in Science class (it wasn't harmful, it was diluted with water and would only be harmful if it got into my system via bloodstream or swallowing or something)... reason I got acid thrown at me was because some kid shoulder barged me and I said "What was that for?" and he said "Did you just talk to me c*nt?" I said "Language mate, yeah I did, why'd you barge into me for?" and he threw the acid at me from a beaker... I headbutted him and he got 2 week suspension I only got 4 days. I've had worse but I really cannot be bothered to talk about it

[monkeydo]

Well I guess my worst was when I was 12 and a much older guy picked me up and slammed me against the wall and threw me onto the floor cracking my head open. He was about 18 I think. But at least after I got stitches and stuff he actually kind of apologised and sort of looked out for me after that coz he felt bad I think. That actually wasn't as bad as most of the verbal bullying from my own peers though. Its better now that I've started standing up for myself but I think stuff that people have said before still kinda hurts.

[crzy15]

When my brother was younger he was a small kid, skinny and such. I remember coming off the bus and seeing these kids from the highchool pushing him around, spinning him with his backpack, tossing rocks at him, and just tormenting him for absolutly no reason. He was sooo much smaller then they were i couldnt understand the thrill they were getting. I ran over there as fast as i could ,, grabed a piece of metal pipe off the ground and swung like i was on the baseball team.. I hit 3 of them really hard,, of course the cops got involved. but to this day no one messes with ME or my brother. i think bullys are disgusting people and i dont feel bad for the 3 kids i hurt. not the least bit.

[Bath]

Probably being gossiped about in middle school. Horrible rumors spread about me and when I think back, I didn't do anything, I was just this quiet dorky overweight kid who never got in anybody's way. They said I wasn't a virgin, had tons of boys/girls that I pay to fuck, that I was a lesbian (and I am but it's just the horrible negative connotation and the way they spoke about it that bugged me), that I ate my own blood, that I gave myself an abortion.

I never fucking did anything wtf.

[muffin with a knife]

I was bullied for almost all middle school. It was horrible. I still think that if I speak my mind someone is going to beat me or something.
One of the worst things the bullies did was breaking my skull. School just ended and I was almost out of the schoolyard. My school had an iron ladder on the side of the gym. And when I walked past that ladder someone came running and pushed me in the sharp end of the staircase. Needless to say I had to get stitches and it still hurts whenever the temperature changes drastically.
There are many other stories like this one. Middle school was a traumatic experience for me.

[Caver]

These people creeped behind me and opened my bag where there was tampons in and put them on the ground :/ pathetic people.

[RubyCube]

my worst time being bullied was today, last night a whole lot of girls found a blog i bitched about them on, it wasnt even bed stuff it was so pathetic and the insults were so stupid... anyway i came to school this morning to find half the girls in my year shouting abuse at me and death staring me, i couldnt go to my locker because they waited for me there, i skipped 2 classes because i was terrified of going in.... the nicest people threatened me and gave me the dirtiest looks... i guess i deserved it but it was alot to handle by myself and i feel physically sick thinking about it, i actually cant go back to school tomorrow.... :l

[lildudeinFL]

i was sitting at the bench infront of the lockers and saw that someone was standing right infront of me. when i looked up, this senior was right infront of me and grabbed my head and pinned my face on his crotch!

[WickedWeekend]

I got a lot of emotional bullying at public school, being called fat and a crybaby. In Junior High, I got a lot of shit for hiding under a desk during a storm in 2nd Grade. I'm a big guy, but people just didn't care.

The most embarrassing bullying would be on frozen concrete with everyone watching. This dumb straight F student would hit me, I'd get knocked down or slip, he'd help me back up, repeat. It was my most humiliating experience.

Actually, the most humiliating would be being pantsed during basketball practice (out doing drills) while wearing white underwear, during a boner. The kids who did got yelled at, but they are actually pretty cool guys. I guess they were fooling around, and just went too far. What actually surprises me is that this last one was at a Christian School.

[Leatherneck]

I live in a bit of a poor neighborhood with a bunch of derilicts who think their thugs. Most of them are tall, but on average not a whole lot of muscular kids. I've always been a short guy, at beginning of my freshman year i was only 5'3". I was the shortest kid on the wrestling team, but i was muscular. I weighed 130lbs. Kids started picking on me and calling me short. One tall fat kid named Mitch felt a little too brave and pushed me into the wall during lunch, and i just filled with rage. I pushed off the wall and punched him in the face. His lip was bleeding and he got angry, so he threw a wide ass punch at me that i ducked under. I did a double leg take down (wrestling move) and got on top of him and beat his face in. Needless to say kids don't call me short anymore, but the hard to believe thing is that i got suspended for the fight, and Mitch was let off the hook compeltely. Fuck public schools.

