beat up at school

[Reflection.]

OK, basically 2 weeks ago i got jumped from behind at school and punched in the back of the head by these kids who have been fucking with me all year. I didn't do anything to provoke them, they just started calling me faggot, queer etc. (I'm not out at school) They tortured me, made up a rumor that i liked some kid who is gay at my school even though i wasn't out. (My mom is the only person who knows I'm gay) Anyway my mom called the police because she said it was a hate crime how they beat me, but i refuse to press charges on the kids because then my friends will all know I'm gay.

My mom isn't sending me back to school, I'm getting homeschooled because these kids have threatened to kill me, and other stuff. I don't want my friends to know I'm gay because they're homophobes and wouldn't understand. I don't know what to think anymore, this is the first time i've ever endured any serious problem with me being gay. I'm going to lose all my friends, i don't know what to do. My mom feels like she has to protect me now against every little bout of homophobia. Example: me and my brother are chilling in my room and my brother says oh only faggots play that game, and my mom happens to be in the room and says i don't want to hear that word in my house its derrogatory blah blah blah. And if you read my other post you know my brother is kind of homophobic. I feel like I'm burdening my mom, she's had to do so much for me and i feel bad because it's not her fault I'm like this.

Why couldn't i be born normal? I'm sick of this world and all the close-minded people who live in it.

[nick]

I'm sorry, no body should have to put up with shit like that because of something which is beyond their control. Sounds like you have a great mum there. Don't feel bad for her, its not your fault either.

[thiscityisdead]

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i totally agree with you on your ending. i dont understand why people gotta be assholes for no reason. excuse my language. i think you made the right decision on the pressin charges. you told the right person though, atleast you know your mom will keep your secret safe till the right time. it may seem like your mom is under alot of stress or you feel like your burdening her, you may want to have a talk with her? one on one and just talk with her...could make you feel alot better about the whole situation and get her side of the story...

wanna talk? pm me =]

[Disconected]

dude u should press charges because they beat u up for no reason and tht would not prove tht ur gay. its only a hate crime if u were open bout being gay, and since ur not its just two jerks who jumped u. and when u feel comfortable enough telling ur friends ur gay then u will see which ones are ur true friends because those ones won't leave u. and it will deff change how ppl will look at u cuz of the society we live in so choose the time when u want to come out carefully because u can't hide who u are forever. and ask ur mom to be less sensitive bout u being gay so not to give it away.

[Reflection.]

dude u should press charges because they beat u up for no reason and tht would not prove tht ur gay. its only a hate crime if u were open bout being gay, and since ur not its just two jerks who jumped u. and when u feel comfortable enough telling ur friends ur gay then u will see which ones are ur true friends because those ones won't leave u. and it will deff change how ppl will look at u cuz of the society we live in so choose the time when u want to come out carefully because u can't hide who u are forever. and ask ur mom to be less sensitive bout u being gay so not to give it away.

Well my mom described it as a hate crime, and in my mind it is, because even though they didn't know that doesn't give them the right to call me a fag everyday and beat me.

[Disconected]

^^^im not saying its not a hate crime because it is. i really hate ppl tht are closed minded and then take out all their anger onto someone who is different. im sorry if i made it sound like i was siding with them. sexuality is not something that u can physically see so its not fair tht ppl judge a gay and a straight person differently

[Reflection.]

^^^im not saying its not a hate crime because it is. i really hate ppl tht are closed minded and then take out all their anger onto someone who is different. im sorry if i made it sound like i was siding with them. sexuality is not something that u can physically see so its not fair tht ppl judge a gay and a straight person differently

no, you didn't make it seem like that at all, don't worry about it. I'm just so upset, so much has happened lately, its a lot to deal with.

[Skeletal-Chic]

I would deffinately press charges! Not doing so purely to keep friends who won't accept you for who you are is a ludicrous stance to take! I would speak to your Mom about being overly sensitive and obvious about it, but don't feel bad because she wants to protect you from these ass-wipes. If you want to talk more about this and how Ive started coming out (Im Bi) to friends, feel free to PM me :)

BC xoxo

[Baudelaire]

OK, basically 2 weeks ago i got jumped from behind at school and punched in the back of the head by these kids who have been fucking with me all year. I didn't do anything to provoke them, they just started calling me faggot, queer etc. (I'm not out at school) They tortured me, made up a rumor that i liked some kid who is gay at my school even though i wasn't out. (My mom is the only person who knows I'm gay) Anyway my mom called the police because she said it was a hate crime how they beat me, but i refuse to press charges on the kids because then my friends will all know I'm gay.

My mom isn't sending me back to school, I'm getting homeschooled because these kids have threatened to kill me, and other stuff. I don't want my friends to know I'm gay because they're homophobes and wouldn't understand. I don't know what to think anymore, this is the first time i've ever endured any serious problem with me being gay. I'm going to lose all my friends, i don't know what to do. My mom feels like she has to protect me now against every little bout of homophobia. Example: me and my brother are chilling in my room and my brother says oh only faggots play that game, and my mom happens to be in the room and says i don't want to hear that word in my house its derrogatory blah blah blah. And if you read my other post you know my brother is kind of homophobic. I feel like I'm burdening my mom, she's had to do so much for me and i feel bad because it's not her fault I'm like this.

Why couldn't i be born normal? I'm sick of this world and all the close-minded people who live in it.



please dont say that!! I mean, you have every right to be angry, but don't ever feel like you arent normal, its completely normal!! those people are just afraid of something they know nothing about, just you watch, sooner or later homosexuality is going to be accepted everywhere and those who make fun of it are going to be looked down on.