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[Asylum]

only if the sun would rise again
shining on your gleaming face
only if you were there to talk to
or to give us wisdom and your grace
i miss you more then you could ever know
i never thought you would go
i never thought you'd be gone forever
you were supposed to live forever
be in my life always
now just a memory
left behind with a few of your lucky coins, note, and a bracelet
in a small box
a box that will always contain your memory
you will never be forgotten
always loved
always a memory in my life
that day you left, i will never forget
the day we put you in the earth i will never forget
the stiff wood of the coffin as the rabbi shoveled dirt mixed with rocks on top
thud
thud
sounds of harsh rocks slaming against wood
in the rain
loud, echoing
nothing will ever be the same
drip
drop
water falling all around
making everything soft on the ground
cleaning for a new day
for a new life
tears fall
memories remebered
as we all walk away from seeing you for the last time
the last time before you are 6 feet under and just a mound of dirt.
can't deal with this pain
can't deal with losing you anymore
i wish you knew
how much i really cared and loved you