I posted this hoping that it would inspire other kids with bullying problems to do something about it, and not wait for the teachers to solve their problems. The teachers at all the schools i've been too have done nothing to stop bullying.
It's all on you guys.

[Recreated]

Someone kicked me in the balls and then slapped me, calling me a homosexual Muslim, and that really hurts, since a lot of my friends are homo and Muslims. In response, I used a tang soo do move that nearly killed him (back wheel kick to the head, they said about three more pounds of force and I would have snapped his neck in two) and I got off saying it was self defense.

[Desuetude]

Most of my bullying has been verbal, bullies dont last long in my school with physical so they stick with words.
So the worst physical bullying would have to be my dads ex girlfriends son. I was about 10 or so and because he was older (about 15/16) i would look up to him. One day I was sitting on the top step and pushes me over so im laying on my back and stand with all his weight on my chest (bearing in mind he's a rubgy player and weighed about 12 stone against my then 5) for about a minute. Well, eventually he got off and went back to his room but it took me a long while to get back up off the floor. I told my Dad and he didn't really believe the severity so nothing was done.

Worst emotional bullying would be during year 3 (age 7/8) I had two girls that would constantly pick on me. All my friends from infant school ditched me, i remember dreading going to school and ended up spending all my time in the library until the bell went and i would wait until everyone had lined up on the playground until i went to join at the end. The made my life hell for that year until I moved school and it took me so long to trust again. Headteacher speaking to them did nothing, they were racist, kicked things at me, got the upper years to jeer at me, made fun of my inteligence. Yeah, all round bad year at the start of juniors.

[Christheman]

My worst experience was when i was at my cross country banquet and one of my croos country members boyfriends from college came over and kept telling me i looked like a fourth grader and that i was short and small. i went out side and the pouring rain and cryed so long.

[bigjohnson]

I have never been really bullied sorry?

[kai99]

never had one, sorry

[BassSwagg]

My brother beats me up and tells me im worthless and stupid and ugly and fat everyday and we share a room, theres not way to get away from it

[maisielea]

Just recently, a group of girls hassled me. every time i walked past them at school they would shout stuff to me. they would ring me up, abusing me, saying that i should kill myself, that i wasnt worth anything and that i should be dead. so i stuck up for myself, saw the main culprit at school, i walked up to her. she didnt bite, she just left. but they still give me the abuse, but ive learnt to ignore them, and that i am better than them.

[alex4nder]

Got bullied mercilessly when i started high school.

Name calling, physical violence, you name it.. it all happened and eventually got bad enough that i ended dreading going to school and even skipped some days, causing my grades to suffer.

Teachers did their best to ignore everything of course, turning a blind eye to the abuse i and few other kids were suffering during classes.

We eventually ended up moving (not due to the bullying), so that ended the physical abuse.. still got called names and such in the new school but i learned to ignore it and in time it thankfully stopped.

[Pinapple]

When I was in year 7, everyone used to tease me for being clever.. One day, I lost it with the girl who bullied me most and told her to piss off. Then on the way out of the lesson, she tried to push me down the stairs from the second floor, and into a wall.

[double r]

I get picked in my math class with all high school students, my teacher tries to tell me to go with him to talk to the head of the school but i don't because afraid of them betting me up again by the locker, in the gym, and in the bathroom. But I was able to kinda stop it after i beat them up and every body is afraid of me now do to my toughness( not to sound arrogant)

Guys! Don't be afraid to defend yourself even if it means to get in trouble.

I feel your pain

I feel your pain guys

[Lifeguard]

Yea bullying is the worst type of abuse out there! I've watched all these movies about bullying and I went a started a club at my school which tries to beat bullying!

[LitBlackRose]

Yeah well I'm not really bullied now as I was n elementary I think the worst time was n the 4 the grade, there was always this boy that had been torturin me before, every day he would call me names beat me up and get his friends to as well. I didnt really have friends since I didn't like to really talk to anyone do no one would help me. I was also the class nerd that was really quite and would cry very very easily. Everyone would laugh at me for that at least the teachers gav somewhat of a dam n helped me sometimes. So when it was the summer of the fifth grade I was tired of being bullied so I went over to him and beat the shit outta him I was a strong person but didn't really lik to fight but he pushed it n so I never saw him again and I started to open up more n have lots of really cool true friends n I like to help kids that r bullied for no dam reason I'm still bullied by some but they to scared of me to face me at all, they call me emo n suicidal n worthless n all that crap yet they the ones getting prego at the age of 14 and r sluts and fail while I'm the honer student at the school with true friends

[xChrisVx]

Yeah I was bullied when I was younger. This climaxed in an event which took place when I was 13.

It was a Tuesday lunchtime and I was about to go out to a primary school to deliver a transition talk. All is going well. Then I spot a couple of my friends and go over to speak to them. They are with someone who I don't get on with. He gets up from a bench in the social area, so naturally, thinking he is done with it, I sit down. Next thing, he starts to try to shove me off the bench, however I don't move. He then takes a run up and I think to myself, if I don't move, I'm gonna get hurt. So I move at the last second and the guy bundles himself over the bench. The whole social area erupts in laughter at him. This guy has a very short fuse so he is raging at me. He shouts

"I'm gonna kill you"

He then pushed me with tremendous force and I fall over and crack my head on the corner of the bench. There is blood everywhere but at the time, I thought I had only bumped my head. Then my hand began to feel hot and it was covered in bright red blood. That was the scariest part. I then had to go to hospital and spent 4 hours in A&E. Luckily, I only has to get glue put in my head, but I very nearly needed stitches

[MetalRocker95]

I used to go to a boarding school when I was 14, and someone had the bright idea of putting me in a room with a 16 year old guy as a mentor.

Eventually, I found out he was bi and he hazed me into my first sexual experience. As well as many others.

[Truth]

Yeah I was bullied when I was younger. This climaxed in an event which took place when I was 13.

It was a Tuesday lunchtime and I was about to go out to a primary school to deliver a transition talk. All is going well. Then I spot a couple of my friends and go over to speak to them. They are with someone who I don't get on with. He gets up from a bench in the social area, so naturally, thinking he is done with it, I sit down. Next thing, he starts to try to shove me off the bench, however I don't move. He then takes a run up and I think to myself, if I don't move, I'm gonna get hurt. So I move at the last second and the guy bundles himself over the bench. The whole social area erupts in laughter at him. This guy has a very short fuse so he is raging at me. He shouts

"I'm gonna kill you"

He then pushed me with tremendous force and I fall over and crack my head on the corner of the bench. There is blood everywhere but at the time, I thought I had only bumped my head. Then my hand began to feel hot and it was covered in bright red blood. That was the scariest part. I then had to go to hospital and spent 4 hours in A&E. Luckily, I only has to get glue put in my head, but I very nearly needed stitches And he wasn't punished? He cracked your skull but he got off freely?

[Jean Poutine]

One time the dude I was sharing a locker with in grade 9 wanked in my gym shorts. I thought it was snot at the time, which is equally disgusting, mind you.

He was this tall but scrawny little fucker who thought he was hot shit because he always had this huge guy with him. I wanted to murder him but this failure would always hang out with that other cunt so no retribution for me.

I still dream of breaking his arms and making him eat his radii broken end first. Bullies are bad, but little terrified assholes covering up with others because they aren't even man enough to live to the consequences of pissing people off are even worse. What a pathetic waste of human space, both the prick and his gorilla. I hope they're dead.

[RazorTourniquet]

When I was 3 or 4 my parents sent me to kindergarden for the first time. One day a bigger boy than me came up to me and hit me.I screamed but he kept on beating me. After several hits I went unconscious. Teachers done nothing about it. My mother saved me when she came. Since then a lot of schoolmates had bullied me. Luckily, now I'm not bullied anymore.

[xChrisVx]

And he wasn't punished? He cracked your skull but he got off freely?

Thanks for prompting me :D

Yes he was punished. To begin with, he was excluded from school for 3 days (a pathetic amount of time) and then the big ones started.

The next day, a police officer visited my house and took a statement from me. He then asked me if I would like to press charges. Obviously, I said yes. I was also referred to victim support. I thought I didn't need counselling but there we go. The case was referred to the children's reporter. I feel that it isn't appropriate to discuss what the reporter said on this website. My case also went to CICA (Criminal Injuries Compensation Agency). I put in a claim and received a healthy amount of compensation from the government.

This boy is still at my school however, he knows if he lays a hand on me again, the shit will hit the fan.

[Noxail]

I was bullied all through sixth grade, and as an 11 year old girl, it broke my heart. I have sevre self-image issues that I cannot resolve, and their getting worse, I'm afriad to walk through my own school, even when I know no one is going to hurt me, and the sad thing is, the kid was half my size. If I had been a little meaner, I could've flicked him in the forehead and knocked him out :rolleyes: Sadly, I was a timid thing then. :lol:

[Fractured Silhouette]

Well, fuck it. I don't really feel like opening up about this stuff. But maybe I'll feel better. For every year of high school I was bullied. It only stopped this year, because everyone's too busy to bother with me anymore. Every student in my year segregated me from there group. To the point were I created imaginary friends to get through the day. My goodness that sounds so sad. I was beaten up by kids younger than me. I was even found online were I was tortured with insults and messages. When I was sent to a counciller, they said I had to change, that it was me who was the problem. Yea, just stopped going to those.

Now, I have the personality of a jumpy squirrel.

Edit: Decided to drop this in. I had a friend who was picked on worse than me at first. After a class together we walked out and they surrounded him and kept pushing and insulting him. I just stood there, unsure what to do. Then he had a breakdown and started trying to attack everyone. The teachers took him away with tears in his eyes. That scared the shit out of me. He went to another school afterwards, I hope he's happier there.

[Carolyn]

I didn't really want to talk about this, but after reading some of your stories, I guess I'll add my own here...

Two years ago, I was cornered in school by 4 older guys... They had always looked at me in a creepy way, and maybe I just imagine that, maybe not, but I always tried to avoid them regardless...

They assaulted me sexually and really just hurt me :( I don't want to go into details, or talk about any specifics. They didn't rape me. But it left me Broken. I never really told anyone and I'm glad they are gone. I hope I never see them again. Only Gabe, my current boyfriend knows, and it's because he saw them grab me and eventually found me crying, in a pretty compromised position... and threatened to tell if they didnt leave me alone.

[SwaggerIsBack]

I've been bullied all my life, all from primary school to where I am in high scho now. I'm primary school I was trashed because of my last name and Nationality, the food I liked to et t lunch and the friends I had, I had no male friends ( im a guy) because they al hated me and didn't want to be seen next to me. This kept up for 3 years, all alone with no one. Then I found some friends that were girls. I thought I made friends, but later that year I found out tht try we're bitching about me behind my back too. God! And I thought they were my friends, they were hit like everyone else! I made 2 friends in the fifth grade. That we're actually decent, but everyone else still makes fun of me. This is still happening today, I'm smart, so they all me a need, I have middle eastern heritage so I'm called a dirty arab, my life sucks, Demi lovato is a inspiration to me, she's gone through what I have, and made it out on top

[BrassMonkey]

I have rumors about me being gay and Im not. I will have random people come and ask me if Im gay in front of everyone, just to be a jerk. Its mostly this one prep guy who says faggot or gay when he walks past me in the hallways. I guess all of this is because I live in a country redneck town, but Im not the country redneck who fights every guy he sees. Im more of a city person who wants to live in the city, and I do different things than what the popular guys do here ( they do country redneck stuff). I dont let it get to me like I used to, because one day they will pay for it all. One day it will all come back to them someday. Its hard not to let the stuff they do/say get to you, but I try not to let it. Bullying is a very horrible thing, and I do believe its one of the worst Abuse.

[Trendea]

I used to be bullied at a very early age by my own family, they would literally take things out of my hands give them to whom ever they felt like

[ApresMidi]

Up until 2 years ago , I have always been bullied.
I faced such hard times at a young age - my parents were gently coerced into sending me to a preschool at a lower school aged 3 and I used to think now I could be at the most amazing school in the world, and I would rather be anywhere else.

But Year 8... I was new at a school and tried to make friends but I soon realized I was 'their scapegoat. They would literally run away from me like,say 'We'll meet you in Room 3 and they wouldnt be there or they would hide or laugh or make comments.

Hahaha writing it makes it look so menial,I guess I can't describe it. It was the worst time.I now have this fear of being alone. I used to eat alone. Its kind of ironic when the people who are totally not your clique invite you to eat with them because your eating alone. I guess that was the wakeup call.
Made new friends - easier done than imagined guys! - and realized what idiots they were. All looks up now, hang on in there :) x